seriously, just FUCK it.

HI baby.

...LOL. OK. i don feel lyke sayin anythin at all. or for tat case, type -.-'''.

ITS SO FUCK-UP rite now. OMFG.

wel guess wat he said was rite. y shud we fight to live, juz to die in the very fucking end?

makes no fucking sense to me either, to fight so hard 4 it, just to lose it together in the end.

ARGH. watever shit. u might not hav any fucking idea wat the fuck im talking abt, n tink tat im crazy or wat. I DONT GIVE A FUCK CARE, ok?

for those who understand me, let me tel ya tis: i cant hold on anymore. might as well fucking breakdown now. IT MAKES NO FUCKING SENSE TO ME.

..just wished tat i could turn back tyme. i wil nt b lyke tis, i guess.

Darkness is fading in on me, and darkness , is real.

..i let him go, once again.

hi ppl.

well....lets juz skipped to yesterday cause i cant really remember what happened before that * well at least not all* -.-

...went to bert's gig at SCAPE park...after that went to ton at his hse....

..brought ma pear vodka *lyke damn2 little la* . steven drank a mouth, & said his drunk -_-
lol...after which bert say that drunks don admit being drunk * got a point dere dude*

...played Bomber Man ALL nite, til 3 plus in which we decided to watch a movie called Wrong Turn. Think it must be rated as R81. its soooooooooo gory. OMG. YUCKS.

....after which movie end liao....den we sat on the sofa...trying to create a story of our own....characters include : Mr. Chua, Mr. James Tan, Mr.Chng*aka AH GUA*, Ms. Chia * OPPS*, Mdm Sim, Mr. tay, Mr. Chan, Mrs. Seetoh *though she left the sch loooong ago* -.-''', Ms. Wang Ying, Mr. Wong, Mr. Ali....etc. think still hav somemore, *but i fall asleep half-way through the story* -_-

...LOL. but overall, realli njoyed it la. Really thank God 4 letting me know these butch of idiots :P They lighted up ma life, and have always been dere 4 me whenever i need dem
^-^ Can really talk about ANYTHING & EVERYTHING under the sun, in the universe with them.

OKIE. gotta go sleep liao. DAMN TIRED. OMG. Oya, saw ah long otw home at the Great World bustop. Said ma eyes lokoked lyke owl. WTFFFFFFFFFFF =_=. i don take it as a compliment, cause it is not a compliment *duh*.

OKAY. really gtg slp liao. bye & nite ppl. Chao.

was once, but never will be, again.

..its so fuck-up.

i had enough. told u all tat it will not be the last tyme.
see, now u finally get me.

fucking sick of it.

im, wat do u call it? i hav no idea. sumbody give me an answer pls.

..talked to ma love @ clarke quay that night. im not gonna be turning into that bit*h. but, i cant turn back now. dere's no way out. he though he knew me, tat im wat he thinks i am.
HELL NO, boy.

im sorry to those that i've let u down. i can never be the person that u hope, & i wished to be.

Watever happens to that innocence?

is it realli so fucking hard to find sumbody that likes you 4 who you are, and not what you are?

..am always caught in this state of mind. i can never change anything.

Living a Lie. or, a Living Lie?

...shine on.

HEAVEN HELP US

hi people..

don realli feel lyke talkin abt my day...but more of my life *currently*

...WUHOO. guess i've no choice but to listen to ma love *ZR*. juz let it be, and dont ever place any hope on anyone :)

..called me a S**T. well. LET IT BE THEN. i don giv a shit to what you *all* tink of me. all i can say is, im doing this as a revenge. Although he may not even giv a shit, or even knows about tis. but still. HAH. its funny in a way. i tot dey always say that bad rumors spread fast, and well, i guess tis is a real bad one? HAHA. hope he will come to know about tis soon. SOON. time is running out, man. yeah i know, it reflects fucking bad on me, but, lyke wat i said, I DON GIV A SHIT.

THREE CHEERS 4 SWEET REVENGE PEOPLE. ^^