..and when my love for life is runnin' dry.

Hi dere ppl. Haven realli updated for quite a while ba.

hmmm. well. nth much going on. kinda ''bland'' for me, if u know what i mean.

...found ma love on 030908. lol. ironically, ma bd's on 090390. so, its kinda easy to rmb ^^.

..well. misses ZR so much. OMG. i wished she was here. To listen to me, cry wif me, and share her laughters wif me. Realli miss her so damn lots. Bt too bad her promos' around the corner, so cant ''ka-jiao'' her 4 the time being. LOL.

well.....lets see.

hmmm had been doing quite alot of reflections dese days, u know. My life....ambitions....stuffs lyke that. Hah. Realised how pathetic i was whenever i think of ma past. Well for those who knows it, you must bbe as amazed as me as to how i gotten past all those shits. Well, cant realli call dem shits as shits are total waste, whereas i learnt alot from dese pasts.

...its so hard to trust, i finally realise. very hard. becuz once u tink of the possible 'fall' that u might get from it, phew, it'll b too much to take. At least, for me.

Cant believe that i used to be so damn fucking naive. Everything seems so simple and nice; what a wonderful world it is, i used to thought. Well, fuck it people. The world is fucking unfair.

If dar is reading tis, i hope that what u said, k la, i don ask for much. i hope, AT LEAST 3/4 of it is real. ^-^ I cant take another fall, if u know wat i mean. SO pls, don let that happen.

k, shall end here. its 11.58pm and im hungry.WUOOO. gtg get food. Chao ppl. take care.