BF ar....

...well ppl im here again.

hahaha its 3.01am, and bf's at work.

Something suddenly struck me as i was going through his profile: his smile.

WELL, u might say that im being fucking paranoid,but its just what i noticed: he seems happier when he's wif others, much happier den being wth me. Hahaha, this what i'll call 'instincts'.

yea true, we've onli been tgt for lyke what, 3 days? but the heart nvr lies. He gave me, a totally 'new' feeling, if u know what im talking abt. And being fucking frank here, im scared to be too happy, as 'learned' from those previous fuckers. Hu knows the day he leaves me, what the fuck will i do. Hahaha.

i know you will say:( This gal MUST be mad or else outta her mind. she's just been tgt wif him for days onli, and yet she's lyke singing praises of him? Aiya, this juz the ''honey-moon period'' la... when its over lets see what she's got to say/ post here...)

Oh well, i don dare to say anything in defense for now, u know. Tyme will tell.
...Who knows whether is he just playing wif you or what. ( Sorry bf, pls forgiv me 4 being so fucking paranoid). Its just that these are the things i can't possibly tell you, so hence, decided to let it all out here.

ANywaes, all i can say is, SO FAR SO GOOD ^-^.

Oh ya, update update 1st: Bf took ma white bangles and broke it during fight. STUPID BF. U realli think i'll care abt the fucking bangles? SIAO. Tot u shud know me betta, and know that im not the type that cn elaborate themselves freely. Luckily he's fine, apart from the two cuts on his right knuckles. Dumbdumb. Walaoeh.

ANywaes, met him up for dinner at central just now b4 his work. Fuck me man. Shud hav woke up much earlier. Spent ma tyme sleeping, in which results in lesser meeting tyme. FUCKFUCKFUCK.

OKAY ppl, that's it for now. gtg slp. tmr's ma interview at clarke quay, all thnks to my dear :D

Nites! God bless :)
P.S: miss him so much right now. what abt him? haha. i'll nvr know. Chao.