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YAWNS. lol. wat a nice way to start a post.



work makes me sooo tired. mentally mostly. sucks big time man. and i onli hav saturday to sleep in as sunday im workng AGAIN. sundays blues. omffffffffffff.


well anwae this post is gonna be about how i feel i guess. need to make a note. lol. just in case i forget how i felt about a particular thing, event, or person u know. lol. omg why am i so amused.


OK. anywaes, now its 5.41pm saturday aftnoon. but something that happened s few days back still caught up in my mind. or rather something that he said.




''are you so afraid to lose me that you must meet me everyday?''



i've no idea why this particular line is still stucking in my head. well perhaps i know. because they always say, the thing that bothers you the most is usually the thing that is true. BUT seriously speaking im not such a person (OK AT LEAST I TINK). like totally. then why the fuck am i so bothered about what he said. especially that line.
That particular line. Mayb he didnt realli mean it, i dont know. But one thing's for sure. He dont know how much it stabbed my heart when he said it. By now he should more or less know that im damn fucking sensitive to somethings that he do or say. simply put, by saying wat he said, it made me felt so unwanted. its like im so damn despo to meet him and stuff. like im in fact demanding to meet him. omg. it made me felt so bad. like seriously.
sigh. he'll nvr know how it realli liek hurt me u know. i dont mean to sound oh-so-fragile or watever shit. but thing is i was, or still am sad. but well i'll be ok after in few days' time.


okok. shall stop nagging here. need to go bath n rest awhile. headin social house lata i guess.



Bye ppl :'l