unbearable

short-cut:

b brought me to Timbre. lol. 1st time dere. DON SAY IM SUA GU HOR. love the band ! (think dere're called goodfellas). seriously realli njoyed it n thanks b for bringing me dere. luvman.


working...suntec n moshi2...



and now im feeling like one fuck. bleeding worsened over the evening. tmr or tues ZR accompanying me for scan. dint want to tell him lest he thinks im being so drama. n the tot of it just saddens me. but guess i just need someone by my side. god bless. right now im feeling so ironic. On one hand im afraid he might leave me for whatever shit's going, but on the other i wanna persuade him to find someone else. i realli don deserve him. don wana drag him down . and im not saying this because i wan to seem oh-so-great or what. it's because i love this guy. simple as that.
sometimes deep down i agree with him whenever he joked that im a piece of shit. i am, indeed.




something's very wrong.
the pain's getting unbearable.
feels as if dey're pulling themselves out from my body.
omfg.
mayb i shud just disappear
to shorten the pain

IS THERE ANY BAR NEARBY? its lunchtime -.-

LOL PAISEH SHORT-CUT AGAIN :


went to do roadshow in morning. LOL. tat stupid ang mo. ask me '' is there any BAR nearby? '' he asked me at 12PM. WTFWTFWTF. aft tat rushed to lavender (kallang) to sign my agreement, aft which rushed to wisma for ma interview again ^^ hired on the spot for MoshiMoshi Jewellery ^^ tmr's gonna be a tiring day again mna. After roadshow gonna rush to wisma for my job. But at least wat Jieying said was correct la: working DO helps to get my mind off b's absence :))) but still, i miss him loads.its like, i'll think of what is he doing, will he think of me, and is he thinking of me at the point of time im thinking of him :))) sigh. MA SI BO BIAN. hav to wait til weekend no matter wat -..-


OOOKIE DOKEY. gonna stop here. feet pain like sai la. stood all day. gtg rest liao.
Chao peeps !
god bless :DD

two weeks, as in REALLI two weeks

short-cut :DD

30 August:

When b's place...showed me his childhood pictures (OMFGGGGG) and told me his childhood stories (LOL). The most vivid one in my mind was the crayon one. he was still young den one day b took crayon and drew a line on the wall. LOL and then he used his body to cover it and kepy crying when his mum walked pass. LOL. seriously damn cute can! hahaha we lay on bed and chatted til about 6am when i fell aslp and b talked to himself for a further 10 mins as he dint know i was aslp UNTIL he heard my snoring. ^^



31 august:

initally wanted to go back to queensway to celebrate teacher's day, but cant make it in time as stayed over at b's the night before. rushed home for interview in aftnoon, but manager wasnt in, so was told to go back ard 7pm. Hav an hour of allowance, so went cineleisure to find ng min, valencia, audrey, zhenren for dinner at hong kong cafe ^^ den went back for interview, and then went raffles city to find zhenren and her bf to chill at starbucks :D waited for b to come...an while i was at toilet tat dumb b went market place to buy ingredients (minced beef and pasta sauces) to cook FOR ME. lol. silly b. was damn touched la. den went his hse and TADANG~ WE COOKED ONE HOR: (k la i did the stirring and stuff ^^ most of it thanks to b)



01 september:

woke up liao, b rushing for his on-board time. he took off first, while i waited for rain to stop. LOL. took buz from his hse the bustop, alighted at BM interchange, den took nother bus to stop at MY SIDE of the road -..- after tat waited for rain to stop at blk 96, den a malay guy offer to shelter me to my block. SERIOUSLY. im damn thankful la. god bless him man :DD den home liao, blog, Facebook, msg b. tried to upload pics on blog, but tink cuz of connection problems couldnt do so at the moment -_____-


OK. tats it for now ! gtg for dinner liao.
Chao ppl ^^

SUNDAE=RAIN=OFFICE=BURP

YAWNS.

its a rainy sunday morning. i SHUD be at home lying on ma bed til evening (OMFG damn tempting sial). BUT, im here in office typing tis stupid entry. just had mee and bee hoon (mum packed for me ^^). she damn cute sia. it initially was from the market, u know the packet kind, the mee and bee hoon below and ingredients on top. Den she help me put into the lunch box and open it for me to see like : 'TADANG! SEE! EASIER TO BRING!' LOGICALLY SPEAKING, when u switched the food from the packet to the box, shud be mee and bee hoon on top of the ingredients right? BUT NO. its was nicely placed in the box ( ingredients on top, mee and bee hoon below). den i asked her: ' shudnt be the other way round meh??' den she: ' LOL, i jitao slide the whole packet of food into the box :DDD'



-________- SLIDE. she even added the sound effect: '' SHUUU the food down the packet into the box''



LOLOLOLOLOL. buey tahan her la. just now in the morning( still quite sunny tat time) she went to do the laundry. 4mins later, i saw her taking the laundry back. LOL. cuz it started to rain. she even commented: ' jiak ba bo sai bang. i take the laundry in the sun for 5 mins and take back in again. -..-' LOL. i was utterly speechless (almost choked on my bread).



AND EVIDENTLY, im was bored now. i can spent 2/3 of the entry talking about a packet of mee cham bee hoon breakfast. HENCE, shall stop here. cont when i get home later ba ^^

LOL penguuuuuuuuin

YAY!!!!!





b nv went on board today as his muscles aching ^^








TOOK HIS PASSPORT PIC LOL:







...tat idiot saw me takin it and asked: '' got wat diff? the hair right? which hair betta?''


before i cn reply he piak me on the face -..-

aft which i said: '' u look fatter now lor''

LOL him: '' I KNEW u going to say tat ! tats y slap u 1st!''


hahaha kk short post again...gonna hit my food again liao. Chao ppl !
god bless :DDD

Saying

nothing much todae.
nuahed. swollen eyes. right side gastric hurts lyke big fuck.


he said to have the thinking, that even if he's not by my side, his heart will always be with me, and tat he'll always be mine. yea i know that. but it just seemed so hard to work it out when it comes to the real situation. my god. cant believe tat i realli broke down infront of him. im just so sad. Though i know he'll onli be gone sailing for 2wks, it still makes me so, well sad. mayb im just too used to have him by my side i guess. My onli hope, or can onli hope for, is :



FASTER LET THE TWO WEEKS PASSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.


Jy came to talk to me online. told her the situation. she said:


i understand tt kind of feeling

juz see how long it can last lor... i noe it sounds very -ve but ...... reali lyk theres no choice now

=[


even the person whu brought us tgt said so. omg. seems lyke im not the onli one tat's so. fucked.
Mayb the company of his frens is much more den being wif me after all.
aiyo. im so lorso until i myself oso cant tahan sia. k la. shall end here. nites peeps.



P.S: B ar,
you've no idea how much i love you.
its more than ' head over heels' can even describe.

And and , just came across these words lol:

Im gonna write ''I MISS YOU'' on the all bricks and hope one of them falls on your head so you know how it hurts to miss someone like you. LOL. ( imagine the scene LOL)

2 wks

sometimes


i realli wish i wasnt such a whinny bitch after all.


it irritates ppl, n well i am.


ma life officially went into a new low

金

如果你问我, 最幸福的事是什么
我也许会回答:



是当有某人默默地在旁照顾你, 守护你. 没有任何条件, 或要求任何者利益地去爱你,
去疼你.



这就我最幸福的事.








这一次,



我想我应该是真的爱上他le (cant find the fucking chinese word in the online dictionary).





:))))

AH~

short-cut again :

went to work in morning...freezing all the way -..-

..met b for dinner. passed me his thumb-drive for Bruno LOL. gonna watch it tmr i tink. had LJS. den headed home as we both (sick cats) need to rest.


sudden inspiration :D (veri short onli la)


without you by my side, i cant feel.
neither can i talk, think, or breathe.
luv ya b :))



Okie gotta end here. gtg rest soon.
nites peeps!
god bless :))

More of an OMFG, a little of LOL

OMFGGGGG.

short-cut to ytd nite's event:

went to moon bar wif yong xing. LOL. got KINDA tired dere. the boss saw me and asked his fren to ask me whether im interested in working dere. 12 BUCKS per hour holyshit. tempting sia. b came to find me from his fren's 21st bd. WAT DO I KEEP DESTROYING PEOPLE'S 21ST BIRTHDAYS??? fk.


anywae said alot things tat i shudnt hav said to b. IM SORRY. as in seriously. omg. i dint want him to think that im limiting his freedom or watever shit, but what i've portrayed seemed as though i AM tat way. wtf. and i don understand y b can put up wif me for all these. frankly if i hav a gf lyke me, i'll vomit blood/ kill her den vomit blood.

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fast-forward~~


....back to b's place. b changed n put me to bed while i smelt lyke a rotten piece of cuttlefish. OYA i broke my sandals once again. GRREEAATT. woke up...ask b to cook mee for me. OKAY, gonna be a lil drama here: the noodle tasted like the best food in the world. nothing can beat it, not even buddha-jump-over-the-wall or abalone or watever delicacies u name. hahaha. lyke wat he always said, perhaps its cooked ''showered with love'' :DDDD

OK. gonna make myself promise him something:


I WILL NVR GET SO DRUNK EVER AGAIN (AT LEAST I TRY MA BEST) AND DISRUPT HIS GATHERINGs WIF HIS FRENS. LUVS B :))

hav been askin myself or even god. wat did i do to deserve this ? it sounds lyke a tragedy here, but pls read on OK. i mean, did i realli done alot of good deeds and in return karma sent me an (LOL) angel? SERIOUSLY LA i dont tink so leh. i throw cigarette butts outta the window after smoking, pretend to be sleeping on trains (SOMETIMES ONLI HOR) so i don ever hav to let my seat out, often laugh at people's misfortune, etc LOLOLOLOLOL. just afraid god might, one day, find out that i've been awarded wif good karma instead of the bad ones, and decided to take it all away. i will definitely be very sad. devastated. no. no words can describe then.


alrighty, dumoed my loads liao. gtg jiak dor (7th month) wif family liao.

chao peeps !!!
god bless yow :))

FOOD REPUBLIC: KILLER

LOL just back from movie with b...went for interview at NY skin solutions. (ryan's cousin intro one) :DD TI GONG POR BI.


den once again, dua-ed ryan and kelvin for dinner. LOL. meet b for movie LAST HOUSE ON THE LEFT. nice ! sorta reminded me of WRONG TURN. think cause of the landscape n settings. lots of gore too.


den b sent me home as he needed to go sch early in morning + its 7th month -.- ...njoyed the ride back home more than the movie siaaa. lol. n he said MAYB he's gg to cook SPAG GA TII tmr :DDDDD omg. damn swt can. as the saying goes: in order for the woman to grab the heart of a man, you'll need to grab his stomach 1st. it works the same for women too i guess :)))) (though he kinda failed on his maggie mee tat time T_____T).


...just had tau huey/huay.. nice cuz im hungry i tink. OYA. talking about food now. DON EVER EAT AT FOOD REPUBLIC AGAIN SIAAA. damn ex la dey. my nasi lemak onli got dish cake, hotdog, fried sotong thingy, set me back 4.6 DOLLAAAAAAA. AI SI SIA. (make mental note to onli eat dere when 1. im damn hungry or 2. im feeling damn rich )



DISCUSSION OF FOOD REPUBLIC WIF FREDRIK:


[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
prawn noodle lol
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
u leh?
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
4.6 nasi lemak
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
DAMN EX
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
onli got fish cake, hotdog, sotong
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
haha walao
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
can die sia
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
where u go find this kinda of nasi lemak sia
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
so excuisite
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
hahaha!
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
NICE PHRASING
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
FOOD REPUBLIC
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
KANNNN EX ar
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
hahaha no wonder lah
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
food republic the thing CANNOT eat one!
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
hahaha super ex sia
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
lol and its like normal food only
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
i REALISED TAT
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
EX AR
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
wahahahha
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
tmr go burn them down
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
lol
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
drive one limosine full of cooking oil into their stalls
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
hahaha and go rub 2 sticks until got sparks
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
then throw the spark inside hahaha!
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
1) i don hav car
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
2) the food republic is located at level 3
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
3) i got lighter LEH
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
hahahaha
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
1) can rent one mah
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
2) hahaha drive up the carpark and ram it over the roof to wisma
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
3)hahaha like that then got the excietment mah!
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
lol rub as fast as u can light and run
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
first one to do it will get a free propangn bomb for ur next mission
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
L O LLL
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
bt i like the reward!!
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
no laaa
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
we went the vivo one
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
lata we happi happi burn the place 4got abt the car
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
drive inside water
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
wahahaha
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
oooh vivo ah that one tricky ah
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
lol use airplane i guess lol
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
ka ka ram only
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
lol dont need the car lah
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
borrow from friend
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
then tell him the car he nvr pay road tax kana taken and destroyed liao
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
l o lllllll
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
ALL ThIS!!
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
just cause of a plate of
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
NASI LEMAK

[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
hahaha THEY MUST PAY!
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
lol
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
FOR THE EXPENSIVE FOOD!
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
hahaaha the rest of the stall holders there will be like "wtf did i do to deserve this?!?"

LOLOLOLOLOL was practically LMFAO man ~

OKEY DOKEY. gonna stop here. neck pain + left toe cramp + sleepiness.
nites everyboooooooooooooooody ~
:D
god bless.

OOOPPPSSS

just back from dinner wif mum at bugis.... the ''you tiao'' veh nice :DD

..after tat went to have dessert. sis ordered egg pudding and i had almond paste. NOT BAD LA. tink cuz i had it after two bowls of rice -.-. kan full siaaaaa.

LOL. after tat went to meet b for a short while as he needs to study for his test tmr. LOL.

secret: after tat went home n propaganded mum to drink. den went down kopitiam to get 4 bottles :DDDD ( by the time b reads this it'll be too late liao) FINE LA I BROKE MA PROMISE BUT IM REALLI BORED AT HOME OK.

...kwang wei asked me to volunteer for his blood taking thing tmr. I SAID YES. shit. WTF DID I DO TAT FOR?! ._____. gtg SP at 6pm den. OMFG.


OKIE. shall stop here. cont wif my thang :)))

nites in advance peeps !

C.S (chua sai)

yo peeps~~~


FIRST OF ALL

SI BF. mailto:%5E&*Y&@Y#&$(#**#$. FK. came to find me for awhile after his company dinner. scare me from my hse staircase. result? C.S.

now as im posting this entry, a series of events are going on:

im asking fredrik about his excused-BMT .
AND he's telling me about his plan to draw pokemons EVERYDAY as a symbol of ranks -.- I CHOOSE U ! LMAO. tat gila guy lol.
my stomach is 'gruuuuu-ing'.
my right leg is veri itchy and im scratching it.
im dozin' off.
im missing AHEM.

SIGH. must wait til thurs b4 he's OFFICIALLY MINE (muahahahahahahahaha) (for the holiday la). KANSIAN

ITS OK! MOTIVATION MOTIVATION MOTIVATION WENCUI !

omfg i mangaged to type out 3 motivation ( now its the 4th) without any spelling error. my eyes realli closing siaaaaaa. AN ACHIEVEMENT! watever. lol. omg. im realli going bonkers. yawns.

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OK FINE. I CANT TAKE IT LIAO. gtg slp. HENG AR. brushed ma teeth just now liao. if not will be damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn lazy to move my ass now.


am even lazy to blog. by 'copy-and-paste' so many 'DAMN', i assume my post will seem longer ya? LOL.

OK. gg slp liao. neck stil hurts a lil.

nites peeeeeeeeeeeeeps!
god bless la.

MAN YUE celebration :)))

WOOOOOTS~!

...kk summarise summarise :

went to Sunset Grill to see people eat buffalo wings cuz i don take spicy food -___-
dey ranges from level 1 to 30, and jieying onli ordered level 4 eat til damn gang kor liao LOL. b gav me a 1cm x 1cm piece of chicken SKIN nia i oso eat until T____T lol. joke mannn. den after eating went to yishun dam for a while. before tat onli heard of tat place nia...nvr been dere. conclusion: BUEY PAI EH~ lol. can go dere picnic next time :DD somemore got uncle selling ice-cream :DDD

aft tat lobang-ed jieying n her bf back to our area to collect their bike as dey parked it dere and b chiong-ed to furama for his fren's bd celebration ^^ after tat had our '' one month toast '' at b's place .____. the maggie he cooked was, ERM, one of those 'emergency' kinda food in which you'll eat onli when in bo bian situations LOLOLOLOLOL. den went home n TADANG ~ here i am blogging. tmr still need wake up for work -.- KANSIAN KANSIAN KANSIAN. jieying gg genting tmr... GOOD SIAAA.

SIGH like wat dey say: same people, different lives la.

gtg slp liao. neck veri pain -_-

nites peeps!!!

MAN YUE LIAO

first of all.......


HAPPI ONE MONTH B~!! :DDD

so damn erm, happy la!

lol now its 5.04am..b just came online...lol tot he haven slp. he just woke up ._.. HENG ARRRR...nvr send him msg just now. wanted to bluff him tat im off to bed at 3am...scardy he go online see me realli hong kan liao sia. LOL.

ANYWAES,
just finish doin *ahem* :))))) sat dere for almost 4 hours just doing it. neck's gonna break in 10 mins tyme man. wonder wat will be his reaction when he sees it tmr. BUT disclaimer: its HUNDRED PERCENT HAND-MADE. so imperfections must be tolerated okie ^^

.. but frankly, time span of a month passes real fast man. lol. didnt know im together wif a idiotic bitch for a month liao :) if it wasnt for jieying, i wonder....................................

OYA

HAPPI BIRTHDAEE BABE !!!

...dint get anything for her though. she asked for ang bao tat tyme and warned me not to get her any prezzie. WTF. as if im an auntie la. lol. LAI LAI GIV U ANGBAO ! MUST GROW UP LIAO HOR...BIG GAL LIAO~ :D


shit my eyes are shutting down man. gonna catch up on ma slp. so damn looking forward to tmr:)) even if deres no celebration. cuz cn get to see him wat duh :)) YAWNS.

K NITES/MORNING PEEPS!
chaooooooooooooo *in a super good mood kinda tone*
god bless ^________^

WALAUEH

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D-I-S-C-O-V-E-R-E-D!!!!!

shit u gf. lol

F UP

guys hav cock-block.

i hav emotion block-age

<3

just back from lil (REALLI LITTLE) beer-ing session at de jiu mui kopitiam wif b and his bro. LOL his brother damn cute la ! was talkin abt dragon boat, canoe-ing, sailing, basketball, well you name it -_____- dint know b was 2nd national in sailing sia. WTF.

AND i found out smth: the gal tat FARKING FLIRT wif him tat time at opp parklane likes him -.- NAHBEH I KNEW IT. lol. den zac tried to console me by saying: '' AIYAAAAA you shud be proud tat so many gals lyke ur bf MAHHHHH. '' lol SIMI SAI AH.

...but all in all, realli thnks b for meeting me after his fren's bd celebration :DDD tot he'll be shagged after sending his frens home.
was feeling so ''abandoned' all evening la. luvs man :))))

feeling kinda tired now...gg brush teeth n slp liao.

nites peeps!
god bless, especially him :)
believe it anot
im tink its for real tis time.
:))

maaaaaarina barrage :)))

YO people~~

...YAWNS. skipping to the topics:

..b challenged me to waka-waka in FB -.- he say if cn beat his score i can extend slping time. i tried ma best n im 47th. him? all time best 5TH. KNN. scam his own gf.

..went to meet him after work...drove to marina barrage...walk...the view buey pai sia!..den went home cuz he got test tmr...LOL. but its sounds kinda strange sia. i mean, should i say he sent me home, or we both went home? LOL. TATS the thing with having bf living opp u nia ^^

...den now here i am...watching the video fredrik sent me..LOLOLOLOLOLOL. TRUIMP. WTF WTF WTF...! and eating ''random stuffs'' as fred always says -_____-

OK gonna end here..brush teeth n slp..if nt b kpkb liao.
nites peeps!
god bless :)))

im stil breathing

i leave the gas on,
walk the alleys in the dark.
sleep with candles burning,
i leave the door unlocked.
im weaving a rope and,
running all the red lights.
did i get your attention?
cause im sending all the signs that
the clock is ticking,
i'll be giving my two weeks
pick your favourite shade of black,
and best prepare a speech
say something funny, say something sweet,
but don't say that you loved me.

Cause im still breathing
though we've been dead for a while
this sickness has no cure,
we're going donw for sure
already lost the grip,
best abandon ship, ooh

mayb i was too pale,
mayb i was too fat.
mayb you'd betta,
better luck in the sack.
no formal education,
i swore way too much
i swear you didnt care,
cause oh we're were in love
so as i write this letter,
and shed my last tear
its all for the betta,
that we end it here.
lets close this chapter,
say one last prayer,
but don't say that you loved me.

B ah...

OMGGGGGGGGGG

hahaha nth. just bored. havin couple of beer alone. well trust me, it isnt the funniest thing to do. asking ur mum to open the beer for u while u're painting ur nails? NOT EITHER.

BIG NEWS (at least for me la) : B IS COMING BACK TMR!!!!!!!!!!

omg omg omg omg im realli damn damn damn happi siaaa....been realli a good gal n stayed home while he's away okie :DDDD

Gonna ask for my bubble gum when he's back :))) BUT on the other hand, expected him to be damn dark la. i mean he's going for diving training leh. Unless dere's lyke INDOOR SEA -___-'''

OMGGG....missed him lots mannn.... WOOTS!

its been a wkend of practically nothing except for beer-ing, slping, eating, and most of all, waiting

Suddenly tot of wat jieying said the other tyme: HE'S JUST A SELF-PROCLAIMED PLAYBOY LOR. HE DON EVEN HAV THE LOOKS LOR. LOOK AT HIS TEETH LA. IF I WERE U SURELY SLAP UNTIL DEY FROM CROOKED TO STRAIGHT ONE.CONFIRM HOR. LOLOLOLOLOLOL.

she always nvr fail to cheer me up man :)) but realli sry to PS her on fri to go DBL O cuz i was realli damn sad tat B's not in town T____T''''''. realli realli sry babe ! but i promise dere'll be no nxt tyme okie? :D

BUT ANWAES, HE'LL B BACK TMR!!!! am counting down the hours :))

sry for being lorso laaa..but realli missed him lyke sai la. lol. if u know wat i mean :P

OKIE, shall stop here, continue beer-ing, brush teeth, den head to bed!

nites peeps :)) god bless him n u people :)

much misses

OMG.

b's at another island. miss him so damn lots.

came over to find me ytd night..

suprised me wif shaker fries he got at drive-thru !!! :DD

...long-banged me to 7-11 to get hoon ki, den i suggested driving to Mount Faber :))))

aft tat back to my hse..took two beers out to chat n drink along ma corridor... ( and the last hug nvr seems to be the last huh) <3

..and here i am, drinking by myself. damn lonely.

NVMIND. B will back on sunday !!

..borrowed him my ''lucky charm'' (the sheep given to me by zhenren)..WARNED him not to get it in water..if not might grow beansprouts -______-

OK. shall cont. beer-ing now...cheers ppl!
god bless him, my luv.

MAC MAC MAC

Yawnssss......talking about monday blues -______-
...shall cut short cuz heading bed soon :DD

..BF went to pick me up after work....went to have mac at BM...den went Mount Faber for a walk (as i suggested) :))))))))

..walk walk walk....drove me home after tat...n here i am :)))

OK. tats all. lol.seems lyke im realli cutting SHORT sia. WATEVER.

NITES PEEPS ! <3

Dearie <3

hahaha...omg..juz had the freaking shock of my life man....

was talking to b on msn.. when i told him im having bad sore-throat he suddenly MIA. LOL.

..was lyke *wat the*.

den jieying said: ''go see ur phone la gal''

DEN, b called me on HP. picked up, and he said:

'' im outside our hse..open the door LEH''

OMFG.

...handed me a sore-throat and fever medicine.

almost cried infront of him sia. SHIT. freaking touched la.

LOL. he smelt of durians sia :DDD

......
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......
.....

he went hm...
den jieying showed me on msn:


money? says:
she looks so cute without make up

OMG. i can realli die happy now.


den chatted wif jieying on msn... she told me tat THAT is how guys shud be. lol. omg. cant believe i met so many fuckers in the past and yet think tat that was the way it shud be.

OKie. gonna hit the shacks now. promised him to be in bed by 1 :)))
nites peeps :))))

ANGELS

TODAE,

God just sent me an angel. LOL.

This angel is an, erm all-functional one.

He


1. *ahem* carried me outta dblo, without breaking his arms.
2. scolded a taxi uncle cuz he dint want to take us WHILE carrying me. wasai
3. protected me from those CCB dikors.
4. set alarm clock using MY hp (kan pro sia)
5. rmbs tat i studied in SP, and tat i live in bukit merah
6. LOL let me wear his armani tee and havanas slippers
7. he lives opp me , yet drives me home
8. took care of me when it was HIS 21st bd (OMFG tat's the worse part man)
9. gave me 3 blue-blacks as a gift ( OKIE tats nt his fault bt still -____-)


LOL. ok. tats all for wat happened. zzzzz.
Last but not least,
thank god for letting me meet this angel and thanks that angel for all that.
A LEH LU YA

Thinking of You By Katy Perry

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into..

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes
I'd like to stay.

update update~

Yawns...hello people..its 4.06...gg slp..but tot of posting before i do tat..


...nth much gg on...'ve been working.. no clubbing since 2362746364328463784327 yrs ago....

yawns lol.


im tired. fine i admit. im so tired. if onli u know wat im talkin abt.


gg slp now. bye people. gotta reach office early tmr. nites peeps :))

t-shirt

Woots~

people.......

lol well okie update update again:

...so damn looking 4ward to ma piercing mannnnnnn -_____________________-''''''''


lol well was reading my pass entries. mayb one word couldnt realli summarise wat i feel but haha, dey're retarded. if this were somebody else's blog i'll most probably stop my reading at the 1st few entries lol.


But true enough, dey are things that are worth reminiscing. hahaha okie wencui stop it.
stop the whole nonsense shit.


well lyke i said, no loss, as i've gained the love from my frens, u all know who you are :)) thnk u all so much for the support :))))

Sad thing is Ah Ben went army liao..no more supper gathering T_____T.


OYA.... damn damn damn looking 4ward to this fri... DBL O~~~~~~~~ with jieying n gang :DDD


ma god haven realli club for a damn long tyme sia. as in realli njoy n forget abt it all ya know :))))


Okie gonna stop here...n hello to bed ~

^-^v nites peeps.

BIG Yawnssss

Yawns....okie gonna short-cut n summaries the events :))

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Met up wif Yiwen at St james...went hm n bathed..slept at 5 plus..woke uo at 8AM plus for work -_-''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''. OMFG. Donno in how long i haven woke up in the morning liao sia (don count those days i nv slp at all la)

At work, almost, no i mean i DID, dozed off in front of the computer screen sia~ But the most lovable place of office is the.............................. SMOKING AREA :)))))) its located at the back, with the vintage off-white spiral stairs that leads to downstairs and stuff...woots :D LOVE IT MAN :)) colleagues are friendly too ( for now la) :)) Wanted to help Mae buy her Kuay Tiao from malay stall, but walked the whole fucking maxwell market oso no malay store open sia. wtf la.


Okie, seriously i donno y i keep this blog for sia. lol. Just think of it as a memo ba ! take down notes n things that happen ba :)) gonna start a new one soon man ^^ lyke what dey say, : the old one don't go away, new one won't come mah :D



Suddenly reminded of ******** when was at Balcony just now. wif nicholas and ben hor, dey talk talk talk as if no tmr sia. ben lyke tarzan siaaaaaa. LOL. he at cineleisure still need ask ppl the way to Heeren -_-'''''''''''''''''''. lol. As drama as ever, i start to think of stuff that i want to fucking scream at him n stuff. lol. how bored can i get sia, but well here it goes: you broke my heart the moment you chased me away, and that was when i finally woke up. i finally woke up from that naive little dream. Lets just call it, a beautiful awakening then :)


ALRITELY, (is that how its supposed to be spelled), gonna hit the shacks man. events lining up tmr, rest of week gonna be busy busy busy man. two jobs hor. buay gan dan hor. but busy enuf to get my mind off retarded things la :))

Nites peeps ^^
n thank you god.

tomolo tomolo

Woots woots ~~

tomolo interview liaooooo :)) Must wake up mannnnn v^-^v

all i need, is tyme

if you said how can we separate after been through so much,
well, all that's to be say has been said, all that has to be done had been done, all that's to be cry about, well, had ma tears dried up on its own. since he don realli giv a fuck about it, fuck it den.


And its ma blog, so im gonna throw everything here.
been crying since i reached home. letting it all out i guess . well but still thnks for telling me about the stout-and-redbull recipe. drinking it reminds me of you. fuck.




Ok gonna let my pride down for now. i am fucking upset. seriously. fucking upset. i just couldnt imagine hw i will be without him. of course, as the song goes, back to black. perhaps indeed, i deserve this, always didnt showed ma love , afraid of losing face,which is fucking retarded as i look back now. hah. karma baby. its coming to get back at me. but matter of fact is, im realli cant let it go. no. not him. when i tink of the tyme during april fool's day when we made a joke about breaking up, it just fucking suddens me so much. this is for real now, wen cui. he's not yours anymore just let it go. yeah. fuck you all. ur not me, all the more you wont know how i feel inside. its realli damn fucked up. am tryin ma best to erase every trace of memories of him, changing wall paper, fuck, its so naive.
well, dey always say, when you love somebody, you do not have to get hold of him, all you wanted was for him to be happy. yea. this is it. it sorta cheered me up a little. at least he wont get stuck wif a fucking pub waitress with no fucking future (whats tat), holds a night job, always so cold towards him. why cant he just fucking understand. im not the type of gals that can go all out when showing affection. its so sad he just don get it. don get what's on ma mind. no he didnt, and he will not have the chance anymore. i just so sick n tired of acting strong infront of dem. didnt even dare to tell zhenren about our breakup. just because i know that i'll jolly well breakdown infront of her. god, please grant me some strength now. i am feeling so weak. if only you can bend to take my hand, i'll fall upon my knees for the gratitude. god, please, i truly hope you can hear my prayers now. if not, let me forget him. im not asking for an exchange, between strength or the power to forget him. i just wanna end it all. and feel better. god, i beg of you.







it'll get betta in tyme :))

oh shit

1. STFU if you donno anything.
2. If only i could make tyme stand still.

unappreciated

woots.

poof.

LOL.

alrite.



Deep down in ma hart i knew it.

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Just wanna summarise a few things.

1. Ma name is NOT wen cHui.
2. 'Cuz i lyke to sleep' is NOT an excuse for break-up.
3. nice bd prezzie you r giving.

Okie, don wanna continue further.
Gonna save the others for future, if dere's chance.


So sry hav to blog dese things out. Simply cause i cant turn to you. Not anymore.

I guess you haven said anything just cause of the fact that ur camera's still with mie. And afraid i might sell it away (wont keep it cause i don bring a bulky film-taking thing around with mie). HAH. piss me off somemore la. i'll SHOW you what i CAN do to it. try me :D


KK Keeping ma mouth SHUT for now .
v^-^v.

Nites peeps.

finally

i guess this tyme it really is goodbye.







..for good.

In an impulse. OH GOD.

HELLO PEOPLE
*waves hands, though i've no idea who dese people are*.

One word. RETARDED.

That's exactly how i felt yesterday mannnnnnnnnn. OMFFFFFFFG. In front of Danny and May. sai ar.

Okie, we shall not go into the topic. Ren shi wang qian zhou*. LOL. *People onli walk facing infront*.


Donno why leh, suddenly feel lyke blogging after donno how many donkey days sia.
And hence, i must start something new. *Well at least in ma blog entries la*




In an Impulse (By evelyn liew v^-^v)


"STFU!" thou shouted, in an impulse
And yet this could leave a scar in thy head


"so?" I questioned without much thinking, in an impulse
in which made thou muse on the amount of patience granted upon me


I promenaded away, right in the vision of thou amigo, in an impulse
jilting misgivings behind to be illuminated


Abundantly all dese 'in an impulse' moments ditto.
And yet....

In defiance of the err I perpetually brought about....
thou art the love of my life :D




YAWNSSSSSS okie bo liao. b stil at work now. gg to bruah ma teeth den go slp liao v^-^v.
OYA note to AH Ben : TOO BAD....NO FREE HOON KI FOR YOU :D (FOR NOW LA) .
AND im sooooo gonna get dese : http://www.mybraclip.com/index.php?country=SG#buyitnow :)))))))))))))
ok gtg liao.. bubbyexxxxxxxxxxx. *Puke*

BOMB BAR - ED

FUCK-UP.

just woke up, and she bombarded me wif that fucker's shit.

COME ON.

...give me a break.



.......OYA, realised smth.
When an owner loves to stone, her laptop tends to hang too. FAR TOO OFTEN. nah beh. PUI. sai ar. *coughs*

Bleah

..afterall,



im still a cookie-holic.



:)

chocolate-over-eating-syndrome aka COES

Okie~~~~
..just back from tiong park.. YAWNS.

..from the speed im clearing up the chocolates in ma hse, SERIOUSLY, sooner or later i WILL get chocolate-poisoning sia. lol.

SAI AR.
PUI.
*spitting out some Ferrero Rocher almonds*

okie, this is once again, a nonsense post. lol. gtg liao. grab some sleep. mayb a kinder bueno bar b4 tat?
MUHAHAHAHA.

ok. bye bye/ bub bye worx. LOLOLOLOLOL. shit i realli going crazy from chocolates-over-eating sia.

Oya add-ons: LOLLLLLLL. Orang Gutan Couple. WTF. LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL. ROFL.

ok, jit bai realli zhao liao.
CHAOS~

ecafrekop

Okie. I CONFESS. (again).
im just fucking lazy to blog. LOL.
BUT, anywaes tis ma love for now :D
Woots. Bye ppl :))


I wanna hold em' like they do in Texas Plays
Fold em' let em' hit me raise it baby stay with me (I love it)
Luck and intuition play the cards with Spades to start
And after he's been hooked I'll play the one that's on his heart


Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh,
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got

Can't read my,Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face(She's got to love nobody)
Can't read my,Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face(She's got to love nobody)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face(Mum mum mum mah)


I wanna roll with him a hard pair we will be
A little gambling is fun when you're with me (I love it)
Russian Roulette is not the same without a gun
And baby when it's love if it's not rough it isn't fun, fun
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh,
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got


Can't read my,Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face(She's got to love nobody)
Can't read my,Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face(She's got to love nobody)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face(Mum mum mum mah)


I won't tell you that I love you
Kiss or hug youCause I'm bluffin' with my muffin
I'm not lying I'm just stunnin' with my love-glue-gunning
Just like a chick in the casino
Take your bank before I pay you out
I promise this, promise this
Check this hand cause I'm marvelous


Can't read my,Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face(She's got to love nobody)
Can't read my,Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face(She's got to love nobody)

我看透了他的心

haha.

am suprised that everything had changed in a split second.

im sorry. You just cant see the damage done inside.



what's keeping us alive will just be memories.

Xue Guang Zhi Zhai (T.T)v

YAWNS.

hello ppl. i am evelyn, the zombie who's having a nose-bleed. In which has stopped due to the sanitary pad i stuff up my 5-feet big nostrils :D


lol okie la. was joking abt the sanitary pad ting (of cuz). anywaes haven been updating. ONE WORD. LAZY.

Back from work...supposed to go RUSH at Boat quay but didnt due to work. plus bf SURE kpkb if he finds out i go clubbing behind his back. so.......ya lor. BUT, its a blessing in disguise. Heng ar...didnt went. IF NOT............ I'll most probably nose-bleed to death in the dancefloor sial. (X_X)''''

Gg slp soon... just fnished doing ************. Haha. will fill the blanks up nxt week ya.

ok, gtg liao. gotta slp b4 nxt supply of blood explodes their way outta my brain/head/watever.

Chaos :D

i KNOW i sound veri cheena now -____-

baby boy
永远永远手牵手, 一步两步一起走
永远永远要记得, 我们要一起生活
不管晴天的时候, 不管下雨的时候
不放开手到永久,我们要一起生活
眼泪 她为你流过 , 也为自己掉过对於你们的爱
她总是抱着坚强的笑容, 错过那些时间
谢谢她的守候. 是时候 紧紧牵她的手
带她到你的城堡里
最近还好吗 , 想念的心开不了口
枯想着你有没有好好过 , 担心着你每天生活
你好吗 最近如何
照顾身体, 工作加油
我一个人也会勇敢好好过
不让你担心多一秒
想念着 每天每秒我们故事
每天每秒说好的事两个人一起散步
是最浪漫的事
你是我的天使 , 给我力量能够坚持
那些关心问候 , 翅膀一样的双手
是我最幸福的所有
心里面有你建的角落 , 脆弱时我能够躲一躲
你爱我 像翅膀一样温柔的手
我要抱着你不要再错过
你的爱 是最蓝那片天空
cuz baby girl i’m coming back home
baby boy, 永远永远手牵手
一步两步一起走, 永远永远要记得
我们要一起生活, 不管晴天的时候
不管下雨的时候 , 不放开手到永久
我们要一起生活...
( dere's more lyrics to it but juz fucking lazy to do the paragraph-ing la dey :D )

ZZZzzz

Yawns.

Wed liao.

BF's F**king snoring behind me.

LOLOLOLOL.

Okay, officially declared brain-dead RIGHT NOW.

Bye ppl.

:)

so much

well.

juz back from work. freaking tired. scorching sun in the aftnoon, belly full of beer by night.

And guess wat? i hav so much to ask him.

Yea, his battery's flat, but cant he at least keep to his promise? He said to call me back, and me, the retard, hav been waiting all day. So much. to talk to him. How's his wound on his finger, stuffs. Haha, and all i reaped from all the waiting was a message announcing he wants to be alone. thnks. You've realli made my dae.

Oh ya, by now he must be fucking freaked out by all those missed calls. and if u know me well enuf, ma approach usually ends at the count of one call. i wont giv a shit if u dont answer. but this tyme i broke the tradition, haha, in a way. thnks man, realli.

'Ve got so much to tell him, but well, fuck it now :) Guess ma concern cant be compared to his precious sleep after all.

Here i am, blogging, or rather, talking to a fucking laptop screen after a day of work. so fun indeed.

All in all, i somewhat can totally relates to this song

能不能讓我
陪著你走
既然你說留不住你
回去的路, 有些黑暗
擔心讓你,一個人走
我想是因為,我不夠溫柔
不能分擔,你的憂愁
如果這樣, 說不出口
就把遺憾放在心中
把我的悲傷, 留給自己
妳的美麗, 讓你帶走
從此以後, 我再沒有快樂起來的理由
把我的悲傷,留給自己
妳的美麗, 讓你帶走
我想我可以, 忍住悲傷
可不可以,妳也會想起我
是不是可以, 牽你的手呢?
從來沒有,這樣要求,怕你難過
轉身就走. 那就這樣吧
我會了解的.
把我的悲傷, 留給自己
妳的美麗, 讓你帶走
從此以後, 我再沒有快樂起來的理由
我想我可以, 忍住悲傷
假裝生命中沒有妳
從此以後,我在這裡
日夜等待你的消息.

it doesnt hurt anymore.

why?

As the rush comes

There's a coldness in the air
but i don't care....
(Embrace me...surround me)
Travelling somewhere , could be anywhere
there's a coldness in the air,
but i don't care
we drift deeper, life goes on
we drift deeper into the sound
(Embrace me...surround me.. as the rush..)
Travelling somewhere, could be anywhere
there's a coldness in the air, yeah but i don't care
we drift deeper into the song,
life goes on, we drift deeper into the sound, feeling strong
so bring it on
so bring it on
we drift deeper into the song, life goes on
we drift deeper into the sound,
feeling strong
so bring it on
so bring it on
we drift deeper........we drift deeper
life goes on
we drift deeper drift deeper
we drift deeper into the song,
life goes on
we drift deeper into the sound, feeling strong
so bring it on so bring it on
we drift deeper into the song, life goes on
we drift deeper into the sound, feeling strong
so bring it on so bring it on
embrace me .. surround meas the rush comes
as the rush comes
as the rush comes
as the rush comes.

G U I L T - RIDDEN

Yo ..

Yeap been blogging recently cuz i know SOMEBODY might be reading it.

Anywaes, been working.

OKAY, got to explain somethings.
....Becuz of my job's nature, i have to lie sometimes. Yeap. Ya know, abt my status..stuffs.
Well i realli hope ur not mad at me. As in, seriously. I mean, if i were u, i'll surely be fcuking pissed off, seeing other guys holding ur gf's hand n stuff. well, lyke i said, im realli sry.

Been keeping quiet for the whole damn evening when i was working. FREAKING GUILTY okay. jitao filled to the brim. fuck.

okay, what's to be said have been said. time to hit the bed. nites ppl. chao.

MY 1ST TO-DO LIST

OK. Ppl....
lolololol. Came across lots of ''to-do list'' in blogs. Well, shall start mine here too:

1. VIST POPEYES FOR THEIR (OMFG) WHIPPED POTATES WHEN I HAVE THE TYME T.T
2. Pack my closet. lol. wuldnt be suprise if dere's lyke dead ga zhuaS inside la. (No la just joking.)
3. Get AMPLE sleep. And by that, im refering to the fact that i dont feel sleepy AT ALL when i wake up. LOL.
4. Meet up with my cliques. Miss dem fcuking loads man. Hav lotsa catching-ups to do. :D

OKAY, that's all i cn tink of for now. kinda brain-dead right now.

Oh ya, update of the day: Ben called me up for supper just now. was working. what culd be more depressing man. And the 'Harley-Davidson' gang came just now for a drink. LOLOLOLOLOL. Joke mannnn.

SIBEH SIAN AR. Ate so much just now, yet i can still hear the sound coming out from my stomach. WTF WTF WTF. BF's at work rite now (3.37am). tsk.

... fell in love with '' One step at a tyme'' By Jordin Sparks. LOL. ya ya i know its been some tyme since the song came out, bt watever :D

OKAY, gotta end my entry here.
Chao ppl.

BF ar..again

Yo ppl...just woke up..bf's at his driving lesson...
...realli don get it why after soooo many hours of slp, i STILL feel sleepy. WTF WTF WTF.
..juz check ma facebook...uploaded some photos.

..And well, there it goes again. once again that fuck-up feeling pops up. just went thru his photos, and INDEED, he realli seems so much happier wif his frens, or rather, EX. FUCK MANNNNN. Yet i cant point it out to him, knowing his personalities. he'll surely brush it off, saying why am i thinking so much, or even, be digusted with me. But it realli saddens me, just lyke, '' boom! '' . Hahaha, yea i know the way i put it, its lyke so funny. SO DAMN FUNNY.

..But things aside, when i went thru his past years photos, couldny help but laughed at dem. LOLOLOLOL. He looked so cuteeeee man. LOL. exactly lyke those little ah bengs downstairs my hse. LMAO.

Okie, tats it for now, gtg work lata. im so tired. my back and shoulders hurts lyke fuck todae.
Chao ppl.

BF ar....

...well ppl im here again.

hahaha its 3.01am, and bf's at work.

Something suddenly struck me as i was going through his profile: his smile.

WELL, u might say that im being fucking paranoid,but its just what i noticed: he seems happier when he's wif others, much happier den being wth me. Hahaha, this what i'll call 'instincts'.

yea true, we've onli been tgt for lyke what, 3 days? but the heart nvr lies. He gave me, a totally 'new' feeling, if u know what im talking abt. And being fucking frank here, im scared to be too happy, as 'learned' from those previous fuckers. Hu knows the day he leaves me, what the fuck will i do. Hahaha.

i know you will say:( This gal MUST be mad or else outta her mind. she's just been tgt wif him for days onli, and yet she's lyke singing praises of him? Aiya, this juz the ''honey-moon period'' la... when its over lets see what she's got to say/ post here...)

Oh well, i don dare to say anything in defense for now, u know. Tyme will tell.
...Who knows whether is he just playing wif you or what. ( Sorry bf, pls forgiv me 4 being so fucking paranoid). Its just that these are the things i can't possibly tell you, so hence, decided to let it all out here.

ANywaes, all i can say is, SO FAR SO GOOD ^-^.

Oh ya, update update 1st: Bf took ma white bangles and broke it during fight. STUPID BF. U realli think i'll care abt the fucking bangles? SIAO. Tot u shud know me betta, and know that im not the type that cn elaborate themselves freely. Luckily he's fine, apart from the two cuts on his right knuckles. Dumbdumb. Walaoeh.

ANywaes, met him up for dinner at central just now b4 his work. Fuck me man. Shud hav woke up much earlier. Spent ma tyme sleeping, in which results in lesser meeting tyme. FUCKFUCKFUCK.

OKAY ppl, that's it for now. gtg slp. tmr's ma interview at clarke quay, all thnks to my dear :D

Nites! God bless :)
P.S: miss him so much right now. what abt him? haha. i'll nvr know. Chao.

Falling back into....:D

LOL.
16/03/09.
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