POP POP POP YOUR EYES

SHAWT CUTT AGAIM:

FINALLY wkend is here. slept for the whole of saturday, til at night went b's hse to wait for his soccer match to end b4 gg eat dinner. NAH BEH. DAMN OBVIOUS he thinks i donno about soccer HOR.


Me: Oi you support which team
He: the BLACK COLOUR one

TSK. just say MAN U LARH. I KNOW ONE HOR. small look me.



After the soccer match ended (like FINALLY SIOL) b drove us to POPEYES for dinner ^^ OMG!!!!! damn happi can. worth the wait. like totally :DD

eat eat, talk talk, den went Mount Faber to enjoy breeze ^^ not bad not bad, just nvr buy hoon ki -___-


OK tats it !
chao popele! i mean PEOPLE. too much popeyes liao :))

SUM SUM SUM summary :))

18 Sep: Was temp-ing receptionist at Mastercard int. when after lunch time saw ASP's david chew !!!! lol. ( last time pub customer) damn shocked la. LOL. was kinda bored the whole day, and the hurting lungs doesnt made it better man. luckily was meeting zhenren for dinner after work. MOTIVATION baby :)))
meet her at town ard 7.30pm, went cine for dinner...den walk ard.. chat... when she suggested going esplanade -..- hahaha it was fun though, she bought candy floss (purple = very zhenren), and i bought popcorn (sugar-ed ones T_T) and had ourselves sat on the steps by the river and talk. btw realli hope she's ok, with regards to her family ting. god bless my fren ok :)
after that b and zac came find us after their gym/golf/tennis session -___-. stooopid sia. can even find car park. actually wanted to go Lau Ba Sa eat one, but zac not feeling well so headed home. heng he nvr fainted on the way home !!!!! den b sent zhenren home, den went home to bath. (By now i tink shud be 19 Sep liao.)





19 Sep
b drove us to East Cpast Park at 3AM for CARL's JR!!!!!!!! OMFOMFOMF. damn happi can :DD aft tat show me his old houses. trust me, its FARKING HUGE. and his old shop KIMZARA. hahaha. donno y the name just made me laugh sia. btw we return back home was ard 6plus. jiktao headed to bed :DDDD

2nd Month de celebration :DD

Woots!!!!

...went to meet b at 7pm for our 2nd month celebration :))

actually had POPEYES in mind, but.....

B : NO ! NO POPEYES !

me : WHYYYYYYY -_____- sian1/2

B : because the traffic noe is like sai, and i oready made reservations at a jap restaurant ^^

me : WTF !? need to be so '' long zhong '' meh??

B : ^-^

and off we went to MINORI :DD

food was nice...especially the shishamo and soft shell crab handroll ! just that b kept forcing me to eat the yellow tail slices and others T_T. I KNOW he wants me to enjoy good and healthy food, BUT dey just tastes like -.- and the texture are ..... -.- BUT i will learn to eat dem sooner or later k B !!!

after that went to fetch Zac and Marcus to join us for karaoke at Katong :))) WALAOEH. the children ghost stories dey said were creeping me out la k ! WTF. Marcus said that time dey were playing hide-and-seek inside the mall, and two of dem were running, but CCTV onli showed one of dem running at high-speed. Like just zoomed past la. OMGGGGG. i was creeping out man.

den after karoke, went to play pool for awhile , den i suggested L4D :DDDD

AND dey chose SURVIVAL MODE -..- NO WONDER, the enemies like forever neverending one siol.

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after we finish playing it was about 4am, den B asked me whether wanna beer anot.

me (of course) : v(^-^)v

....den b's hse to drink....LOL. not forgetting our 2nd month's toast :)))

and here i am, at home blogging about the day's event ^^

OK shall end it here 1st. gtg eat dessert liao :))))

CHAO PPL :))

god bless.

黑皮2nd MONTH B ~~~~

lolololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololol becuz......




黑皮2nd MONTH B ~~~~


lol. ytd went to serangoon for supper wif b, his bro, and yifeng. donno y but just keep thinking of tis:

when crossing road.....

B: got car got car, walk faster la (pushing me)
B: Oi i save your life hor, you must yi shen xiang xu
me: -..- zebra-crossing there onli ma (pointing towards 3 steps away from us)
B: oi you don like that leh
me: L O L

lol. mayb im starting to take note of the minor things that happen. u know. lol. ok. gonna stop here liao. gg eat green bean soup.


CHAOOO PPL :DDD




loving him more as each day passes by

TGFE (Thank God For Everything)

im so glad i've frens who were dere when i needed dem the most.





im so glad that i've someone loving me so much too :))

.

i am




backing up.







if wasnt for zhenren
i will be walking this road alone.






u wil nvr know the sadness.

unbearable

short-cut:

b brought me to Timbre. lol. 1st time dere. DON SAY IM SUA GU HOR. love the band ! (think dere're called goodfellas). seriously realli njoyed it n thanks b for bringing me dere. luvman.


working...suntec n moshi2...



and now im feeling like one fuck. bleeding worsened over the evening. tmr or tues ZR accompanying me for scan. dint want to tell him lest he thinks im being so drama. n the tot of it just saddens me. but guess i just need someone by my side. god bless. right now im feeling so ironic. On one hand im afraid he might leave me for whatever shit's going, but on the other i wanna persuade him to find someone else. i realli don deserve him. don wana drag him down . and im not saying this because i wan to seem oh-so-great or what. it's because i love this guy. simple as that.
sometimes deep down i agree with him whenever he joked that im a piece of shit. i am, indeed.




something's very wrong.
the pain's getting unbearable.
feels as if dey're pulling themselves out from my body.
omfg.
mayb i shud just disappear
to shorten the pain

IS THERE ANY BAR NEARBY? its lunchtime -.-

LOL PAISEH SHORT-CUT AGAIN :


went to do roadshow in morning. LOL. tat stupid ang mo. ask me '' is there any BAR nearby? '' he asked me at 12PM. WTFWTFWTF. aft tat rushed to lavender (kallang) to sign my agreement, aft which rushed to wisma for ma interview again ^^ hired on the spot for MoshiMoshi Jewellery ^^ tmr's gonna be a tiring day again mna. After roadshow gonna rush to wisma for my job. But at least wat Jieying said was correct la: working DO helps to get my mind off b's absence :))) but still, i miss him loads.its like, i'll think of what is he doing, will he think of me, and is he thinking of me at the point of time im thinking of him :))) sigh. MA SI BO BIAN. hav to wait til weekend no matter wat -..-


OOOKIE DOKEY. gonna stop here. feet pain like sai la. stood all day. gtg rest liao.
Chao peeps !
god bless :DD