BEAUtiful sundaeeeeeeeeeeee (eee)

HELLO hello!

lol been busy wif work n slp n shit n stuff. no time to blog niggaaaaAAAAaaaaa!
anywae anywae, summary 1st, just in case i forgot wat happen after loong time :DD




19th Oct:

OFF AT WORKKKKK cuz holiday from saturday pushed forward to Monday, which is this day ^^ donno wat national day for PRC or deepavali. forgot liao. Anywaes was off at work, hence went out with b ^^ took bus to town, and i cant believe dere's somebooooody who dint know about the under-pass to wisma -..-'''' jitao pe ce arrrr. (retardly stupid, but i still love him leh) went to get dinner at the taka the below level, den b tell me about his hildhood stories. LOL. he said three of dem (him, zac, and ray) wlways get lost when dey were young n go shopping wif their parents and kanna found at the lost n found counter LOL. cant imagine how dey look like sia. Like kim's the ''lao da'', den got two ''siao di'' following behind as dey march around the shopping centre. like cute totally la ^^





20 Oct:

went work AS USUAL (tell me more abuot tuesday blues huh) after a day off on monday. tiring day, but guess wat.....b went to suprise me at work place !!! he was waiting for me to end work downstairs la. freaking touched la. was trying to keep my cool but wondered if he could tell la. tat dumb dumb of mine. lol. went dinner after tat lor. cant be out for long as i have work the next day T_T




22 Oct:

Had a really bad day at work, tired, frustration, errors that have to be amended in data base and im not talking about a small figure. SIGH. anywaes, after work, b came to suprised me (again) ^-^ was realli realli realli happi and just makes you feel like giving him a tight hug until both of his D-cups flatten, but all i could do was just stood down dere without much expressions as i was still in the state of sheer exhaustion/ shock/ hungriness. den he brought me to have Burger King (like in a million year) and he had the new spicy crispy chix (i tink that's the name for the burhger) den i had the turkey bacon. AND he told me bacon made of pork. i stunned tio for awhile. PLS LOR. like i ate so many years liao. I DIE DIE DON BELIEVE . NEVER. RWARRR. after dinner, initial plan was to head to Mount Faber to chill, but.......................WELL lets not go to that part shall we :))
............................. P.S.: i promised myself to wait til 11.30pm. well you always said i never keep any promises, but for this i kept it. yes, for myself.





23 Oct

Puffer fish goes to work, den after work accompany b to queue to see MP guy (i tink tats the name) to defer his army. WALAOEH KNLBCCB waited til 10PM PLUS !!!!!!!
To the uncle typing his letter: HOOD JI LIAP HOR YI SI AR! TYPE SO SLOW! _l_ x 9999999999
Planned to go Sunpperclub after tat, but in the end zac said 30 Bucks not worth it (i totally agree la) den nvr go, went his hse to sleep n snore (of cause) while he played majiong with MarKe and ppl. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz -____-






24 Oct

Woke up and went home to bath, prepare, den meet b in town for dinner and (AHEM) shopping ^^ bought his tennis balls den went cine to get my studds den went coffee bean for chill den home liao. Simple but a beautiful saturday evening for me(: (apart from the shopping part laaaaa)






25 Oct


.....which is TODAY AND NOW, im in office lor. yawnssss. prolly gg for a puff aft the entry due to low nicotine level.
Weather: Going to rain just now, got thunder abit, then now sunny again. What a BEAUtiful island we have.
Food Level: Average lor, after one Otah bread, one Sausage bread, one Ham n Cheese Bread i ta bao-ed to work
Water Level: Quite thristy eh. Bought Pepsi to work ^^
Status: Missing b so much. Hope he can meet me for dinner tonight. Nxt wkend he gg advanced diving course AGAINNNNNN. OMG. but, i've got my plans. (if your reading this, RELAX, not clubbing or anything u dont like OKAY). hmmm :))

Sudden inspiration (like again):




Love is when.....................

When i think of you Wherever i am, Whatever i am doing, Whoever i am with, and Wondering whether you are doing the same too, or What will you be doing at the moment.



When i feel sad so long as i don't smell your perfume simply because it gave me a sense of security as i know that you are near me.



When i don't feel your hand and warmth and feeling so out-of-place.



When i don't see your smiles and funny faces all day and so looking forward to it at the end of the day as it is what keeps me going.



When i don't hear your voice comforting me and calling me baby ( or ''you this piece of shit'' for that matter LOL) and know deep inside that no one else can replace you because you are the only one that can call me that.




OKAY i type until my neck sibeh suan liao. Next time got time or inspiration then i continue okay people ? ^^

GTG smoke now liao.
CHAOOOOOOOO~

3rd month 3rd month 3rd month :DD

wait wait wait! first of all...............

Happi 3rd Month to my dearest b :DD !!!!!

Woots. time flies man. 3 months since i met the dumb dumb at Dbl o :D

still rmb he damn funny la. lol. scared i rape him onli. kept insisted on slping on the slping bag. LOL. Den kept check whether im crying when we're chatting the night thru. lol. flashback baby.

13 Oct

went to james' bbq wif b, zac, and the very jiao-wei shaun. LOL. at the bbq:

Me: what a bad boyfren. onli take food for himself. eat eat eat -..-

Zack: What a bad brother -___-'''

Shaun: WHat a fren ! onli know how to eat n eat n eat ! T_T

still dare complain alot of corns in your shit.

LOL. eat for like 20 mins den went to b's golf lesson liao. LOL. while the instructor went to show him n shaun the video, zac n i went to test test the club n stuff. one word: PAI-SEH -.-

den went to Killineys to have supper, as well as to count down our 3rd month :DD the butter chicken damn nice la! like totally man ^^

14 Oct

Ytd just before im gg to end work b msg me. say what he at tiong gg over find me. LOL. nabeh. actually he was oready downstairs my office wanting to give ma a suprise. omggggg. No wonder he said he's been trying to find out wher's my exact location as he wanted to suprise me. NO WONDER. kept texting me. lol. how sweet of that retard :))

went down...and outside of tower 2 to smoke...den he handed me smth......

OMFG. fuck la. i just touched my make-up up in office before i left. MUST NOT CRY WENCUI!

lolololololol. tat dumb b of mine still say: 男左女右 correct? CORRECT??

......after tat went flyers to have popeyes....LOL saw fred! he loner sia walkin alone ^^

after tat sit ard...talk....den back to b's place to sleep. and SNORE of cuz v^-^v.

YAWNS. and he n zack are at motor lesson now. me rotting at home. New habit: every now and then i'll just take the ring from the box to see it. omg. don dare to wear it. frankly if i lose it i'll probably bawl my eyes out like seriously man.

P.S. : you were so damn right when u said: although u might be strong on the outside, but you have the most fragile heart i've ever seen. im so sorry b.

Love you so much, dearest.

OK! tat's it! gg tv n bath liao peeps ! :))

chao ^^

<3 <3 <3

YAWNS. lol. wat a nice way to start a post.



work makes me sooo tired. mentally mostly. sucks big time man. and i onli hav saturday to sleep in as sunday im workng AGAIN. sundays blues. omffffffffffff.


well anwae this post is gonna be about how i feel i guess. need to make a note. lol. just in case i forget how i felt about a particular thing, event, or person u know. lol. omg why am i so amused.


OK. anywaes, now its 5.41pm saturday aftnoon. but something that happened s few days back still caught up in my mind. or rather something that he said.




''are you so afraid to lose me that you must meet me everyday?''



i've no idea why this particular line is still stucking in my head. well perhaps i know. because they always say, the thing that bothers you the most is usually the thing that is true. BUT seriously speaking im not such a person (OK AT LEAST I TINK). like totally. then why the fuck am i so bothered about what he said. especially that line.
That particular line. Mayb he didnt realli mean it, i dont know. But one thing's for sure. He dont know how much it stabbed my heart when he said it. By now he should more or less know that im damn fucking sensitive to somethings that he do or say. simply put, by saying wat he said, it made me felt so unwanted. its like im so damn despo to meet him and stuff. like im in fact demanding to meet him. omg. it made me felt so bad. like seriously.
sigh. he'll nvr know how it realli liek hurt me u know. i dont mean to sound oh-so-fragile or watever shit. but thing is i was, or still am sad. but well i'll be ok after in few days' time.


okok. shall stop nagging here. need to go bath n rest awhile. headin social house lata i guess.



Bye ppl :'l

ZZZZzzzzz + SNORES + mumble3

YAWNS.


lazy sunday afternoon again.

was actually lazy to post and update, but since've got nothing betta to do, might as well :)) lest fungus starts growing on me. (plus point ---> free mushrooms) kiddin la.


ALOT happen. at least i think so. sudden PMS-es, tiredness, lots more la. shit man. realli damn lazy to elaborate further. LOL. k la. shall make this post an ahem point-form SUMMARY again:



1)LATELY, somebooooody don't even want to talk to his girlfren siol. (U KNOW WHAT IM TALKIN ABOUT) LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.

2) saw her msg while changing his screensaver. great. made my day. what cn spell whore betta den this

3) yawns spent most of time working. OMFG. its so tiring.

4) just had one WHOLE durian by myself. mum shocked. me damn full. (bo bian ma. learning to eat for someboooody)

OK OK OK that's all i can think of. shall go back to my nap. todae= nother off day burnt. seriously, sigh.


chao people.