two weeks, as in REALLI two weeks

short-cut :DD

30 August:

When b's place...showed me his childhood pictures (OMFGGGGG) and told me his childhood stories (LOL). The most vivid one in my mind was the crayon one. he was still young den one day b took crayon and drew a line on the wall. LOL and then he used his body to cover it and kepy crying when his mum walked pass. LOL. seriously damn cute can! hahaha we lay on bed and chatted til about 6am when i fell aslp and b talked to himself for a further 10 mins as he dint know i was aslp UNTIL he heard my snoring. ^^



31 august:

initally wanted to go back to queensway to celebrate teacher's day, but cant make it in time as stayed over at b's the night before. rushed home for interview in aftnoon, but manager wasnt in, so was told to go back ard 7pm. Hav an hour of allowance, so went cineleisure to find ng min, valencia, audrey, zhenren for dinner at hong kong cafe ^^ den went back for interview, and then went raffles city to find zhenren and her bf to chill at starbucks :D waited for b to come...an while i was at toilet tat dumb b went market place to buy ingredients (minced beef and pasta sauces) to cook FOR ME. lol. silly b. was damn touched la. den went his hse and TADANG~ WE COOKED ONE HOR: (k la i did the stirring and stuff ^^ most of it thanks to b)



01 september:

woke up liao, b rushing for his on-board time. he took off first, while i waited for rain to stop. LOL. took buz from his hse the bustop, alighted at BM interchange, den took nother bus to stop at MY SIDE of the road -..- after tat waited for rain to stop at blk 96, den a malay guy offer to shelter me to my block. SERIOUSLY. im damn thankful la. god bless him man :DD den home liao, blog, Facebook, msg b. tried to upload pics on blog, but tink cuz of connection problems couldnt do so at the moment -_____-


OK. tats it for now ! gtg for dinner liao.
Chao ppl ^^

SUNDAE=RAIN=OFFICE=BURP

YAWNS.

its a rainy sunday morning. i SHUD be at home lying on ma bed til evening (OMFG damn tempting sial). BUT, im here in office typing tis stupid entry. just had mee and bee hoon (mum packed for me ^^). she damn cute sia. it initially was from the market, u know the packet kind, the mee and bee hoon below and ingredients on top. Den she help me put into the lunch box and open it for me to see like : 'TADANG! SEE! EASIER TO BRING!' LOGICALLY SPEAKING, when u switched the food from the packet to the box, shud be mee and bee hoon on top of the ingredients right? BUT NO. its was nicely placed in the box ( ingredients on top, mee and bee hoon below). den i asked her: ' shudnt be the other way round meh??' den she: ' LOL, i jitao slide the whole packet of food into the box :DDD'



-________- SLIDE. she even added the sound effect: '' SHUUU the food down the packet into the box''



LOLOLOLOLOL. buey tahan her la. just now in the morning( still quite sunny tat time) she went to do the laundry. 4mins later, i saw her taking the laundry back. LOL. cuz it started to rain. she even commented: ' jiak ba bo sai bang. i take the laundry in the sun for 5 mins and take back in again. -..-' LOL. i was utterly speechless (almost choked on my bread).



AND EVIDENTLY, im was bored now. i can spent 2/3 of the entry talking about a packet of mee cham bee hoon breakfast. HENCE, shall stop here. cont when i get home later ba ^^

LOL penguuuuuuuuin

YAY!!!!!





b nv went on board today as his muscles aching ^^








TOOK HIS PASSPORT PIC LOL:







...tat idiot saw me takin it and asked: '' got wat diff? the hair right? which hair betta?''


before i cn reply he piak me on the face -..-

aft which i said: '' u look fatter now lor''

LOL him: '' I KNEW u going to say tat ! tats y slap u 1st!''


hahaha kk short post again...gonna hit my food again liao. Chao ppl !
god bless :DDD

Saying

nothing much todae.
nuahed. swollen eyes. right side gastric hurts lyke big fuck.


he said to have the thinking, that even if he's not by my side, his heart will always be with me, and tat he'll always be mine. yea i know that. but it just seemed so hard to work it out when it comes to the real situation. my god. cant believe tat i realli broke down infront of him. im just so sad. Though i know he'll onli be gone sailing for 2wks, it still makes me so, well sad. mayb im just too used to have him by my side i guess. My onli hope, or can onli hope for, is :



FASTER LET THE TWO WEEKS PASSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.


Jy came to talk to me online. told her the situation. she said:


i understand tt kind of feeling

juz see how long it can last lor... i noe it sounds very -ve but ...... reali lyk theres no choice now

=[


even the person whu brought us tgt said so. omg. seems lyke im not the onli one tat's so. fucked.
Mayb the company of his frens is much more den being wif me after all.
aiyo. im so lorso until i myself oso cant tahan sia. k la. shall end here. nites peeps.



P.S: B ar,
you've no idea how much i love you.
its more than ' head over heels' can even describe.

And and , just came across these words lol:

Im gonna write ''I MISS YOU'' on the all bricks and hope one of them falls on your head so you know how it hurts to miss someone like you. LOL. ( imagine the scene LOL)

2 wks

sometimes


i realli wish i wasnt such a whinny bitch after all.


it irritates ppl, n well i am.


ma life officially went into a new low

金

如果你问我, 最幸福的事是什么
我也许会回答:



是当有某人默默地在旁照顾你, 守护你. 没有任何条件, 或要求任何者利益地去爱你,
去疼你.



这就我最幸福的事.








这一次,



我想我应该是真的爱上他le (cant find the fucking chinese word in the online dictionary).





:))))

AH~

short-cut again :

went to work in morning...freezing all the way -..-

..met b for dinner. passed me his thumb-drive for Bruno LOL. gonna watch it tmr i tink. had LJS. den headed home as we both (sick cats) need to rest.


sudden inspiration :D (veri short onli la)


without you by my side, i cant feel.
neither can i talk, think, or breathe.
luv ya b :))



Okie gotta end here. gtg rest soon.
nites peeps!
god bless :))

More of an OMFG, a little of LOL

OMFGGGGG.

short-cut to ytd nite's event:

went to moon bar wif yong xing. LOL. got KINDA tired dere. the boss saw me and asked his fren to ask me whether im interested in working dere. 12 BUCKS per hour holyshit. tempting sia. b came to find me from his fren's 21st bd. WAT DO I KEEP DESTROYING PEOPLE'S 21ST BIRTHDAYS??? fk.


anywae said alot things tat i shudnt hav said to b. IM SORRY. as in seriously. omg. i dint want him to think that im limiting his freedom or watever shit, but what i've portrayed seemed as though i AM tat way. wtf. and i don understand y b can put up wif me for all these. frankly if i hav a gf lyke me, i'll vomit blood/ kill her den vomit blood.

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fast-forward~~


....back to b's place. b changed n put me to bed while i smelt lyke a rotten piece of cuttlefish. OYA i broke my sandals once again. GRREEAATT. woke up...ask b to cook mee for me. OKAY, gonna be a lil drama here: the noodle tasted like the best food in the world. nothing can beat it, not even buddha-jump-over-the-wall or abalone or watever delicacies u name. hahaha. lyke wat he always said, perhaps its cooked ''showered with love'' :DDDD

OK. gonna make myself promise him something:


I WILL NVR GET SO DRUNK EVER AGAIN (AT LEAST I TRY MA BEST) AND DISRUPT HIS GATHERINGs WIF HIS FRENS. LUVS B :))

hav been askin myself or even god. wat did i do to deserve this ? it sounds lyke a tragedy here, but pls read on OK. i mean, did i realli done alot of good deeds and in return karma sent me an (LOL) angel? SERIOUSLY LA i dont tink so leh. i throw cigarette butts outta the window after smoking, pretend to be sleeping on trains (SOMETIMES ONLI HOR) so i don ever hav to let my seat out, often laugh at people's misfortune, etc LOLOLOLOLOL. just afraid god might, one day, find out that i've been awarded wif good karma instead of the bad ones, and decided to take it all away. i will definitely be very sad. devastated. no. no words can describe then.


alrighty, dumoed my loads liao. gtg jiak dor (7th month) wif family liao.

chao peeps !!!
god bless yow :))

FOOD REPUBLIC: KILLER

LOL just back from movie with b...went for interview at NY skin solutions. (ryan's cousin intro one) :DD TI GONG POR BI.


den once again, dua-ed ryan and kelvin for dinner. LOL. meet b for movie LAST HOUSE ON THE LEFT. nice ! sorta reminded me of WRONG TURN. think cause of the landscape n settings. lots of gore too.


den b sent me home as he needed to go sch early in morning + its 7th month -.- ...njoyed the ride back home more than the movie siaaa. lol. n he said MAYB he's gg to cook SPAG GA TII tmr :DDDDD omg. damn swt can. as the saying goes: in order for the woman to grab the heart of a man, you'll need to grab his stomach 1st. it works the same for women too i guess :)))) (though he kinda failed on his maggie mee tat time T_____T).


...just had tau huey/huay.. nice cuz im hungry i tink. OYA. talking about food now. DON EVER EAT AT FOOD REPUBLIC AGAIN SIAAA. damn ex la dey. my nasi lemak onli got dish cake, hotdog, fried sotong thingy, set me back 4.6 DOLLAAAAAAA. AI SI SIA. (make mental note to onli eat dere when 1. im damn hungry or 2. im feeling damn rich )



DISCUSSION OF FOOD REPUBLIC WIF FREDRIK:


[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
prawn noodle lol
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
u leh?
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
4.6 nasi lemak
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
DAMN EX
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
onli got fish cake, hotdog, sotong
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
haha walao
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
can die sia
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
where u go find this kinda of nasi lemak sia
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
so excuisite
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
hahaha!
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
NICE PHRASING
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
FOOD REPUBLIC
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
KANNNN EX ar
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
hahaha no wonder lah
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
food republic the thing CANNOT eat one!
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
hahaha super ex sia
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
lol and its like normal food only
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
i REALISED TAT
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
EX AR
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
wahahahha
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
tmr go burn them down
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
lol
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
drive one limosine full of cooking oil into their stalls
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
hahaha and go rub 2 sticks until got sparks
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
then throw the spark inside hahaha!
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
1) i don hav car
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
2) the food republic is located at level 3
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
3) i got lighter LEH
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
hahahaha
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
1) can rent one mah
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
2) hahaha drive up the carpark and ram it over the roof to wisma
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
3)hahaha like that then got the excietment mah!
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
lol rub as fast as u can light and run
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
first one to do it will get a free propangn bomb for ur next mission
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
L O LLL
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
bt i like the reward!!
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
no laaa
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
we went the vivo one
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
lata we happi happi burn the place 4got abt the car
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
drive inside water
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
wahahaha
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
oooh vivo ah that one tricky ah
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
lol use airplane i guess lol
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
ka ka ram only
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
lol dont need the car lah
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
borrow from friend
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
then tell him the car he nvr pay road tax kana taken and destroyed liao
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
l o lllllll
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
ALL ThIS!!
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
just cause of a plate of
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
NASI LEMAK

[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
hahaha THEY MUST PAY!
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
lol
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
FOR THE EXPENSIVE FOOD!
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
hahaaha the rest of the stall holders there will be like "wtf did i do to deserve this?!?"

LOLOLOLOLOL was practically LMFAO man ~

OKEY DOKEY. gonna stop here. neck pain + left toe cramp + sleepiness.
nites everyboooooooooooooooody ~
:D
god bless.

OOOPPPSSS

just back from dinner wif mum at bugis.... the ''you tiao'' veh nice :DD

..after tat went to have dessert. sis ordered egg pudding and i had almond paste. NOT BAD LA. tink cuz i had it after two bowls of rice -.-. kan full siaaaaa.

LOL. after tat went to meet b for a short while as he needs to study for his test tmr. LOL.

secret: after tat went home n propaganded mum to drink. den went down kopitiam to get 4 bottles :DDDD ( by the time b reads this it'll be too late liao) FINE LA I BROKE MA PROMISE BUT IM REALLI BORED AT HOME OK.

...kwang wei asked me to volunteer for his blood taking thing tmr. I SAID YES. shit. WTF DID I DO TAT FOR?! ._____. gtg SP at 6pm den. OMFG.


OKIE. shall stop here. cont wif my thang :)))

nites in advance peeps !

C.S (chua sai)

yo peeps~~~


FIRST OF ALL

SI BF. mailto:%5E&*Y&@Y#&$(#**#$. FK. came to find me for awhile after his company dinner. scare me from my hse staircase. result? C.S.

now as im posting this entry, a series of events are going on:

im asking fredrik about his excused-BMT .
AND he's telling me about his plan to draw pokemons EVERYDAY as a symbol of ranks -.- I CHOOSE U ! LMAO. tat gila guy lol.
my stomach is 'gruuuuu-ing'.
my right leg is veri itchy and im scratching it.
im dozin' off.
im missing AHEM.

SIGH. must wait til thurs b4 he's OFFICIALLY MINE (muahahahahahahahaha) (for the holiday la). KANSIAN

ITS OK! MOTIVATION MOTIVATION MOTIVATION WENCUI !

omfg i mangaged to type out 3 motivation ( now its the 4th) without any spelling error. my eyes realli closing siaaaaaa. AN ACHIEVEMENT! watever. lol. omg. im realli going bonkers. yawns.

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OK FINE. I CANT TAKE IT LIAO. gtg slp. HENG AR. brushed ma teeth just now liao. if not will be damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn lazy to move my ass now.


am even lazy to blog. by 'copy-and-paste' so many 'DAMN', i assume my post will seem longer ya? LOL.

OK. gg slp liao. neck stil hurts a lil.

nites peeeeeeeeeeeeeps!
god bless la.

MAN YUE celebration :)))

WOOOOOTS~!

...kk summarise summarise :

went to Sunset Grill to see people eat buffalo wings cuz i don take spicy food -___-
dey ranges from level 1 to 30, and jieying onli ordered level 4 eat til damn gang kor liao LOL. b gav me a 1cm x 1cm piece of chicken SKIN nia i oso eat until T____T lol. joke mannn. den after eating went to yishun dam for a while. before tat onli heard of tat place nia...nvr been dere. conclusion: BUEY PAI EH~ lol. can go dere picnic next time :DD somemore got uncle selling ice-cream :DDD

aft tat lobang-ed jieying n her bf back to our area to collect their bike as dey parked it dere and b chiong-ed to furama for his fren's bd celebration ^^ after tat had our '' one month toast '' at b's place .____. the maggie he cooked was, ERM, one of those 'emergency' kinda food in which you'll eat onli when in bo bian situations LOLOLOLOLOL. den went home n TADANG ~ here i am blogging. tmr still need wake up for work -.- KANSIAN KANSIAN KANSIAN. jieying gg genting tmr... GOOD SIAAA.

SIGH like wat dey say: same people, different lives la.

gtg slp liao. neck veri pain -_-

nites peeps!!!

MAN YUE LIAO

first of all.......


HAPPI ONE MONTH B~!! :DDD

so damn erm, happy la!

lol now its 5.04am..b just came online...lol tot he haven slp. he just woke up ._.. HENG ARRRR...nvr send him msg just now. wanted to bluff him tat im off to bed at 3am...scardy he go online see me realli hong kan liao sia. LOL.

ANYWAES,
just finish doin *ahem* :))))) sat dere for almost 4 hours just doing it. neck's gonna break in 10 mins tyme man. wonder wat will be his reaction when he sees it tmr. BUT disclaimer: its HUNDRED PERCENT HAND-MADE. so imperfections must be tolerated okie ^^

.. but frankly, time span of a month passes real fast man. lol. didnt know im together wif a idiotic bitch for a month liao :) if it wasnt for jieying, i wonder....................................

OYA

HAPPI BIRTHDAEE BABE !!!

...dint get anything for her though. she asked for ang bao tat tyme and warned me not to get her any prezzie. WTF. as if im an auntie la. lol. LAI LAI GIV U ANGBAO ! MUST GROW UP LIAO HOR...BIG GAL LIAO~ :D


shit my eyes are shutting down man. gonna catch up on ma slp. so damn looking forward to tmr:)) even if deres no celebration. cuz cn get to see him wat duh :)) YAWNS.

K NITES/MORNING PEEPS!
chaooooooooooooo *in a super good mood kinda tone*
god bless ^________^

WALAUEH

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D-I-S-C-O-V-E-R-E-D!!!!!

shit u gf. lol

F UP

guys hav cock-block.

i hav emotion block-age

<3

just back from lil (REALLI LITTLE) beer-ing session at de jiu mui kopitiam wif b and his bro. LOL his brother damn cute la ! was talkin abt dragon boat, canoe-ing, sailing, basketball, well you name it -_____- dint know b was 2nd national in sailing sia. WTF.

AND i found out smth: the gal tat FARKING FLIRT wif him tat time at opp parklane likes him -.- NAHBEH I KNEW IT. lol. den zac tried to console me by saying: '' AIYAAAAA you shud be proud tat so many gals lyke ur bf MAHHHHH. '' lol SIMI SAI AH.

...but all in all, realli thnks b for meeting me after his fren's bd celebration :DDD tot he'll be shagged after sending his frens home.
was feeling so ''abandoned' all evening la. luvs man :))))

feeling kinda tired now...gg brush teeth n slp liao.

nites peeps!
god bless, especially him :)
believe it anot
im tink its for real tis time.
:))

maaaaaarina barrage :)))

YO people~~

...YAWNS. skipping to the topics:

..b challenged me to waka-waka in FB -.- he say if cn beat his score i can extend slping time. i tried ma best n im 47th. him? all time best 5TH. KNN. scam his own gf.

..went to meet him after work...drove to marina barrage...walk...the view buey pai sia!..den went home cuz he got test tmr...LOL. but its sounds kinda strange sia. i mean, should i say he sent me home, or we both went home? LOL. TATS the thing with having bf living opp u nia ^^

...den now here i am...watching the video fredrik sent me..LOLOLOLOLOLOL. TRUIMP. WTF WTF WTF...! and eating ''random stuffs'' as fred always says -_____-

OK gonna end here..brush teeth n slp..if nt b kpkb liao.
nites peeps!
god bless :)))

im stil breathing

i leave the gas on,
walk the alleys in the dark.
sleep with candles burning,
i leave the door unlocked.
im weaving a rope and,
running all the red lights.
did i get your attention?
cause im sending all the signs that
the clock is ticking,
i'll be giving my two weeks
pick your favourite shade of black,
and best prepare a speech
say something funny, say something sweet,
but don't say that you loved me.

Cause im still breathing
though we've been dead for a while
this sickness has no cure,
we're going donw for sure
already lost the grip,
best abandon ship, ooh

mayb i was too pale,
mayb i was too fat.
mayb you'd betta,
better luck in the sack.
no formal education,
i swore way too much
i swear you didnt care,
cause oh we're were in love
so as i write this letter,
and shed my last tear
its all for the betta,
that we end it here.
lets close this chapter,
say one last prayer,
but don't say that you loved me.

B ah...

OMGGGGGGGGGG

hahaha nth. just bored. havin couple of beer alone. well trust me, it isnt the funniest thing to do. asking ur mum to open the beer for u while u're painting ur nails? NOT EITHER.

BIG NEWS (at least for me la) : B IS COMING BACK TMR!!!!!!!!!!

omg omg omg omg im realli damn damn damn happi siaaa....been realli a good gal n stayed home while he's away okie :DDDD

Gonna ask for my bubble gum when he's back :))) BUT on the other hand, expected him to be damn dark la. i mean he's going for diving training leh. Unless dere's lyke INDOOR SEA -___-'''

OMGGG....missed him lots mannn.... WOOTS!

its been a wkend of practically nothing except for beer-ing, slping, eating, and most of all, waiting

Suddenly tot of wat jieying said the other tyme: HE'S JUST A SELF-PROCLAIMED PLAYBOY LOR. HE DON EVEN HAV THE LOOKS LOR. LOOK AT HIS TEETH LA. IF I WERE U SURELY SLAP UNTIL DEY FROM CROOKED TO STRAIGHT ONE.CONFIRM HOR. LOLOLOLOLOLOL.

she always nvr fail to cheer me up man :)) but realli sry to PS her on fri to go DBL O cuz i was realli damn sad tat B's not in town T____T''''''. realli realli sry babe ! but i promise dere'll be no nxt tyme okie? :D

BUT ANWAES, HE'LL B BACK TMR!!!! am counting down the hours :))

sry for being lorso laaa..but realli missed him lyke sai la. lol. if u know wat i mean :P

OKIE, shall stop here, continue beer-ing, brush teeth, den head to bed!

nites peeps :)) god bless him n u people :)