Specially dedicated to ZR ^-^

Yo ppl.... juz reached hm.. gg meet cass again lata....-.-

..kk, shall make full use of the tyme den.

...juz had a realli3, hmm, heart-to-heart talk wif ZR *aka my love* =)

being the onli person hu realli knows what the hell is going on in ma life, hence can relate to her realli well.

..she realli knows me well sial. LOL. talkin to her is juz lyke looking into the mirror. *it reflects who i am*

...told me something, which kinda stuck in ma head: everybody is lyke a book. Wat for the cover is nice, yet the content sucks lyke shit?

OMG. tat realli struck me. yeah. i mean, ok la, cover nice, see oready happy la, bt if the content sucks, WHO THE FUCK WOULD WAN TO CONTINUE HOLDING ON TO THE BOOK?

..i definitely wouldnt wan to be such a book. i wan people to read into me, to know more about me, before dey fucking judge me. Realli. trust me, U WILL BE IN FOR A BIG SURPRISE ^^

.. she oso asked, 'would you wan to be a rare gem, or those fake ones sold at pasar malam ?' A rare gem , wow, people treasure dem, putting dem at home, don even dare to take dem out, for the fear of losing dem. On the other hand , a fake one, hah, people wont even giv a shit if it's lost.

TAT realli gets to me.

Haha. we even look back to the days in secondary school. she said, i've changed.

Yeah. i dont deny that. i've no idea wat the fuck is wrong wif me, bt life juz seemed so dragged on.

She even cried while talkin to me, for fear that i might raise my white flag in this battle. That realli broke my heart. Seeing my best fren crying for me, hah, im sorry, but i cant be those cold-hearted bitches, who dont giv a damn.

if ur reading this, tis is to u *ZR*: I promise you, i'll nt give up. No matter what kinda shit that comes my way, i'll fight on. Thnks 4 everything that u've done for me, realli. Nothing can express how thankful I am, to hav found you. I love u, my bestfren. I'll do my best & carry on wif this fucked up battlefield *u know what i mean*. juz hope those fuckers out dere will at least read tis book, titled 'me', before making their fucking judgements.

LAST BUT NOT LEAST, take care everyone. CHAO.

Just : Breath

YO ppl.....

L O L. Lyke wat i said in ma eariler posts, ppl usually blog after a day, but NOT me. lol. here i m, when a day has just began,blogging ma life away.

SIAN.

well, dey always say, ''i met the right person at the wrong tyme''.

WELL. For me, i've to say ''i met the wrong people at the right tyme''.

SO SO TRUE. fuck man. SUEH SIA.

Miss ma bestie so damn fucking lots sia.....wuhoo . so much things to tell her.....so much.

NVRMIND. WIL SEE HER NXT FRI ANYWAE ^-^v planning to go back queensway sec qif ma cliques *lol, dey suggest each buying a stalk of rose & giving it to Miss sim* . SO CUTE LOR.

aiya, nowadays realli nth to blog about seh.

hmm, k. imma invent smth called ''advance blogging''.

Tis is for busy/slacker *me*/lazy*me again* people to use. Cuz anywaes, thing i done every weekends are almost the same mah, hance just advance blog lor.

WEEKENDS: standard one ----> go seesha -.-''''

weekdays: Go slack/movie/sleep.

U might think tat tis a slack kinda life, BUT U R SO WRONG.

I GOT MA PROBLEMS TOO:

1. Sial la, wat to wear???
2. Shit, wher to go?
3. Aiyo, Hp no batt *lazy to charge*
4. Walan Eh, wat to eat todae?
5. walaoooo, no more hung ki liao _l_

U see, sooo much problems sia. SIAN.

Ok, shall continue when i feel lyke it (n_n)v

BYE FKERSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSs.

left around?.....No. left behind

phew.

here i am again.

remembering the words: so many times i planned, to be much more then who i am.

ma bestie, hah, knew her reaction oready.

me: eh, i broke wif him liao leh
bestie: WAT?!!!! for fuck???????
me: lol....personality clash lor
bestie:aiya, u tis don wan, tat don wan, of cuz cant find the right one la
me: LOL...*drinking bubble tea & smoking*...*nearly chokin' on the pearls* don reaction SO big la....HAHAHAHA
bestie: aiyo...u must accept his faults mah....
me: i TRIED...aiya, donno hw to say oso lor...
bestie: *shakes head*
me: Smile (tat did nt came fr ma heart)

WELL...tat was part of the convesation i had wif my bestie. tat gal damn cute. Took a whole tube of TOLBERONE n eat -.-'''''

OYA, earlier, i met her at chinese garden. LOL...i arrived 1st n waited 4 awhile onli...den suddenly saw one gal RUNNING infront & PAST me. LOL. BESTIE.

she didnt even saw me...! den on tinking tat i waited for veri long, she RAN from the jamming studio to MRT station. SHE IS DAMN CUTE, trust me. LOL.

OK. hmmm. let me see.

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**see nth**

Haha..don realli lyke to blog nowadays la. As in, nth is realli going on in my life.

..saw him & his GF ytd. OH FUCK. After two years. MAN.
..realli felt lyke ripping his fucking bitch's face off seh. FUCKING M.I.C.
OH FUCK IT LA. y cant just fucking face the facts? HE WIL NVR EVER BE URS, WEN. JUST, FUCK IT.

its funny, sometimes, how your motivation can become your item of affection, then your target for avoidence.

HAH. lyke wat i used to say/believe/still in mind: life's a joke.

if you are reading : giv a thought for this:

Have you ever notice, that the worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you, and yet, you can never have them.

O FUCK. ma fucking heart juz aches whenever i tot of it.

FUCK ALL PPL, CHAO. BAD NITE. *especially to TAT GF of his: FUCK U _l_*

..sorry.

im sorry.

dey are the ones who turned me into tis cold-blooded creature.

perhaps. i don even know who the fuck is tis.

..once again, im sorry.