Saying

nothing much todae.
nuahed. swollen eyes. right side gastric hurts lyke big fuck.


he said to have the thinking, that even if he's not by my side, his heart will always be with me, and tat he'll always be mine. yea i know that. but it just seemed so hard to work it out when it comes to the real situation. my god. cant believe tat i realli broke down infront of him. im just so sad. Though i know he'll onli be gone sailing for 2wks, it still makes me so, well sad. mayb im just too used to have him by my side i guess. My onli hope, or can onli hope for, is :



FASTER LET THE TWO WEEKS PASSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.


Jy came to talk to me online. told her the situation. she said:


i understand tt kind of feeling

juz see how long it can last lor... i noe it sounds very -ve but ...... reali lyk theres no choice now

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even the person whu brought us tgt said so. omg. seems lyke im not the onli one tat's so. fucked.
Mayb the company of his frens is much more den being wif me after all.
aiyo. im so lorso until i myself oso cant tahan sia. k la. shall end here. nites peeps.



P.S: B ar,
you've no idea how much i love you.
its more than ' head over heels' can even describe.

And and , just came across these words lol:

Im gonna write ''I MISS YOU'' on the all bricks and hope one of them falls on your head so you know how it hurts to miss someone like you. LOL. ( imagine the scene LOL)