Jingle Bell Jingle Bell

FINALLY i feel christmas's approaching after the brain-washing every morning when i go work (sometimes on off-days too).
THE D-E-C-O-R-A-T-I-O-N-S on the trees lining the whole way.
-________-



b's sick.... and his exam coming soon. hope he gets better.
if not, exam and sick = killer combo man.




Met up with zhenren after my work ytd to town for dinner and slack and gossiping and coffee-ing. Was talking about alot of stuffs that were going on in our lifes. AND we came to the topic : CHRISTMAS WISHES AND PRESENTS.
HAHAHA Bestfrens will always be bestfren man!!!
Her wish was to get a Canon DSLR, while me? a Black Sony Cybershot TX1 or TX90 or TX900. Been eye-ing one since 3672347678432 years ago man.
LOL they all look pretty much the same SIA. But of cause function and resolutions and stuff-wise they differs. She recommended Canon ones, but im not much of a professional leh buy so good one FOR WHAT. plus the sleek-looking cybershot cams are like so fucking chio la.





HENCE I DECIDED LIAO...! Shall save up before christmas to reward myself with it!
Woots never had the strong motivation to do something for so long man ^^ after which whenever i drag B out we can camwhore until we go siao !!! woooooo OKAY i am SO getting the cameraaaaaaaa !





Yawns. k. excitement over. might be updating in the afternoon later on IF i feel like it lol.
fucking sleepy in office mannnnnn. miss ma b so much.
But wish he really sees the change in me. Like not so dependent on him and meeting up everytime. Guess i CAN get used to it ba(:


kk shall stop here. gg smoke.
CHAOOOOOOOO
:DDDDD




HAHAHA kk now's 2.54pm. got to update ONE thing.......



NEXT DESIGN: Barcode :DDD
number wise i donno what to put yet.

All's well, all's well :DD

YAWNS. Monday morning. booggering. LOL i mean blogging la(:

kkkkkkkkkkk fast fast recap before i forget :







19 Nov

Lappy STILLLLLLL can't open internet browser -..-
At work....freaking tired....then suddenly recieved msg from b
'' oi can come down smoke anot ''
HE WAS DOWNSTAIRSSSS MY OFFICE !!!!
wootwoot :DD damn happy la..went down..smoke...acc him go eat...shop awhile before i rmb im still working LOL. bought me Auntie AnnIES cinnamon sugar then im back to office while b went home to change to go his swimming thing in town lo.








25 Nov

Nv went work. Slept over at b's. Something happened the night before WHAT. Shall not mention it ever again except for the phrase '' how dare you''. okay enough said.










27 Nov

Suppose to club or drink BUT went to watch Newmoon
-__________-









28 Nov

went to watch Case 39
^_______^








29 Nov

Sunday. Working. Been working for the whole damn week.
Aft work went to b's place, drove me, Zac, his mumm, mummy's sisterS to Great World City to shop and walk ard.
ORH HOR.
Now then i know watch 'Hangover' that time, it was CINDY who interrupted!!!!!!!!!
KNNBCCB. i take Narutos figurines and stuff them up her whatever holes she got then she know lim bu eh power arh !!!!!!!!! retarded bitch come disturb my date with my b, slap her give her fly high high siol.








kk shall update til here nia. gg lunch time liao ^^
Chap ppl :DDD

Last BUT not least,
wo hou oi lei arh Lou Gong
<3

second thoughts

10.28am.


must be wondering why im blogging at the start of day. well just wanna make a note-to-self kinda shit.


ytd he had flu. went his place to find him aft work. was drizzling but still went to find and buy his snacks n swts anywae. went up. saw his relatives.
went to his rm, didnt look at me for more than 10 secs. n kept on with his game. pestered him for his attention, but he couldnt care less. wanting to leave, thats when he stopped me. whats the use? when i was right infront of you, you dont giv a shit. when i wanted to leave to avoid any conflicts, thats only when u stop me. whats the fucking point. and he didnt even bother to send me to the lift. haha wat a joke. was still waiting, though kept rejecting him, but please dont forget something my dear. after all, im still a girl. i need your attention sometimes.
i know its a small incident, but it realli reflects what kinda person u are.
Back home, he even tries to explain himself, saying what gaming shit. so its my fault for getting pissed when u neglect me for your fucking retarded game when i go n find u aft my wrk? Perhaps he's one of those fucking morons that love playing com games and watching animes. No offence, but indeed those are fucking morons.



fine. whats past is past. sent him msg tis morning. didnt plan to but did anywae. he haven replied.
i've oready put down my pride. what more you want.
saw him online. y can he go online but cant reply me.


just wanna let him know,
dont take things for granted.
y not take a step back in time, and imagine when we just started together.
will you treat me this way?

AIYOYO~~~~~~

Once again............


HAPPI 4TH MTH MY DEAREST !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (and manymany more to come ^^)


OMGOMGOMG so happy laaa :DD

although didnt REALLY celebrate it, but as usual i still owe the same old present.
and that is ...............................



LYWK (short-form for LeeYaoWeiKim) ^^


yeap my dear IS oready my present.
except for the fact that he's priceless piece of shit (just kiddin').
well he is my...... guess u can call it precious. like one and only on earth, u know. totally impossible to find another of him.
Like no way man.

and ya. am in office now..suddenly tot of posting as well cause lappy can't open internet explorer browser but msn are all doing fine -_____-. FTW.

HENCE i've decided it'll be a thank-you post entry. And the subject? of cause its u-know-who la(:


yea so i'll like to start by thanking him for....... OMFFFF so many things to list out. im definitely not trying to make him out as though he's damn ''( insert chinese words) : wei da'' or what but too bad matter-of-fact is that, he is.






v(^-^)v





So here it goes:
first of all, thanks for his patience towards me (pardon me for not listing out ALL the incidents in which he displayed the above mentioned virtue as it'll take me quite a few days. JUST JOKIN' im just kinda lazy to list them all out lol).
yea...next up is his care and love. I KNOW I KNOW these two words are on top of the ''most-cliche-love-words-of-all-time-list'' but truth is HE IS VERY CARING OKAY. well at least to me and only me :DD
.........and though times and times again i've been tryin to push him away when he tried to understand me, he had not given up on me (but see from his jiao-bin very pe ce liao) so i'm thankful for that as well (:
hmmmm.........


OKAY
and there's my pride. like what's new man. been telling myself COMPROMISE COMPROMISE COMPROMISE ! but not acting it out.
WILL CHANGE ONE B :D

sometimes i realli wonder sia : HOW CAN SOMEONE TAHAN A GF LIKE.........ME?!!!!!!!

well heng ar got a dumbdumb that did it. LOL.

okayokay gonna stop here and go FB liao. cant post pics as like i said earlier, lappy siaosiao T_____T. HANG ON FOR DEM THOUGH!!!!


P.S. : and im so damn looking forward to meting ZR laaaa!!!! That si zhar bo MIA so damn long liao. Oh-so-many things to tell her and gossip about.


Chao for now people((:

cant think of any

in office.




5.28pm



im so tired.

eh eh

Shall let the pictures do the talking tis time round :DD

In the Tarot

The Fool comes to the foot of an enormous black mountain where reigns a creature half goat, half god. At his hooves, naked people linked to the god's throne by chains, engage in every indulgence imaginable: sex, drugs, food, gold, drink. The closer the Fool gets, the more he feels his own earthly desires rising in him. Lust, passion, obsession, greed. "I refuse to give into you!" he roars at the Goat god, resisting with all his might. The creature returns a curious look. "All I am doing is bringing out what is already in you," the beast responds. "Such feelings are nothing to fear, nothing to be ashamed of, or even to avoid." The Fool gestures angrily at the chained men and women, "You say that even though they are enslaved?" The Goat-god mimics the Fool's gesture. "Take another look."

The Fool does so, and realizes that the chained collars the men and women wear are wide enough for them to easily slip off over their heads. "They can be free if they wish to be," the Goat-god says, "Though you are right. I am the god of your strongest desires. But you see here only those who have allowed their base, bestial desires to control them." At this the Goat-god gestures upward, toward the peak of the mountain. "You do not see those who have allowed their impulses and aspirations to take them up to the top of that mountain. Inhibitions can enslave as easily as excesses. They can keep you from following your passion to the highest heights." The Fool realizes the truth in this, and that he has mistaken the Goat-god. Here he understands now that it is not a creature of evil, but of great power, the lowest and the highest, both of beast and god. Like all power it is frightening, and dangerous...but it is also the key to freedom and transcendence if understood and well used.