sudden/out-of-boredom thought/reminisc(e)

eh. no purpose for this post la. just feel like typing it i guess.



Well ever since 110709, my life has undoubtedly, made a dramatic change. Or rather someone changed it dramatically. For the better(:

And so here it begins, me learning and observing how to, what is, finding out why, etc. All these questions revolve around nothing but the thing called love. I wont say that its a word but a thing as it is more of a starting point in a mind-map that leads to alot of stuffs much rather than just a four-letter word. AND, i think ALL dictionaries should have the word removed. Simply cause it is not a thing that can be explained or defined universally and have it approved by Wikipedia/Google/Whatever Lanjiao websites or professors or whosoever. It applies to two individuals, (or three, four, five......... if your into THOSE kinda thing and you know what i mean :D) , to each their own.



WTF am i rambling on -..-
OH YEAH what really triggers off this post was my dream i had recently.
Well it was back into the days when im still at Club9. And the after math? After i woke up, can't help but think and compare the life then and the life im having now. Though both ARE fucked, but one's fuck and the other is fuckery fuck.
Okay. Shall begin with my NOW life. Waking up at 6am: pee, brush teeth, bath, dry hair, make up, dressed, take bus. Reached office, switch on computer, and there it goes, my day of facebooking/a-bit-of-working. Monday to Friday. Welcome to my life. OKAY LAH it isnt so bad LAH. You'll find out why if you continue your reading to the end of this nonsensical post. :))


WHEREAS, the LAST-TIME life: sleep at 6 or 7am, wake up ard 5pm, pee, brush teeth, eat first-meal-of-the-day, watch tv, nuah abit here and there, bath, changed, off to work at 8 or 9pm. Stepping inside, you'll be greeted by familiar faces, or welcomed by stares of unfamiliar people whom will be caught whispering to their friends or companies ' Li kua Li kua, An Ni Shueh Han Zho Pub Liao', in which you'll proceed to don-give-a-fuck /pretend nvr hear. For the familiar faces, you'll just feel their smiles whilst walking in, feeling their glares which scans you from top to toe, recieving compliments on how great you look with that mini skirt/new pair of heels. Fllowed by which, their offers or demands that u've to down 3 rockglasses of whatever cause you turn up for work so late. Fine i admit inside my mind was like '' Oi here is pub leh. Li ai wo ann ni zhan lai zhor simi ?!'' After a night of drink, 5-10, and stuff, our transport picks us up at like 2am and back home, sleeping safe and sound, partially cause of all the shit they made you down.



OKAYOKAY i know. I can no longer go back. though there is the tiny/hidden urge which i can't voice it out. Everytime Jieying says ' i miss Club9!' , I could only reply with a smile and '' ya lor.''
I know to alot of people, it is not a glamorous kinda job, but just so happen that it was my favourite job. In summary, you're paid to DRINK. how pretty is that.
Of cause there's little ugly side, like fighting with other bitches to open bottles, sticking around with customers just so that they'll (hopefully) buy you a lady's drink.




NOW, I've just embarked on another new path of life. Maturing, i would like to called it. Settling down, stuff like that. But suprisingly, I'm willingly to do it. This brings us back to 110709, the day when i met someone who changed my life. The very same person who has thus became my motivation for living. Ok living is too large-scale. He's my motivation for small-scale things like waking up in the morning, looking forward to weekends, stuffs like that.



OKAY gtg back to ''work'' lol. Shal end this post on a lighter note.


Love
You
Lee
Yao
Wei
Kim(: