Guess i've started to find my self-worth. Hence im so affected by it. and others.
Im so tired. I dont even bother explaining myself to others. Which motherfucker knew the heartache Im having.
Saturday, April 24, 2010
24/04/2010
where are you b.
the feeling of missing you is still as strong.
i miss you.wanted to go view your fb page, but i dont even dare to open that page. guess its THAT overwhelming to me. and no, i still haven went to your page since u sailed. guess as a coward i do not have the courage.
had a dream ytd lol.
dreamt i found out from marke that u meeting him to play LAN at Geylang (-.-) while u were taing a break from ur sailing. laughs. lol. still rmber i was damn pissed y u didnt reply my msges yet contacted Marke to go DOTA. lol.
well. a dream, is still a dream after all. yea
Nothing in words can describe how much im missing you right now, hubby. lougong fai dik fan lei ah.
i promise i wont pick on you and find chance to quarrel with you liao. come back okay?
i tried to do everything i can to take my mind off you,but you have no idea how hard it is. you ARE indeed on my mind 24/7. nabeh. yesterday even sneaked into my dream sia.
perhaps i'll be better after starting work on monday. perhaps.
the feeling of missing you is still as strong.
i miss you.wanted to go view your fb page, but i dont even dare to open that page. guess its THAT overwhelming to me. and no, i still haven went to your page since u sailed. guess as a coward i do not have the courage.
had a dream ytd lol.
dreamt i found out from marke that u meeting him to play LAN at Geylang (-.-) while u were taing a break from ur sailing. laughs. lol. still rmber i was damn pissed y u didnt reply my msges yet contacted Marke to go DOTA. lol.
well. a dream, is still a dream after all. yea
Nothing in words can describe how much im missing you right now, hubby. lougong fai dik fan lei ah.
i promise i wont pick on you and find chance to quarrel with you liao. come back okay?
i tried to do everything i can to take my mind off you,but you have no idea how hard it is. you ARE indeed on my mind 24/7. nabeh. yesterday even sneaked into my dream sia.
perhaps i'll be better after starting work on monday. perhaps.
Friday, April 23, 2010
23/04/2010
You said there might be possibility of wireless there.
I held on to the hope.
I log in everytime,checking my mail inbox.
There's no news of you.
how are you doing b.
ngo hou xiong lei ah.
i want ur kisses on my cheeks, forehead, nose, and lips to feel safe.
I want you to come back , hug me to tell me everything's alright.
I miss you so badly.
I held on to the hope.
I log in everytime,checking my mail inbox.
There's no news of you.
how are you doing b.
ngo hou xiong lei ah.
i want ur kisses on my cheeks, forehead, nose, and lips to feel safe.
I want you to come back , hug me to tell me everything's alright.
I miss you so badly.
Thursday, April 22, 2010
22/04/2010
yea guess i've began blogging once again. its the only way i can express myself, although its pathetic how im pouring my heart out to a electronic device. in fucking constrast to the image i potrait to people; being heck-care and stuff.
i really really am missing him.
tons and tons of questions in my head.
is he slping well? what does he eat there? is he eating well there? hw's his days over there? wat to do if it rains over there? is there somebody who help the dumbdumb iron his uniform there? does he thinks of me at least once a day? does he know im thinking of him.
god. im missing him so badly. swore i never knew i could ever love a man so much. so much that i will do anything to hug him now. I wanna feel his warmth. That familiar pair of hands, which im gonna hold till the day im being put into the ground. till the day my memories are being erase out of my mind. till the day where even alpha and omega doesnt even exist when everything doesnt matter anymore.
I love you.
i really really am missing him.
tons and tons of questions in my head.
is he slping well? what does he eat there? is he eating well there? hw's his days over there? wat to do if it rains over there? is there somebody who help the dumbdumb iron his uniform there? does he thinks of me at least once a day? does he know im thinking of him.
god. im missing him so badly. swore i never knew i could ever love a man so much. so much that i will do anything to hug him now. I wanna feel his warmth. That familiar pair of hands, which im gonna hold till the day im being put into the ground. till the day my memories are being erase out of my mind. till the day where even alpha and omega doesnt even exist when everything doesnt matter anymore.
I love you.
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
21/04/2010
Its officially one day since u went on your sailing.
All i want to do now. is to lean close to you and whisper :
Ngo hou xiong lei ah Lougong. Ngo zhen ga hou xiong lei ah. Lei fai di fan lei, hou ma.
you never know much i yearn for you to be sleeping next to me right now. I promise I'll watch you sleep. I promise.
All i want to do now. is to lean close to you and whisper :
Ngo hou xiong lei ah Lougong. Ngo zhen ga hou xiong lei ah. Lei fai di fan lei, hou ma.
you never know much i yearn for you to be sleeping next to me right now. I promise I'll watch you sleep. I promise.
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