was once, but never will be, again.

..its so fuck-up.

i had enough. told u all tat it will not be the last tyme.
see, now u finally get me.

fucking sick of it.

im, wat do u call it? i hav no idea. sumbody give me an answer pls.

..talked to ma love @ clarke quay that night. im not gonna be turning into that bit*h. but, i cant turn back now. dere's no way out. he though he knew me, tat im wat he thinks i am.
HELL NO, boy.

im sorry to those that i've let u down. i can never be the person that u hope, & i wished to be.

Watever happens to that innocence?

is it realli so fucking hard to find sumbody that likes you 4 who you are, and not what you are?

..am always caught in this state of mind. i can never change anything.