so much

well.

juz back from work. freaking tired. scorching sun in the aftnoon, belly full of beer by night.

And guess wat? i hav so much to ask him.

Yea, his battery's flat, but cant he at least keep to his promise? He said to call me back, and me, the retard, hav been waiting all day. So much. to talk to him. How's his wound on his finger, stuffs. Haha, and all i reaped from all the waiting was a message announcing he wants to be alone. thnks. You've realli made my dae.

Oh ya, by now he must be fucking freaked out by all those missed calls. and if u know me well enuf, ma approach usually ends at the count of one call. i wont giv a shit if u dont answer. but this tyme i broke the tradition, haha, in a way. thnks man, realli.

'Ve got so much to tell him, but well, fuck it now :) Guess ma concern cant be compared to his precious sleep after all.

Here i am, blogging, or rather, talking to a fucking laptop screen after a day of work. so fun indeed.

All in all, i somewhat can totally relates to this song

能不能讓我
陪著你走
既然你說留不住你
回去的路, 有些黑暗
擔心讓你,一個人走
我想是因為,我不夠溫柔
不能分擔,你的憂愁
如果這樣, 說不出口
就把遺憾放在心中
把我的悲傷, 留給自己
妳的美麗, 讓你帶走
從此以後, 我再沒有快樂起來的理由
把我的悲傷,留給自己
妳的美麗, 讓你帶走
我想我可以, 忍住悲傷
可不可以,妳也會想起我
是不是可以, 牽你的手呢?
從來沒有,這樣要求,怕你難過
轉身就走. 那就這樣吧
我會了解的.
把我的悲傷, 留給自己
妳的美麗, 讓你帶走
從此以後, 我再沒有快樂起來的理由
我想我可以, 忍住悲傷
假裝生命中沒有妳
從此以後,我在這裡
日夜等待你的消息.