Saturday, March 28, 2009

G U I L T - RIDDEN

Yo ..

Yeap been blogging recently cuz i know SOMEBODY might be reading it.

Anywaes, been working.

OKAY, got to explain somethings.
....Becuz of my job's nature, i have to lie sometimes. Yeap. Ya know, abt my status..stuffs.
Well i realli hope ur not mad at me. As in, seriously. I mean, if i were u, i'll surely be fcuking pissed off, seeing other guys holding ur gf's hand n stuff. well, lyke i said, im realli sry.

Been keeping quiet for the whole damn evening when i was working. FREAKING GUILTY okay. jitao filled to the brim. fuck.

okay, what's to be said have been said. time to hit the bed. nites ppl. chao.

Friday, March 27, 2009

MY 1ST TO-DO LIST

OK. Ppl....
lolololol. Came across lots of ''to-do list'' in blogs. Well, shall start mine here too:

1. VIST POPEYES FOR THEIR (OMFG) WHIPPED POTATES WHEN I HAVE THE TYME T.T
2. Pack my closet. lol. wuldnt be suprise if dere's lyke dead ga zhuaS inside la. (No la just joking.)
3. Get AMPLE sleep. And by that, im refering to the fact that i dont feel sleepy AT ALL when i wake up. LOL.
4. Meet up with my cliques. Miss dem fcuking loads man. Hav lotsa catching-ups to do. :D

OKAY, that's all i cn tink of for now. kinda brain-dead right now.

Oh ya, update of the day: Ben called me up for supper just now. was working. what culd be more depressing man. And the 'Harley-Davidson' gang came just now for a drink. LOLOLOLOLOL. Joke mannnn.

SIBEH SIAN AR. Ate so much just now, yet i can still hear the sound coming out from my stomach. WTF WTF WTF. BF's at work rite now (3.37am). tsk.

... fell in love with '' One step at a tyme'' By Jordin Sparks. LOL. ya ya i know its been some tyme since the song came out, bt watever :D

OKAY, gotta end my entry here.
Chao ppl.

Monday, March 23, 2009

BF ar..again

Yo ppl...just woke up..bf's at his driving lesson...
...realli don get it why after soooo many hours of slp, i STILL feel sleepy. WTF WTF WTF.
..juz check ma facebook...uploaded some photos.

..And well, there it goes again. once again that fuck-up feeling pops up. just went thru his photos, and INDEED, he realli seems so much happier wif his frens, or rather, EX. FUCK MANNNNN. Yet i cant point it out to him, knowing his personalities. he'll surely brush it off, saying why am i thinking so much, or even, be digusted with me. But it realli saddens me, just lyke, '' boom! '' . Hahaha, yea i know the way i put it, its lyke so funny. SO DAMN FUNNY.

..But things aside, when i went thru his past years photos, couldny help but laughed at dem. LOLOLOLOL. He looked so cuteeeee man. LOL. exactly lyke those little ah bengs downstairs my hse. LMAO.

Okie, tats it for now, gtg work lata. im so tired. my back and shoulders hurts lyke fuck todae.
Chao ppl.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

BF ar....

...well ppl im here again.

hahaha its 3.01am, and bf's at work.

Something suddenly struck me as i was going through his profile: his smile.

WELL, u might say that im being fucking paranoid,but its just what i noticed: he seems happier when he's wif others, much happier den being wth me. Hahaha, this what i'll call 'instincts'.

yea true, we've onli been tgt for lyke what, 3 days? but the heart nvr lies. He gave me, a totally 'new' feeling, if u know what im talking abt. And being fucking frank here, im scared to be too happy, as 'learned' from those previous fuckers. Hu knows the day he leaves me, what the fuck will i do. Hahaha.

i know you will say:( This gal MUST be mad or else outta her mind. she's just been tgt wif him for days onli, and yet she's lyke singing praises of him? Aiya, this juz the ''honey-moon period'' la... when its over lets see what she's got to say/ post here...)

Oh well, i don dare to say anything in defense for now, u know. Tyme will tell.
...Who knows whether is he just playing wif you or what. ( Sorry bf, pls forgiv me 4 being so fucking paranoid). Its just that these are the things i can't possibly tell you, so hence, decided to let it all out here.

ANywaes, all i can say is, SO FAR SO GOOD ^-^.

Oh ya, update update 1st: Bf took ma white bangles and broke it during fight. STUPID BF. U realli think i'll care abt the fucking bangles? SIAO. Tot u shud know me betta, and know that im not the type that cn elaborate themselves freely. Luckily he's fine, apart from the two cuts on his right knuckles. Dumbdumb. Walaoeh.

ANywaes, met him up for dinner at central just now b4 his work. Fuck me man. Shud hav woke up much earlier. Spent ma tyme sleeping, in which results in lesser meeting tyme. FUCKFUCKFUCK.


OKAY ppl, that's it for now. gtg slp. tmr's ma interview at clarke quay, all thnks to my dear :D

Nites! God bless :)
P.S: miss him so much right now. what abt him? haha. i'll nvr know. Chao.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

crab claw 4 gordon

crab claw 4 gordon