..Shut The Fuck Up

.. tmr's one FUCKING BIG killer. ITAB. didnt bother studying anywae.

Dere it goes again. im back 2 square 1. it hit me right back onto my seat. when will i really pick myself up again. ASSHOLES.

..why r u so far away. do u mean everything tat u said? y didnt u get it. yeah sense of humor. hope u cn pick that up.

TOP-OF-THE-WISH-LIST:
Find myself a corner, wif either my love *ZR* or *u-know-hu*. to smoke and chat the days & nights away. yeah. tats it. its TAT simple. but it'll be a plus if dere's a lil' chivas/vodka . YEAH. TATS LIFE.
when wil tis day come. damnit

ok.kinda boring reading ma blog. CHAO PEOPLE

..never was. and never will be

YO PEOPLE~

haven come here in quite some time...
kk shall 'recall' wat happened in the past few days :

went wif ZR *aka ma love*, ben....to MOS on the 17th..crowded bt fun ^-^

....*SHOOOM* fast-forward to ytd *cuz i cant recall wat happened since tat day* -.-

..went 2 support bert's performance @ scape park...he got in ^^ . Zhao aft announcing the results 2 meet abram 4 movie *the HULK*. nt bad la. free movie + free meal :) bt realli enjoy gg out wif dem la ^^

..had ma POA paper. HAHA. WAT A joke man. did 10% of the it nia. argh. don realli wanna talk abt it man.

juz finished studying my economics. PHEW. half-awake rite nw. pardon me 4 any grammer mistakes cuz im kinda brain-dead now =_=

OKAY. gonna stop here. gg brush teeth/toilet/sleeeeeep.

CHAO PEOPLE =D

lost..BUT found :)

hi ppl...

juz went 2 meet up wif ma love....ZR *tadang...!*

..gav me a 'motivational talk'...WUHOO. im kinda enlightened now ^-^

..aft tat went hm...studied my ITAB *IT Applications in Business*...n here i m, blogging -.-

...love bought me two shirts back from korean....in which both of dem are my favourite....HOODIES =P

*YAWNS* so so tired...wrking @ far east tmr...shit mann.

*YAWNS*~

..talked about sooooo many things with her. brought up ONE important point:though its hard 2 pick urself up again, U HAV 2 DO IT. YES.

kk. gonna slp now. CHAO PEOPLE ^^

..eh?

YO ppl...

ZR's BACK...! WUHOOOO!!! *kla, mayb im over-joyed* bt stil.....YEAH...!

kk, my day:

stayed hm n STUDY ma economics...
OYA, woke up late 4 my CIP visit to the orphanage *initially said to meet 8.30am @ dover MRT*...woke up at 3pm -.-''''''

aft studying......went tiong 4 dinner wif ben...den to tiong park *as usual*...kanna screened.....

k, tat's about my day. wat a great life huh.

CHAO PEOPLE
^-^

Everybody's Fool

hav u ever tried yearning 4 sumbody so bad? tat u cn lose urself totally.

i hav. n stil am. wher hav WEN gone to? its lyke a movie, replaying itself over n over again.

u most probably wont understand a shit im saying, but i don giv a damn either.

Just talked to the fucking counsellor ytd night IN MY LIVING ROOM. tat FUCKING FAT GUY. WAT THE FUCK HE KNOWS ABT ME OR MY LIFE? nobody elses do, let alone him. he talk as if he KNOWS EVERYTHING. YA. FUCK OFF. U CANT SOLVE ANY OF MY PROBS. OK?

do anythin 2 make me feel alive. juz wanna know i hav been to the extremes.

u must be thinking, lets c how long she can last. let me tel ya fuckers, I AM STIL ALIVE. N WIL STIL BE. LOVE ME OR HATE ME, IM HERE TO STAY.


CHAO, MOTHER FUCKERS.

..less is more.i guess.

Hi dere...here again...

went 2 watch KungFu panda *i tink tats the title* wif fren. aft tat went bert's gig the lineup @ plaza singapura .sadly he didnt get in -.-. BUT, NO BIG DEAL THOUGH =)

aft tat went 2 hav dinner ....den here i m, hm.

wel, was wondering, is it true that you cant have the best of both world? perhaps im 'enlightened'' now. having nothing may be the thing 4 me, if u know wat i mean. ^-^ nvr knew things could turn into hatred so fast. im suprised myself. hate me all u want. i don giv a shit :)

AND, im missing ZR lyke shit now....! hw i wish she's right here. so that we can talk abt anything & everthing under the sun. OMG. when's she coming back seh~

k gg slp. Chao ppl. Tc ya.

^-^

..haha. CHEERS 4 sweet revenge. pathetic fucker. idiotic excuses. =)


hav a nice day people =)

...to think tat he'll fall 4 it. haha =)

..hi dere..here again..went town wif ben, kel, keith, dan...watched the Street Festival...
the lead singer of the band was chio man =P

aft tat went purple light..brought along ma bottle of vodka =) had a bet wif my clique. c whether some dumbfuck fall 4 it anot. HAHA. he picked up. n pretend tat dere's no reception. idiot ^-^ got ten bucks for it ^^ THNKS 4 PICKING UP. =D

..uploaded a few photos in ma frenster..

k. tat's my day =)

chao people..!! take care ya

'Too much to ask' by avril lavigne

It's the first time I ever felt this lonely. I wish someone could cure this pain .
It's funny when you think its gonna work out , Til you chose weed over me, you're so lame. I thought you were cool until the point, up until the point you didnt call me when you said you would. I finally figured out you're all the same. Always coming up with some kind of story.

Everytime I try to make you smile, You're always feeling sorry for yourself. Everytime I try to make you laugh, You can't you're too tough, you think you're the best. Is it too much that I'm asking for?

I thought you'd come around when I ignored you ,So I thought you'd have the decency to change. But babe, I guess you didn't take that warning', Cause I'm not about to look at your face again.

Can't you see that you lie to yourself? You can't see the world through a mirror. It wont be too late when the smoke clears', Cause I, I am still here.
But everytime I try to make you smile, You'd always grow up feeling sorry for yourself. Everytime I try to make you laugh. You stand like a stone, alone in your zone . Is it too much that I'm asking for?

Can't find where i am, Lying here, Alone I fear, Afraid of the dark. No one to claim alone again.
Can't you see that you lie to yourself ? You can't see the world through a mirror. It wont be too late when the smoke clears', Cause I, I am still here Everytime I try to make you smile, You're always feeling sorry for yourself . Everytime I try to make you laugh, You can't, You're too tough, You think you're the best.
It was too much that I'm asking for

..wher's her toothpaste =P

...My god..

though its last night, m posting todae =D ZR called me @ 10pm plus....SHE WAS OREADY AT THE AIRPORT...!!!

haha. tat girl. realli luv her sia. Asked me to guess what was confisticated from her as she was crossing the so-called gates. had my bet on something associated with metal. WRONG.
...............its her TOOTHPASTE. =_=. WTH. told her tat's y those people hu comes outta the plane dont open their mouths -.-
its ridiculous la. wat fucking rule is tat man.

going to miss her so bloody lots. FUCK. *though she will be outta sgp for 2 wks*. BUT STIL. its okie =) gg 2 party on the night after she's back =) wuhoo~ m so so lookin 4ward 2 it man.

k gonna stop here. bye people...
Oo.btw, mark my words : karma, baby.

..now i get the answer.

.. well u've crossed the line =) see ur true colours at last. thnks so much. im not sad, trust me. its more of a disappointment. all the fucking promises, fuck dem all. they're complete bullshit, let me tel u tat.

Haha. wat a joke. remembering the time when u said im urs, cant believe i fucking convinced myself tat its true. lol. funny. i dont know the reason y ur acting tis way. but i guess now im nt interested to know either. hw abt creatin all those stupid drawings tt we put on our msn DP? wher hav dese bloody days gone to. wat a joke

..am wondering wher those cryings to my frens leaded to. u nvr know. cause u nvr cared. whenever my phone gets a message, u'll nvr imagine hw much i hope its from u. but sadly, no. its not ur name on the screen. n wat the fuck cn i do? i cn onli shut the fuck up, close the drawer, n get my ass to work. is it too much to ask for? i juz want to know tat ur alright. tats all. fk it. haha.

yeah sure, ur bz. with ur fucking frenster. the comments and shit. i cn see tat. everyone else cn see tat. hah. shud hav taken ZR's advice. y didnt i . moron me. wanted to tell u so much, so much more. yet, well, guess its the end. perhaps im not even close to your expectations of a gal. i dont know. tot tat we culd spent the holiday together. but, well. =)
Like wat people say, wat goes around , comes around =)

Hav a nice day, to whoever tt knows hu im saying all these craps to. Opps. sry. i 4got . CUT THE CRAP.

chao people ^-^

..i see.

..seems lyke wat ZR said turns out 2 be true. so true.

but it made me see ur true colours. thnks . nvr knew u were sumbody TAT fucked-up.

yeah ur so busy. busy adding gals in frenster.

god bless then. hav a nice day

chao people.