yea guess i've began blogging once again. its the only way i can express myself, although its pathetic how im pouring my heart out to a electronic device. in fucking constrast to the image i potrait to people; being heck-care and stuff.
i really really am missing him.
tons and tons of questions in my head.
is he slping well? what does he eat there? is he eating well there? hw's his days over there? wat to do if it rains over there? is there somebody who help the dumbdumb iron his uniform there? does he thinks of me at least once a day? does he know im thinking of him.
god. im missing him so badly. swore i never knew i could ever love a man so much. so much that i will do anything to hug him now. I wanna feel his warmth. That familiar pair of hands, which im gonna hold till the day im being put into the ground. till the day my memories are being erase out of my mind. till the day where even alpha and omega doesnt even exist when everything doesnt matter anymore.
I love you.
crab claw 4 gordon
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