the grunge wil b here. 4ever

y cant he juz die ? fuckin get outta my life. shud fuckin do him in for 2 yrs tat night. y didnt i do it. wen cui, you r a moron, fucking fool.

see. history stil repeats itself. why. why cant u even understand such a simple logic. u hav problem, face up to it, defeat it, fucking move on. what the fuck is so difficult abt tat. its lyke a nvr ending nightmare tat nobody wuld understand. comes back 2 haunt me every now & then.

god. if u cn hear or see me, pls take me away fr these shits. i had enuf. im so tired of being a player in your small little game called life. pls.
juz let me go.

.. *no-comment*

HI dere... (k gonna find a new opening line.) anywae was late 4 klass todae...overslept *as usual =P

SIAN SEH. looong dae tmr again. LUCKILY bestie's crashing ma lecture ^-^ OMG. am so so looking 4ward to it lor. WUHOOO....!

hmmm. k. i shall talk abt the food i had todae. went 2 study wif ben @ tiong aft sch. STUDY. as in realli study k =_= . the beef patty in the burger was like half-uncooked la. my god. I DIDNT ASK 4 ANY SPECIAL ORDERS K. yikes. bloody beef lo. *luckily i up-sized my onion rings*

....k la. guess ur nt interested in all dese. BUT, HEY. TIS MA BLOG K =D jk.

donno wher tat fucking BF is sial. say wat he knocked off oready. waitin 4 him 2 go online. STIL NT YET. cb seh. FARIS = stupid/moron/idiotic ASS ^-^ but stil, wonder y i KINDA mis ya. STUPID ASSHOLE.

fk la. he' having his common test nxt wk. GREAT. MORE FREEDOM 4 ME Y(^-^).

....Kla, kiddin onli. asshole. know u'll b reading tis k =) *mis ya fucking lots*

(sch) a little comment : i hope things realli ARE getting betta 4 me, if u know wat i mean. HOPE =)

am listening to Paramore's Crushcrushcrush, The killers' When you were young. wow. remind me of so many things, man. Oya, went the Bert's gig ytd @ The Scape Park. That bastard's hot la. FUCK LOR. Haha. he'd betta nt b reading tis lor. THAT BUEH BAR IDIOT. tmr night he's got another event...same time same place. wil be going wif ma bestie......... Y(^-^)Y.

Okie gonna stop here. hav got FUCKING SKOOOOOL......... IIIII <----*pointing-middle-finger* CHAO PEOPLE. nites.

..*bloated/fucked-up/sore throat

..hi dere. here again.

Oya. deleted the entry made tis morning. tink tat its of no use; wil onli worsen the fucked-up situation anywae.

OK. hmm. todae: went sch, back home. am solo 4 my GAM PUA FANN ITAB project. THNKS SO MUCH YA.

stupid mixed-fruitard-with-sugar-at-the-side. cb. all of a sudden sooo hardworking. NOTE 4 U *if ur reading* : U BETTA BE REALLI STUDYING. IF UR CAUGHT DOIN SMTH ELSE........haha. u see wat i'll do ^-^

bloody fucker....dere's party nxt mth @ zouk. most prob gg. donno whether shud i keep it fr him?
HAHA. GOT U. know ur reading THIS . kla. wil ask u along. baby.

..im NOT nuts OKIE. though i do talk 2 myself sometimes =D

Plans 4 tmr: meetin babe aft his sch 4 lunch, join in the audience under ma block 4 bball, meet ZHEN REN a.k.a MY LOVES 4 dinner...go hm...revise....go online...slp.....OK. SET.

aiya sian. gg slp liao. menses damn pain. so sad huh. k CHAO everybody. tc

..To buy the truth & sell a lie.

..*YAWN*.. pardon me. im realli veri tired. shit man. stil need 2 present 4 the shitty FOM project. my god. feel lyke pon-ing tmr's ITAB. another 3 hours' routine of listening 2 chantings of a uncle hu's undergoing puberty. AIYA. nxt wk's holidae LIAO. but stil, test's right aft tat, so ...nt realli lookin 4ward to it.

OKIE. solution 4 the penise-eating crocodile question:
the 9 + 5 men wil anal each other....forming a circle ^-^

ok shut up fuckers, know its cb-tic lame.. but stil.


..nothing much abt todae...go sch, stay back discuss project...go tiong park..n now, home. trust me..my eyes r closing while im typing tis. *SNORE*

fucking BF..donno wher's he sial. msn status' bz / msg him no reply. but at least he puts his studies b4 me =D tat's a plus. retarded mixed-fruitard-with-sugar-at-the-side. wil try baking it one day. ONE DAY OK.

HAHAHAHAHA. juz felt lyke laughing.

k down 2 personal topic: ..........
had my menses todae, HAHA. guess im the onli idiot hu put tis in a blog. but WATEVER. damn pain sia. MY GOD. borrowed a pad fr agatha...a swt gal in ma klass =) THNKS AGATHA !

kk. gonna go: brush ma teeth / eat menses pills / apply moisturiser / put my tongue stud on...oya. i hav a tongue piercing =P stud's on onli at nite. *hard to talk wif it *. OKIE PEOPLE. CHAO. BB. NITE. MUACK. EEEwwwww. haha.

....phew

...hi dere. hmmm. don realli feel lyke myself. but watever shit. gonna juz record down wat happened k.
went 2 meet ZHEN REN *my love* aft sch @ great world...mis her so much tat no shit cn describe. aft tat when 2 watch hk, le wen, kel, keith with their bball & skateboard under my block. went hm 2 wait 4 hk & gang 2 change n bath *gu niangs*. went town n purple light aft tat...n nw im hm.

OKIE.SOMETHING'S NT RIGHT. IM RUNNING OUTTA THINGS 2 SAY. SHIT*.

watever.

OYA!!!! the solution 4 the question in my last post :
...................dey ANAL each other . the 1st man shall use the bottle. SOLVED ^-^
*did i mention tat im kinda sick*

k, nw's the part 2 of the question: Dey finally finish crossing the river. HOWEVER, dere's another river filled once again wif penis-eating crocodiles. this time, dere's 5 more guys waiting, pondering by the river, thinking wat 2 do. the 9 men hav no bottle left nw. WAT SHUD DEY DO IN ORDER 2 CROSS THE RIVER AGAIN? *ans wil b given in my nxt post* =D

kk gonna stop here & fucking go slp. stil hav work tmr. CCB.CHAO PEOPLE.

..damn slpy

.. wow. wif e blink of an eye, the weekend's here. wonder hw many of dese weekends i hav 2 endure/go through/tahan b4 i cn finally u-know. met my baby aft sch todae 4 dinner..missed him lyke shit. *im sry, bt tat's hw i describe*. tis wil b the last tyme i meet up wif him 4 tis wk . fuck. working on the weekend full day.

..donno WTF his PM means lor : EMOTIONAL-LOGIC=FAITH. mayb im juz brain-dead 4 the moment. mayb i've been , always. lazy 2 ask him la.

oya, btw, those of u hu's reading tis, a little question 4 u : 9 mens were hiking. somehow, dey lost their clothes & were all naked. aft a long day of walking, dey came across a river, filled wif PENISES-EATING CROCODILES. dey don eat humans, but juz their , erm, penises, obviously. dey onli hav a bottle, in which it could onli be stuff wif ONE PENIS AT A TIME. the river is like a thousand metres wide, so throwing anything from one end 2 another is impossible. NOW, HW R DEY GOING 2 CROSS THE RIVER WITHOUT THEIR PENISES BEING BITTEN OFF ?


(hint): no hint =)
..ans wil b given in my nxt post..keep a look-out til den..chao! *fucking slpy*

..my words r cold. i don wan dem 2 hurt u

hi dere..although i donno hu the fuck im sayin it to , anywaes, am back 4 nother entry =) wel if u were to crack open my head & check my brain nw, u'll notice a lotsa 'question marks' in dere. erm. cn sum1 tel me WTF had juz happened. i hav no fuckin idea. i swear to god. k. whoever's readin tis : lets juz hope tat tings r gettin betta 4 me okie. i don realli dare 2 place my bet on it. through so many things tat had happened, i finally fking learnt a harsh bt true lesson : when u expect too much 4 something, when it doesnt goes ur way, trust me, agony wil come knockin at your door. i knew this ALL TOO WELL. fucking sad 4 me huh.

..used to, n stil am,believes tat a blog functions juz lyke a mirror . it reflects watever shit im tinkin/feeling/feel like saying. . hence, dere shudnt b any right or wrong in here. so im 'so-called' , erm, NAKED here. u know, watever ur reading nw is truely wat i feel. thus, im sry if i offended anyone via my posts. was, am, & wil stil b direct in my posts =D--> fking stubborn

alright..BACK TO MY DAY : went 2 watch 'over her dead body'..kinda nice if ur one hu lykes stupid comedy ^-^ aft tat went tiong *again* 4 dinner ; had fishball noodles...no. of fishballs given were GENERIOUS ( gave two fishballs 2 ben)...went tiong park aft tat *AGAIN*. blablabla... the routine repeats itself.
....listening to ' i wont see you tonite part 1' by avenged sevenfold. Fucking addicted to it nw.

k gonna end here..finding food *as usual*.. . k bye, chao every1 ^-^

..if i juz let go of everything..wil u giv a shit ?

.. sum1 juz told me tat a blog shud b written @ e end of the day..but rmb smth : i m weird ^-^ wil juz post one when ever i feel lyke it k. so lyke any other days..its been so shitty . ponned 3 hrs of FOM klass. shiok seh . k i confess * again * : skipped it cuz i fking hate e klass. as in all the ppl. my god. nvr ever tot tat life in poly wil b TIS FUCK-UP. met up wif ben, kel, hk n went town. aft tat was on my way 2 meet up wif tat sum1.

.. im so sry, bt im a naggy person. nwadays i kept revolving ard the same topic : GETTING A TIME MACHINE. am officially a living-dead. slowly, m giving up every single thing. believes tat, when u've lost things to a certain point of time, u become immune 2 it. so wats a few more ? makes no difference at all. My sec sch's cher so rite : LIFE IS FUCKING UNFAIR. no one can find a speck of light in any aspects of my life rite nw. no one.

luv dese lyrics fr the Graduation song : memories played like films without sound. always laughin 2 ourselves, thinkin tat life's not fair. when we look back, will our jokes still be funny ? as our lifes change, come watever, we'll stil be friends forever.


Zhen Ren let me fell in luv wif tis 1 particular song : if a hero nvr comes 2 u. if u need sum1 ur feeling blue. if u wait 4 luv & ur alone. if u call ur frens, nobody's hm....if the sky is grey, oh let me know. dere's a place in heaven tat we'll go. if heaven is a million yrs away, oh juz cal me & i'll make ur day.

OKIE GUYS. shall end here. hav got CB-tic FOM project tmr in my CB-tic retarded sch. chao & tc.

FUCKING ITAB LEESON

..*YAWN* soooo fucking tired. am havin CB-tic ITAB lesson <> now. WTF man. am certain tat im nt such a morning-person after all. wat i realise now : dere's a retarded uncle talkin non-stop infront of me. >> blablablabla. as if im typing in watever crap he's talkin abt excel. HAHA. SO SRY HOR. im blogging ^-^ shit man. gonna b 3 hrs of torture. wait. i must state : IM NT USING SELECTIVE-HEARING 4 E LESSON . I M NT EVEN LISTENING.
..tink gonna hav chicken rice *again* lata. cant tink of anythin else. *YAWN* im realli dead tired. surprised im onli 5 mins late 4 the fucking klass. shud hav juz fuckin pon it.
HAHA the lecturer aka uncle juz asked me whether i understand anot . tis hw i react --> =_= *faked smile*. retarded cher. tink he stil goin' thru puberty lo. voice break EVERYTYME 'break'. ( ZHAO SIAH). sigh seems lyke wat ben hope wil nvr come true >> i nvr woke up havin a dream abt poly. I M IN ONE.
oya, i confess : i nvr wear socks todae =D *yucks* . i know its somewher in my closet. SOMEWHER. shud hav juz wore my QSS socks man~ wif its PURPLE logo on the sides. WUHOO..! k gonna end here..if nt im gg 2 run outta tings 2 say <>. CHAO every1. tc. * YAWN*

..back fr tiong park

wel. *2nd post* >> though im nt gg 2 keep on e count =) anywae juz reached hm fr meetin hk & ben. went 2 slack @ tiong park. *yawn. fkin sch tmr. absolutely no motivation 2 sch ^^ agree on gg kbox somewher tis wk ..bt seriously tinkin i go dere 4 fk lo. don know a shit abt chinese songs . K. I SHALL STICK TO MY LINKIN PARK HITS DEN ^-^ am into reggae nwadays < sigh. am findin a christian name..had my eye on EVELYN. does it realli suit me? i donno. wil carry on my search til i found e right one. k i sound as if im findin a bf. walaoeh. pardon me 4 repeating, but I'VE GOT CB-TIC SCH TMR. omg. talkin abt bf. ccb. nvmind. aiya. but am glad im stil in contact wif my fucking clique Y(^-^)Y. took a few pic @ tiong park juz nw. (posted at my frenster) haha stupid lo. k shall end here. lyke wat i said : keep a lookout 4 my upcomin posts k. chao & tc =D

My veri 1st post

hi dere (to anyone readin tis) ^^. tis my very 1st post 4 tis acc. k. slept til 12 plus todae..had lunch b4 gg work. fk man. my life's so shitty nowadays. fuckin mis my clique in sec 4. OMG i realli mis dem soooooooo much. seriously i hav no idea y i'd chosen accountancy. CCB. sry if u hate vulgarities cuz im gonna use lotsa dem in tis n my other upcomin posts =) fk the current poly im in. realli hate all e shit in dere. gosh, i'll do anythin in order 2 xchange 4 a time machine. wanna go back & fkin stay in sec 4 wif all my buddies. n lyke wat ben said, hw he wished tat one day we wuld all wake up n go back 2 sec sch, juz havin a weird dream of being in poly. WISHED. oh man. feelin hungry nw . used 2 look 4ward 2 poly kinda life, u know, freedom in chosin my outfits...meetin new ppl...shit lyke dese. i wil compromise all dese in xchange 4 a time machine. I REALLI DON FKIN MIND. wel, its nt as if e ppl i met in poly r fkers or wat. juz tat, i don realli click wif dem..if u get wat i mean. im nt 1 tat wil BLENDS in wif dem in order 2 'click'. no. tat's so nt me. i rather b myself. wel lets juz hope tat tis wuld b a passing phrase 4 me den. if nt i hav no idea hw im gg 2 survive 3 yrs in dere.
..was chattin wif gordon online when i drew him a crab claw. Bastard sia he, wan make me jealous onli. told me he went 2 hav crab durin dinner. HMMPH. WATEVER LORR. ^^. k shall end here den. watch out 4 my up-comin posts ya. chao.