Specially dedicated to ZR ^-^

Yo ppl.... juz reached hm.. gg meet cass again lata....-.-

..kk, shall make full use of the tyme den.

...juz had a realli3, hmm, heart-to-heart talk wif ZR *aka my love* =)

being the onli person hu realli knows what the hell is going on in ma life, hence can relate to her realli well.

..she realli knows me well sial. LOL. talkin to her is juz lyke looking into the mirror. *it reflects who i am*

...told me something, which kinda stuck in ma head: everybody is lyke a book. Wat for the cover is nice, yet the content sucks lyke shit?

OMG. tat realli struck me. yeah. i mean, ok la, cover nice, see oready happy la, bt if the content sucks, WHO THE FUCK WOULD WAN TO CONTINUE HOLDING ON TO THE BOOK?

..i definitely wouldnt wan to be such a book. i wan people to read into me, to know more about me, before dey fucking judge me. Realli. trust me, U WILL BE IN FOR A BIG SURPRISE ^^

.. she oso asked, 'would you wan to be a rare gem, or those fake ones sold at pasar malam ?' A rare gem , wow, people treasure dem, putting dem at home, don even dare to take dem out, for the fear of losing dem. On the other hand , a fake one, hah, people wont even giv a shit if it's lost.

TAT realli gets to me.

Haha. we even look back to the days in secondary school. she said, i've changed.

Yeah. i dont deny that. i've no idea wat the fuck is wrong wif me, bt life juz seemed so dragged on.

She even cried while talkin to me, for fear that i might raise my white flag in this battle. That realli broke my heart. Seeing my best fren crying for me, hah, im sorry, but i cant be those cold-hearted bitches, who dont giv a damn.

if ur reading this, tis is to u *ZR*: I promise you, i'll nt give up. No matter what kinda shit that comes my way, i'll fight on. Thnks 4 everything that u've done for me, realli. Nothing can express how thankful I am, to hav found you. I love u, my bestfren. I'll do my best & carry on wif this fucked up battlefield *u know what i mean*. juz hope those fuckers out dere will at least read tis book, titled 'me', before making their fucking judgements.

LAST BUT NOT LEAST, take care everyone. CHAO.