LOOOOOOOOOOOOONG TIME NV UPDATE LIAO :DD
kk in the form of summary (again)
14 Dec
Nv went work. Forgot donno why also LOL. k was joking. IT WAS OUR 5th MONTH MA(:
anywaes, went with Zac, Mar Ke, and B to hav POPEYES. B no money still dig out coins to bring me go eat. Photos taken but cant upload due to siaosiao lappy. And as the next day i got work and no money to eat, B gave me $10, 'just in case' pay haven come in. Seriously. he's the sweetest:DD
15 Dec
Worked. 8.30AM to 10PM. FML
16 Dec
Worked. 8.30 AM to 10PM AGAIN. FMFL.
Lucky B waited for me after work to send me home. sigh its worth the tiredness after all(:
17 Dec
Went work, then B and his friends to Seesha. THE PLACE FREAKING NICE CAN. (ex also la). Not the Cheap-skate kinds that ppl go and sit down on carpets or Hawker Chairs. eewwww. NOPE. its was set on the 2nd storey with air-con and pillows and beer......WUHOO.
By the time we waited for W's suppliers ( only we know what it is), its was close to 2AM. Decided not to go work the next day as i was having headache hence over at B's. LOL. lazy bath so B cleaned me with cloth. MACHIAM PATIENT I SWEAR. off to sleep................
18 Dec
As i said, i didnt went work, slept in till evening, went home, bathed and changed, off to SupperClub. NB. Damn hot can. DANCEFLOOR LIKE NO AIRCON. Lucky we got the VIP TABLES. And guess what. They are BEDSSSSS. omgggg. Saw Ethan, Ivan tay over there. drink dance slack went B's aft that to ZZZZZ.
19 Dec
Wake up, home, bathed and changed, went Wavehouse with B and his friends. First time there, alot of ang mohs. drink abit, then went to fetch his Mum liao. Back to B's , ZZZZZZZZ again.
20 Dec
Home, Bathed, Meet B for awhile before fetching me over to new house for family reunion dinner.
21 Dec
Worked in morning but dint went part time job. Over at B's aft work. Zzzzzzz.
22 Dec
Dint went work...slept with B whole day(: blissssssssssss(:
23 Dec
TADANG. Dint went work. Like AGAIN. lol. slept with B the whole damn day again(:
24 Dec
Went work to discover.........HALF DAY NIA. Over at B's aft work, acc him go cut hair, then at night went over to Cass's for countdown :DDD
25 Dec
CHRISTMASSSSSSS :DD
Had Christmas lunch with B and his Family, then movie at 12.25AM at Cathay. Sherlocks Holmes :DDDD (but was falling asleep as the movie ends around 3AM plusplusplus). Over at B's. ZZZZZZZ.
26 Dec
Woke up, went home rest while B went to hid school's dinner. bathed, changed, then fetched went HomeClub with B, Hanisah, and Jason. Saw Reisha and Mark Koh over there !!!!!! lol overall not bad la the trip(:
27 Dec
Supposed to have work, but ponn-ed again ^^ Acc B and Zac to gym, then subway, and back home to rest for work the next day.
28 Dec
which is TODAY, 8.36PM, im still at work. ZZZZZ. omg gtg smoke before i kill someboooooody.
CHAO PPL(:
Monday, December 28, 2009
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Jack of all trades, yet Master of .....none.
Update liao update liao :DDD
A rather long post cause im combining all the days up la.
4th Dec
Work work work...zzzz -______-
Stay over at b's.
More ZZZZZzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZZz :DD
5th Dec
Woke up, left b's house at 7pm, went home rest and bath.
BACK TO B'S HOUSE AT 12AM :DD
watch Moulin Rouge ^^ Onli then i know its prononuced as MouLAN rouge. Doesnt takes a genius to figure out who corrected my pronounciation -____-
After b finish his soccer, went to sleep, kiss me goodnight............
B : *kiss my nose*
me : AWWWWW so sweet
B : ya lor im kissing all your blackheads goodnight too .___.
me : OI (chinese) ai wu ji wu HOR. (translated to english: love me love my blackheads)
.......lol. then zzzzzzz liao :))
7th Dec
B having his MST exams so can meet up awhile nia lor.
went to eat CAR LI PENG at our house market.
simple dinner, but blissful enough(:
8th Dec
meet up with b after work awhile also(:
then drove me home liao(:
..............downstairs in his car ...............
B and me : *talking* *talking* *talking*
B : WAIT ! *tapped on the front light*
me : what what ??
B : look at me *looks at me with THAT look*
me : ??
B : ....you look so beautiful my baby(:
waaaaa NB i swear my heart jitao melted sia! i mean although i KNOW i look damn chui after a day of work, but its so heart-warming to hear these things, especially from your loved ones :DD
......and that's one of the reason why i love him. SORRY LADIES HE'S MINE :DD
9th Dec
Went B's place after work, ate a bit of hor-fun his mum bought, then sat in living room with Zac, Ray, and B to watch X-men -.-.
B was eating his apple when he asked me why i dont want. BECAUSE I EAT IT WITH THE SKIN PEELED OFF :DDDD
....then he continued to watch tv IGNORING ME !!!!
...............................
................................
................................
..............then suddenly he turn to me and said: 'NAH!'
i looked. HE ATE UP ALL THE SKIN AND GAVE ME THE APPLE MEAT (i think that's what u call it la). ALTHOUGH there's alot of bite marks (tsk. EEEeeeee. lol) , but that realli shows how much he loves me.
i swear upon my 19 years of life, on that night that was the sweetest apple i have ever eaten.
loves.
10 Dec
Met up with ZhenRen for dinner with B and Marcus after work at tiong :DDDD
Then went to acc B play golf with shaun while i sat and gossip with ZR :DDDDDD
......Had supper at the butter-chicken-place (at least that's what i call it la) , sent ZR home, then B drove me home at ard 12.30am as i still have work the day after that ZZzzzzzzzzz.
NAHBEH ANOTHER STUN FROM B AGAIN.
B: *driving* you know, i might be the jack of all trades, BUT im the master of your heart.
....CCB. heart just melted that day haven recover yet he chu stun AGAIN.
AWWWWWWW (^-^).
11 Dec
WUHOOOOOO~~~~~~
After work 6pm went home to change.
THAI DISCO AT FORUM AT NIGHT!!!!!!!
Meeting B at the disco as he have dinner and dance till 1am -______-
... so after work, went home change, out again and met ZhenRen in town for dinner at FarEast, sat outside to LITERALLY talk cock sing song (she got a lot of new korean songs).
At around 11.30pm walked to forum, met up with Aurobind and his fren.
.... B came to find me ard 1.30am...drink... then the wonderful evening ends and went his place to sleep.
JITAO TIRED OUT ARH.
12 Dec
Slept til 6pm, went home, bath and rest as the next day (which is today, NOW) got work.
13 Dec
FINALLLY blog for so long its TODAY's entry lol.
Now in office working (face-booking), later 6pm end work B coming pick me up and gg out with his classmates :DDDD
OKAY SHALL STOP HERE LIAO.
Going toilet BANG SAI LIAO.
Eat so much shit out also alot i guess lol.
CHAO People !!!
Shall update whenever i have the time ya(:
A rather long post cause im combining all the days up la.
4th Dec
Work work work...zzzz -______-
Stay over at b's.
More ZZZZZzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZZz :DD
5th Dec
Woke up, left b's house at 7pm, went home rest and bath.
BACK TO B'S HOUSE AT 12AM :DD
watch Moulin Rouge ^^ Onli then i know its prononuced as MouLAN rouge. Doesnt takes a genius to figure out who corrected my pronounciation -____-
After b finish his soccer, went to sleep, kiss me goodnight............
B : *kiss my nose*
me : AWWWWW so sweet
B : ya lor im kissing all your blackheads goodnight too .___.
me : OI (chinese) ai wu ji wu HOR. (translated to english: love me love my blackheads)
.......lol. then zzzzzzz liao :))
7th Dec
B having his MST exams so can meet up awhile nia lor.
went to eat CAR LI PENG at our house market.
simple dinner, but blissful enough(:
8th Dec
meet up with b after work awhile also(:
then drove me home liao(:
..............downstairs in his car ...............
B and me : *talking* *talking* *talking*
B : WAIT ! *tapped on the front light*
me : what what ??
B : look at me *looks at me with THAT look*
me : ??
B : ....you look so beautiful my baby(:
waaaaa NB i swear my heart jitao melted sia! i mean although i KNOW i look damn chui after a day of work, but its so heart-warming to hear these things, especially from your loved ones :DD
......and that's one of the reason why i love him. SORRY LADIES HE'S MINE :DD
9th Dec
Went B's place after work, ate a bit of hor-fun his mum bought, then sat in living room with Zac, Ray, and B to watch X-men -.-.
B was eating his apple when he asked me why i dont want. BECAUSE I EAT IT WITH THE SKIN PEELED OFF :DDDD
....then he continued to watch tv IGNORING ME !!!!
...............................
................................
................................
..............then suddenly he turn to me and said: 'NAH!'
i looked. HE ATE UP ALL THE SKIN AND GAVE ME THE APPLE MEAT (i think that's what u call it la). ALTHOUGH there's alot of bite marks (tsk. EEEeeeee. lol) , but that realli shows how much he loves me.
i swear upon my 19 years of life, on that night that was the sweetest apple i have ever eaten.
loves.
10 Dec
Met up with ZhenRen for dinner with B and Marcus after work at tiong :DDDD
Then went to acc B play golf with shaun while i sat and gossip with ZR :DDDDDD
......Had supper at the butter-chicken-place (at least that's what i call it la) , sent ZR home, then B drove me home at ard 12.30am as i still have work the day after that ZZzzzzzzzzz.
NAHBEH ANOTHER STUN FROM B AGAIN.
B: *driving* you know, i might be the jack of all trades, BUT im the master of your heart.
....CCB. heart just melted that day haven recover yet he chu stun AGAIN.
AWWWWWWW (^-^).
11 Dec
WUHOOOOOO~~~~~~
After work 6pm went home to change.
THAI DISCO AT FORUM AT NIGHT!!!!!!!
Meeting B at the disco as he have dinner and dance till 1am -______-
... so after work, went home change, out again and met ZhenRen in town for dinner at FarEast, sat outside to LITERALLY talk cock sing song (she got a lot of new korean songs).
At around 11.30pm walked to forum, met up with Aurobind and his fren.
.... B came to find me ard 1.30am...drink... then the wonderful evening ends and went his place to sleep.
JITAO TIRED OUT ARH.
12 Dec
Slept til 6pm, went home, bath and rest as the next day (which is today, NOW) got work.
13 Dec
FINALLLY blog for so long its TODAY's entry lol.
Now in office working (face-booking), later 6pm end work B coming pick me up and gg out with his classmates :DDDD
OKAY SHALL STOP HERE LIAO.
Going toilet BANG SAI LIAO.
Eat so much shit out also alot i guess lol.
CHAO People !!!
Shall update whenever i have the time ya(:
Monday, November 30, 2009
Jingle Bell Jingle Bell
FINALLY i feel christmas's approaching after the brain-washing every morning when i go work (sometimes on off-days too).
THE D-E-C-O-R-A-T-I-O-N-S on the trees lining the whole way.
-________-
b's sick.... and his exam coming soon. hope he gets better.
if not, exam and sick = killer combo man.
Met up with zhenren after my work ytd to town for dinner and slack and gossiping and coffee-ing. Was talking about alot of stuffs that were going on in our lifes. AND we came to the topic : CHRISTMAS WISHES AND PRESENTS.
HAHAHA Bestfrens will always be bestfren man!!!
Her wish was to get a Canon DSLR, while me? a Black Sony Cybershot TX1 or TX90 or TX900. Been eye-ing one since 3672347678432 years ago man.
LOL they all look pretty much the same SIA. But of cause function and resolutions and stuff-wise they differs. She recommended Canon ones, but im not much of a professional leh buy so good one FOR WHAT. plus the sleek-looking cybershot cams are like so fucking chio la.
HENCE I DECIDED LIAO...! Shall save up before christmas to reward myself with it!
Woots never had the strong motivation to do something for so long man ^^ after which whenever i drag B out we can camwhore until we go siao !!! woooooo OKAY i am SO getting the cameraaaaaaaa !
Yawns. k. excitement over. might be updating in the afternoon later on IF i feel like it lol.
fucking sleepy in office mannnnnn. miss ma b so much.
But wish he really sees the change in me. Like not so dependent on him and meeting up everytime. Guess i CAN get used to it ba(:
kk shall stop here. gg smoke.
CHAOOOOOOOO
:DDDDD
HAHAHA kk now's 2.54pm. got to update ONE thing.......
NEXT DESIGN: Barcode :DDD
number wise i donno what to put yet.
THE D-E-C-O-R-A-T-I-O-N-S on the trees lining the whole way.
-________-
b's sick.... and his exam coming soon. hope he gets better.
if not, exam and sick = killer combo man.
Met up with zhenren after my work ytd to town for dinner and slack and gossiping and coffee-ing. Was talking about alot of stuffs that were going on in our lifes. AND we came to the topic : CHRISTMAS WISHES AND PRESENTS.
HAHAHA Bestfrens will always be bestfren man!!!
Her wish was to get a Canon DSLR, while me? a Black Sony Cybershot TX1 or TX90 or TX900. Been eye-ing one since 3672347678432 years ago man.
LOL they all look pretty much the same SIA. But of cause function and resolutions and stuff-wise they differs. She recommended Canon ones, but im not much of a professional leh buy so good one FOR WHAT. plus the sleek-looking cybershot cams are like so fucking chio la.
HENCE I DECIDED LIAO...! Shall save up before christmas to reward myself with it!
Woots never had the strong motivation to do something for so long man ^^ after which whenever i drag B out we can camwhore until we go siao !!! woooooo OKAY i am SO getting the cameraaaaaaaa !
Yawns. k. excitement over. might be updating in the afternoon later on IF i feel like it lol.
fucking sleepy in office mannnnnn. miss ma b so much.
But wish he really sees the change in me. Like not so dependent on him and meeting up everytime. Guess i CAN get used to it ba(:
kk shall stop here. gg smoke.
CHAOOOOOOOO
:DDDDD
HAHAHA kk now's 2.54pm. got to update ONE thing.......
NEXT DESIGN: Barcode :DDD
number wise i donno what to put yet.
Sunday, November 29, 2009
All's well, all's well :DD
YAWNS. Monday morning. booggering. LOL i mean blogging la(:
kkkkkkkkkkk fast fast recap before i forget :
19 Nov
Lappy STILLLLLLL can't open internet browser -..-
At work....freaking tired....then suddenly recieved msg from b
'' oi can come down smoke anot ''
HE WAS DOWNSTAIRSSSS MY OFFICE !!!!
wootwoot :DD damn happy la..went down..smoke...acc him go eat...shop awhile before i rmb im still working LOL. bought me Auntie AnnIES cinnamon sugar then im back to office while b went home to change to go his swimming thing in town lo.
25 Nov
Nv went work. Slept over at b's. Something happened the night before WHAT. Shall not mention it ever again except for the phrase '' how dare you''. okay enough said.
27 Nov
Suppose to club or drink BUT went to watch Newmoon
-__________-
28 Nov
went to watch Case 39
^_______^
29 Nov
Sunday. Working. Been working for the whole damn week.
Aft work went to b's place, drove me, Zac, his mumm, mummy's sisterS to Great World City to shop and walk ard.
ORH HOR.
Now then i know watch 'Hangover' that time, it was CINDY who interrupted!!!!!!!!!
KNNBCCB. i take Narutos figurines and stuff them up her whatever holes she got then she know lim bu eh power arh !!!!!!!!! retarded bitch come disturb my date with my b, slap her give her fly high high siol.
kk shall update til here nia. gg lunch time liao ^^
Chap ppl :DDD
Last BUT not least,
wo hou oi lei arh Lou Gong
<3
kkkkkkkkkkk fast fast recap before i forget :
19 Nov
Lappy STILLLLLLL can't open internet browser -..-
At work....freaking tired....then suddenly recieved msg from b
'' oi can come down smoke anot ''
HE WAS DOWNSTAIRSSSS MY OFFICE !!!!
wootwoot :DD damn happy la..went down..smoke...acc him go eat...shop awhile before i rmb im still working LOL. bought me Auntie AnnIES cinnamon sugar then im back to office while b went home to change to go his swimming thing in town lo.
25 Nov
Nv went work. Slept over at b's. Something happened the night before WHAT. Shall not mention it ever again except for the phrase '' how dare you''. okay enough said.
27 Nov
Suppose to club or drink BUT went to watch Newmoon
-__________-
28 Nov
went to watch Case 39
^_______^
29 Nov
Sunday. Working. Been working for the whole damn week.
Aft work went to b's place, drove me, Zac, his mumm, mummy's sisterS to Great World City to shop and walk ard.
ORH HOR.
Now then i know watch 'Hangover' that time, it was CINDY who interrupted!!!!!!!!!
KNNBCCB. i take Narutos figurines and stuff them up her whatever holes she got then she know lim bu eh power arh !!!!!!!!! retarded bitch come disturb my date with my b, slap her give her fly high high siol.
kk shall update til here nia. gg lunch time liao ^^
Chap ppl :DDD
Last BUT not least,
wo hou oi lei arh Lou Gong
<3
Monday, November 16, 2009
second thoughts
10.28am.
must be wondering why im blogging at the start of day. well just wanna make a note-to-self kinda shit.
ytd he had flu. went his place to find him aft work. was drizzling but still went to find and buy his snacks n swts anywae. went up. saw his relatives.
went to his rm, didnt look at me for more than 10 secs. n kept on with his game. pestered him for his attention, but he couldnt care less. wanting to leave, thats when he stopped me. whats the use? when i was right infront of you, you dont giv a shit. when i wanted to leave to avoid any conflicts, thats only when u stop me. whats the fucking point. and he didnt even bother to send me to the lift. haha wat a joke. was still waiting, though kept rejecting him, but please dont forget something my dear. after all, im still a girl. i need your attention sometimes.
i know its a small incident, but it realli reflects what kinda person u are.
Back home, he even tries to explain himself, saying what gaming shit. so its my fault for getting pissed when u neglect me for your fucking retarded game when i go n find u aft my wrk? Perhaps he's one of those fucking morons that love playing com games and watching animes. No offence, but indeed those are fucking morons.
fine. whats past is past. sent him msg tis morning. didnt plan to but did anywae. he haven replied.
i've oready put down my pride. what more you want.
saw him online. y can he go online but cant reply me.
just wanna let him know,
dont take things for granted.
y not take a step back in time, and imagine when we just started together.
will you treat me this way?
must be wondering why im blogging at the start of day. well just wanna make a note-to-self kinda shit.
ytd he had flu. went his place to find him aft work. was drizzling but still went to find and buy his snacks n swts anywae. went up. saw his relatives.
went to his rm, didnt look at me for more than 10 secs. n kept on with his game. pestered him for his attention, but he couldnt care less. wanting to leave, thats when he stopped me. whats the use? when i was right infront of you, you dont giv a shit. when i wanted to leave to avoid any conflicts, thats only when u stop me. whats the fucking point. and he didnt even bother to send me to the lift. haha wat a joke. was still waiting, though kept rejecting him, but please dont forget something my dear. after all, im still a girl. i need your attention sometimes.
i know its a small incident, but it realli reflects what kinda person u are.
Back home, he even tries to explain himself, saying what gaming shit. so its my fault for getting pissed when u neglect me for your fucking retarded game when i go n find u aft my wrk? Perhaps he's one of those fucking morons that love playing com games and watching animes. No offence, but indeed those are fucking morons.
fine. whats past is past. sent him msg tis morning. didnt plan to but did anywae. he haven replied.
i've oready put down my pride. what more you want.
saw him online. y can he go online but cant reply me.
just wanna let him know,
dont take things for granted.
y not take a step back in time, and imagine when we just started together.
will you treat me this way?
AIYOYO~~~~~~
Once again............
HAPPI 4TH MTH MY DEAREST !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (and manymany more to come ^^)
OMGOMGOMG so happy laaa :DD
although didnt REALLY celebrate it, but as usual i still owe the same old present.
and that is ...............................
LYWK (short-form for LeeYaoWeiKim) ^^
yeap my dear IS oready my present.
except for the fact that he's priceless piece of shit (just kiddin').
well he is my...... guess u can call it precious. like one and only on earth, u know. totally impossible to find another of him.
Like no way man.
and ya. am in office now..suddenly tot of posting as well cause lappy can't open internet explorer browser but msn are all doing fine -_____-. FTW.
HENCE i've decided it'll be a thank-you post entry. And the subject? of cause its u-know-who la(:
yea so i'll like to start by thanking him for....... OMFFFF so many things to list out. im definitely not trying to make him out as though he's damn ''( insert chinese words) : wei da'' or what but too bad matter-of-fact is that, he is.
v(^-^)v
So here it goes:
first of all, thanks for his patience towards me (pardon me for not listing out ALL the incidents in which he displayed the above mentioned virtue as it'll take me quite a few days. JUST JOKIN' im just kinda lazy to list them all out lol).
yea...next up is his care and love. I KNOW I KNOW these two words are on top of the ''most-cliche-love-words-of-all-time-list'' but truth is HE IS VERY CARING OKAY. well at least to me and only me :DD
.........and though times and times again i've been tryin to push him away when he tried to understand me, he had not given up on me (but see from his jiao-bin very pe ce liao) so i'm thankful for that as well (:
hmmmm.........
OKAY
and there's my pride. like what's new man. been telling myself COMPROMISE COMPROMISE COMPROMISE ! but not acting it out.
WILL CHANGE ONE B :D
sometimes i realli wonder sia : HOW CAN SOMEONE TAHAN A GF LIKE.........ME?!!!!!!!
well heng ar got a dumbdumb that did it. LOL.
okayokay gonna stop here and go FB liao. cant post pics as like i said earlier, lappy siaosiao T_____T. HANG ON FOR DEM THOUGH!!!!
P.S. : and im so damn looking forward to meting ZR laaaa!!!! That si zhar bo MIA so damn long liao. Oh-so-many things to tell her and gossip about.
Chao for now people((:
HAPPI 4TH MTH MY DEAREST !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (and manymany more to come ^^)
OMGOMGOMG so happy laaa :DD
although didnt REALLY celebrate it, but as usual i still owe the same old present.
and that is ...............................
LYWK (short-form for LeeYaoWeiKim) ^^
yeap my dear IS oready my present.
except for the fact that he's priceless piece of shit (just kiddin').
well he is my...... guess u can call it precious. like one and only on earth, u know. totally impossible to find another of him.
Like no way man.
and ya. am in office now..suddenly tot of posting as well cause lappy can't open internet explorer browser but msn are all doing fine -_____-. FTW.
HENCE i've decided it'll be a thank-you post entry. And the subject? of cause its u-know-who la(:
yea so i'll like to start by thanking him for....... OMFFFF so many things to list out. im definitely not trying to make him out as though he's damn ''( insert chinese words) : wei da'' or what but too bad matter-of-fact is that, he is.
v(^-^)v
So here it goes:
first of all, thanks for his patience towards me (pardon me for not listing out ALL the incidents in which he displayed the above mentioned virtue as it'll take me quite a few days. JUST JOKIN' im just kinda lazy to list them all out lol).
yea...next up is his care and love. I KNOW I KNOW these two words are on top of the ''most-cliche-love-words-of-all-time-list'' but truth is HE IS VERY CARING OKAY. well at least to me and only me :DD
.........and though times and times again i've been tryin to push him away when he tried to understand me, he had not given up on me (but see from his jiao-bin very pe ce liao) so i'm thankful for that as well (:
hmmmm.........
OKAY
and there's my pride. like what's new man. been telling myself COMPROMISE COMPROMISE COMPROMISE ! but not acting it out.
WILL CHANGE ONE B :D
sometimes i realli wonder sia : HOW CAN SOMEONE TAHAN A GF LIKE.........ME?!!!!!!!
well heng ar got a dumbdumb that did it. LOL.
okayokay gonna stop here and go FB liao. cant post pics as like i said earlier, lappy siaosiao T_____T. HANG ON FOR DEM THOUGH!!!!
P.S. : and im so damn looking forward to meting ZR laaaa!!!! That si zhar bo MIA so damn long liao. Oh-so-many things to tell her and gossip about.
Chao for now people((:
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Thursday, November 5, 2009
In the Tarot
The Fool comes to the foot of an enormous black mountain where reigns a creature half goat, half god. At his hooves, naked people linked to the god's throne by chains, engage in every indulgence imaginable: sex, drugs, food, gold, drink. The closer the Fool gets, the more he feels his own earthly desires rising in him. Lust, passion, obsession, greed. "I refuse to give into you!" he roars at the Goat god, resisting with all his might. The creature returns a curious look. "All I am doing is bringing out what is already in you," the beast responds. "Such feelings are nothing to fear, nothing to be ashamed of, or even to avoid." The Fool gestures angrily at the chained men and women, "You say that even though they are enslaved?" The Goat-god mimics the Fool's gesture. "Take another look."
The Fool does so, and realizes that the chained collars the men and women wear are wide enough for them to easily slip off over their heads. "They can be free if they wish to be," the Goat-god says, "Though you are right. I am the god of your strongest desires. But you see here only those who have allowed their base, bestial desires to control them." At this the Goat-god gestures upward, toward the peak of the mountain. "You do not see those who have allowed their impulses and aspirations to take them up to the top of that mountain. Inhibitions can enslave as easily as excesses. They can keep you from following your passion to the highest heights." The Fool realizes the truth in this, and that he has mistaken the Goat-god. Here he understands now that it is not a creature of evil, but of great power, the lowest and the highest, both of beast and god. Like all power it is frightening, and dangerous...but it is also the key to freedom and transcendence if understood and well used.
The Fool does so, and realizes that the chained collars the men and women wear are wide enough for them to easily slip off over their heads. "They can be free if they wish to be," the Goat-god says, "Though you are right. I am the god of your strongest desires. But you see here only those who have allowed their base, bestial desires to control them." At this the Goat-god gestures upward, toward the peak of the mountain. "You do not see those who have allowed their impulses and aspirations to take them up to the top of that mountain. Inhibitions can enslave as easily as excesses. They can keep you from following your passion to the highest heights." The Fool realizes the truth in this, and that he has mistaken the Goat-god. Here he understands now that it is not a creature of evil, but of great power, the lowest and the highest, both of beast and god. Like all power it is frightening, and dangerous...but it is also the key to freedom and transcendence if understood and well used.
Saturday, October 24, 2009
BEAUtiful sundaeeeeeeeeeeee (eee)
HELLO hello!
lol been busy wif work n slp n shit n stuff. no time to blog niggaaaaAAAAaaaaa!
anywae anywae, summary 1st, just in case i forgot wat happen after loong time :DD
19th Oct:
OFF AT WORKKKKK cuz holiday from saturday pushed forward to Monday, which is this day ^^ donno wat national day for PRC or deepavali. forgot liao. Anywaes was off at work, hence went out with b ^^ took bus to town, and i cant believe dere's somebooooody who dint know about the under-pass to wisma -..-'''' jitao pe ce arrrr. (retardly stupid, but i still love him leh) went to get dinner at the taka the below level, den b tell me about his hildhood stories. LOL. he said three of dem (him, zac, and ray) wlways get lost when dey were young n go shopping wif their parents and kanna found at the lost n found counter LOL. cant imagine how dey look like sia. Like kim's the ''lao da'', den got two ''siao di'' following behind as dey march around the shopping centre. like cute totally la ^^
20 Oct:
went work AS USUAL (tell me more abuot tuesday blues huh) after a day off on monday. tiring day, but guess wat.....b went to suprise me at work place !!! he was waiting for me to end work downstairs la. freaking touched la. was trying to keep my cool but wondered if he could tell la. tat dumb dumb of mine. lol. went dinner after tat lor. cant be out for long as i have work the next day T_T
22 Oct:
Had a really bad day at work, tired, frustration, errors that have to be amended in data base and im not talking about a small figure. SIGH. anywaes, after work, b came to suprised me (again) ^-^ was realli realli realli happi and just makes you feel like giving him a tight hug until both of his D-cups flatten, but all i could do was just stood down dere without much expressions as i was still in the state of sheer exhaustion/ shock/ hungriness. den he brought me to have Burger King (like in a million year) and he had the new spicy crispy chix (i tink that's the name for the burhger) den i had the turkey bacon. AND he told me bacon made of pork. i stunned tio for awhile. PLS LOR. like i ate so many years liao. I DIE DIE DON BELIEVE . NEVER. RWARRR. after dinner, initial plan was to head to Mount Faber to chill, but.......................WELL lets not go to that part shall we :))
............................. P.S.: i promised myself to wait til 11.30pm. well you always said i never keep any promises, but for this i kept it. yes, for myself.
23 Oct
Puffer fish goes to work, den after work accompany b to queue to see MP guy (i tink tats the name) to defer his army. WALAOEH KNLBCCB waited til 10PM PLUS !!!!!!!
To the uncle typing his letter: HOOD JI LIAP HOR YI SI AR! TYPE SO SLOW! _l_ x 9999999999
Planned to go Sunpperclub after tat, but in the end zac said 30 Bucks not worth it (i totally agree la) den nvr go, went his hse to sleep n snore (of cause) while he played majiong with MarKe and ppl. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz -____-
24 Oct
Woke up and went home to bath, prepare, den meet b in town for dinner and (AHEM) shopping ^^ bought his tennis balls den went cine to get my studds den went coffee bean for chill den home liao. Simple but a beautiful saturday evening for me(: (apart from the shopping part laaaaa)
25 Oct
.....which is TODAY AND NOW, im in office lor. yawnssss. prolly gg for a puff aft the entry due to low nicotine level.
Weather: Going to rain just now, got thunder abit, then now sunny again. What a BEAUtiful island we have.
Food Level: Average lor, after one Otah bread, one Sausage bread, one Ham n Cheese Bread i ta bao-ed to work
Water Level: Quite thristy eh. Bought Pepsi to work ^^
Status: Missing b so much. Hope he can meet me for dinner tonight. Nxt wkend he gg advanced diving course AGAINNNNNN. OMG. but, i've got my plans. (if your reading this, RELAX, not clubbing or anything u dont like OKAY). hmmm :))
Sudden inspiration (like again):
Love is when.....................
When i think of you Wherever i am, Whatever i am doing, Whoever i am with, and Wondering whether you are doing the same too, or What will you be doing at the moment.
When i feel sad so long as i don't smell your perfume simply because it gave me a sense of security as i know that you are near me.
When i don't feel your hand and warmth and feeling so out-of-place.
When i don't see your smiles and funny faces all day and so looking forward to it at the end of the day as it is what keeps me going.
When i don't hear your voice comforting me and calling me baby ( or ''you this piece of shit'' for that matter LOL) and know deep inside that no one else can replace you because you are the only one that can call me that.
OKAY i type until my neck sibeh suan liao. Next time got time or inspiration then i continue okay people ? ^^
GTG smoke now liao.
CHAOOOOOOOO~
lol been busy wif work n slp n shit n stuff. no time to blog niggaaaaAAAAaaaaa!
anywae anywae, summary 1st, just in case i forgot wat happen after loong time :DD
19th Oct:
OFF AT WORKKKKK cuz holiday from saturday pushed forward to Monday, which is this day ^^ donno wat national day for PRC or deepavali. forgot liao. Anywaes was off at work, hence went out with b ^^ took bus to town, and i cant believe dere's somebooooody who dint know about the under-pass to wisma -..-'''' jitao pe ce arrrr. (retardly stupid, but i still love him leh) went to get dinner at the taka the below level, den b tell me about his hildhood stories. LOL. he said three of dem (him, zac, and ray) wlways get lost when dey were young n go shopping wif their parents and kanna found at the lost n found counter LOL. cant imagine how dey look like sia. Like kim's the ''lao da'', den got two ''siao di'' following behind as dey march around the shopping centre. like cute totally la ^^
20 Oct:
went work AS USUAL (tell me more abuot tuesday blues huh) after a day off on monday. tiring day, but guess wat.....b went to suprise me at work place !!! he was waiting for me to end work downstairs la. freaking touched la. was trying to keep my cool but wondered if he could tell la. tat dumb dumb of mine. lol. went dinner after tat lor. cant be out for long as i have work the next day T_T
22 Oct:
Had a really bad day at work, tired, frustration, errors that have to be amended in data base and im not talking about a small figure. SIGH. anywaes, after work, b came to suprised me (again) ^-^ was realli realli realli happi and just makes you feel like giving him a tight hug until both of his D-cups flatten, but all i could do was just stood down dere without much expressions as i was still in the state of sheer exhaustion/ shock/ hungriness. den he brought me to have Burger King (like in a million year) and he had the new spicy crispy chix (i tink that's the name for the burhger) den i had the turkey bacon. AND he told me bacon made of pork. i stunned tio for awhile. PLS LOR. like i ate so many years liao. I DIE DIE DON BELIEVE . NEVER. RWARRR. after dinner, initial plan was to head to Mount Faber to chill, but.......................WELL lets not go to that part shall we :))
............................. P.S.: i promised myself to wait til 11.30pm. well you always said i never keep any promises, but for this i kept it. yes, for myself.
23 Oct
Puffer fish goes to work, den after work accompany b to queue to see MP guy (i tink tats the name) to defer his army. WALAOEH KNLBCCB waited til 10PM PLUS !!!!!!!
To the uncle typing his letter: HOOD JI LIAP HOR YI SI AR! TYPE SO SLOW! _l_ x 9999999999
Planned to go Sunpperclub after tat, but in the end zac said 30 Bucks not worth it (i totally agree la) den nvr go, went his hse to sleep n snore (of cause) while he played majiong with MarKe and ppl. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz -____-
24 Oct
Woke up and went home to bath, prepare, den meet b in town for dinner and (AHEM) shopping ^^ bought his tennis balls den went cine to get my studds den went coffee bean for chill den home liao. Simple but a beautiful saturday evening for me(: (apart from the shopping part laaaaa)
25 Oct
.....which is TODAY AND NOW, im in office lor. yawnssss. prolly gg for a puff aft the entry due to low nicotine level.
Weather: Going to rain just now, got thunder abit, then now sunny again. What a BEAUtiful island we have.
Food Level: Average lor, after one Otah bread, one Sausage bread, one Ham n Cheese Bread i ta bao-ed to work
Water Level: Quite thristy eh. Bought Pepsi to work ^^
Status: Missing b so much. Hope he can meet me for dinner tonight. Nxt wkend he gg advanced diving course AGAINNNNNN. OMG. but, i've got my plans. (if your reading this, RELAX, not clubbing or anything u dont like OKAY). hmmm :))
Sudden inspiration (like again):
Love is when.....................
When i think of you Wherever i am, Whatever i am doing, Whoever i am with, and Wondering whether you are doing the same too, or What will you be doing at the moment.
When i feel sad so long as i don't smell your perfume simply because it gave me a sense of security as i know that you are near me.
When i don't feel your hand and warmth and feeling so out-of-place.
When i don't see your smiles and funny faces all day and so looking forward to it at the end of the day as it is what keeps me going.
When i don't hear your voice comforting me and calling me baby ( or ''you this piece of shit'' for that matter LOL) and know deep inside that no one else can replace you because you are the only one that can call me that.
OKAY i type until my neck sibeh suan liao. Next time got time or inspiration then i continue okay people ? ^^
GTG smoke now liao.
CHAOOOOOOOO~
Thursday, October 15, 2009
3rd month 3rd month 3rd month :DD
wait wait wait! first of all...............
Happi 3rd Month to my dearest b :DD !!!!!
Woots. time flies man. 3 months since i met the dumb dumb at Dbl o :D
still dare complain alot of corns in your shit.
Happi 3rd Month to my dearest b :DD !!!!!
Woots. time flies man. 3 months since i met the dumb dumb at Dbl o :D
still rmb he damn funny la. lol. scared i rape him onli. kept insisted on slping on the slping bag. LOL. Den kept check whether im crying when we're chatting the night thru. lol. flashback baby.
13 Oct
went to james' bbq wif b, zac, and the very jiao-wei shaun. LOL. at the bbq:
Me: what a bad boyfren. onli take food for himself. eat eat eat -..-
Zack: What a bad brother -___-'''
Shaun: WHat a fren ! onli know how to eat n eat n eat ! T_T
still dare complain alot of corns in your shit.
LOL. eat for like 20 mins den went to b's golf lesson liao. LOL. while the instructor went to show him n shaun the video, zac n i went to test test the club n stuff. one word: PAI-SEH -.-
den went to Killineys to have supper, as well as to count down our 3rd month :DD the butter chicken damn nice la! like totally man ^^
14 Oct
Ytd just before im gg to end work b msg me. say what he at tiong gg over find me. LOL. nabeh. actually he was oready downstairs my office wanting to give ma a suprise. omggggg. No wonder he said he's been trying to find out wher's my exact location as he wanted to suprise me. NO WONDER. kept texting me. lol. how sweet of that retard :))
went down...and outside of tower 2 to smoke...den he handed me smth......
OMFG. fuck la. i just touched my make-up up in office before i left. MUST NOT CRY WENCUI!
lolololololol. tat dumb b of mine still say: 男左女右 correct? CORRECT??
......after tat went flyers to have popeyes....LOL saw fred! he loner sia walkin alone ^^
after tat sit ard...talk....den back to b's place to sleep. and SNORE of cuz v^-^v.
YAWNS. and he n zack are at motor lesson now. me rotting at home. New habit: every now and then i'll just take the ring from the box to see it. omg. don dare to wear it. frankly if i lose it i'll probably bawl my eyes out like seriously man.
P.S. : you were so damn right when u said: although u might be strong on the outside, but you have the most fragile heart i've ever seen. im so sorry b.
Love you so much, dearest.
OK! tat's it! gg tv n bath liao peeps ! :))
chao ^^
Saturday, October 10, 2009
<3 <3 <3
YAWNS. lol. wat a nice way to start a post.
work makes me sooo tired. mentally mostly. sucks big time man. and i onli hav saturday to sleep in as sunday im workng AGAIN. sundays blues. omffffffffffff.
well anwae this post is gonna be about how i feel i guess. need to make a note. lol. just in case i forget how i felt about a particular thing, event, or person u know. lol. omg why am i so amused.
OK. anywaes, now its 5.41pm saturday aftnoon. but something that happened s few days back still caught up in my mind. or rather something that he said.
''are you so afraid to lose me that you must meet me everyday?''
i've no idea why this particular line is still stucking in my head. well perhaps i know. because they always say, the thing that bothers you the most is usually the thing that is true. BUT seriously speaking im not such a person (OK AT LEAST I TINK). like totally. then why the fuck am i so bothered about what he said. especially that line.
That particular line. Mayb he didnt realli mean it, i dont know. But one thing's for sure. He dont know how much it stabbed my heart when he said it. By now he should more or less know that im damn fucking sensitive to somethings that he do or say. simply put, by saying wat he said, it made me felt so unwanted. its like im so damn despo to meet him and stuff. like im in fact demanding to meet him. omg. it made me felt so bad. like seriously.
sigh. he'll nvr know how it realli liek hurt me u know. i dont mean to sound oh-so-fragile or watever shit. but thing is i was, or still am sad. but well i'll be ok after in few days' time.
okok. shall stop nagging here. need to go bath n rest awhile. headin social house lata i guess.
Bye ppl :'l
work makes me sooo tired. mentally mostly. sucks big time man. and i onli hav saturday to sleep in as sunday im workng AGAIN. sundays blues. omffffffffffff.
well anwae this post is gonna be about how i feel i guess. need to make a note. lol. just in case i forget how i felt about a particular thing, event, or person u know. lol. omg why am i so amused.
OK. anywaes, now its 5.41pm saturday aftnoon. but something that happened s few days back still caught up in my mind. or rather something that he said.
''are you so afraid to lose me that you must meet me everyday?''
i've no idea why this particular line is still stucking in my head. well perhaps i know. because they always say, the thing that bothers you the most is usually the thing that is true. BUT seriously speaking im not such a person (OK AT LEAST I TINK). like totally. then why the fuck am i so bothered about what he said. especially that line.
That particular line. Mayb he didnt realli mean it, i dont know. But one thing's for sure. He dont know how much it stabbed my heart when he said it. By now he should more or less know that im damn fucking sensitive to somethings that he do or say. simply put, by saying wat he said, it made me felt so unwanted. its like im so damn despo to meet him and stuff. like im in fact demanding to meet him. omg. it made me felt so bad. like seriously.
sigh. he'll nvr know how it realli liek hurt me u know. i dont mean to sound oh-so-fragile or watever shit. but thing is i was, or still am sad. but well i'll be ok after in few days' time.
okok. shall stop nagging here. need to go bath n rest awhile. headin social house lata i guess.
Bye ppl :'l
Sunday, October 4, 2009
ZZZZzzzzz + SNORES + mumble3
YAWNS.
lazy sunday afternoon again.
was actually lazy to post and update, but since've got nothing betta to do, might as well :)) lest fungus starts growing on me. (plus point ---> free mushrooms) kiddin la.
ALOT happen. at least i think so. sudden PMS-es, tiredness, lots more la. shit man. realli damn lazy to elaborate further. LOL. k la. shall make this post an ahem point-form SUMMARY again:
1)LATELY, somebooooody don't even want to talk to his girlfren siol. (U KNOW WHAT IM TALKIN ABOUT) LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.
2) saw her msg while changing his screensaver. great. made my day. what cn spell whore betta den this
3) yawns spent most of time working. OMFG. its so tiring.
4) just had one WHOLE durian by myself. mum shocked. me damn full. (bo bian ma. learning to eat for someboooody)
OK OK OK that's all i can think of. shall go back to my nap. todae= nother off day burnt. seriously, sigh.
chao people.
lazy sunday afternoon again.
was actually lazy to post and update, but since've got nothing betta to do, might as well :)) lest fungus starts growing on me. (plus point ---> free mushrooms) kiddin la.
ALOT happen. at least i think so. sudden PMS-es, tiredness, lots more la. shit man. realli damn lazy to elaborate further. LOL. k la. shall make this post an ahem point-form SUMMARY again:
1)LATELY, somebooooody don't even want to talk to his girlfren siol. (U KNOW WHAT IM TALKIN ABOUT) LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.
2) saw her msg while changing his screensaver. great. made my day. what cn spell whore betta den this
3) yawns spent most of time working. OMFG. its so tiring.
4) just had one WHOLE durian by myself. mum shocked. me damn full. (bo bian ma. learning to eat for someboooody)
OK OK OK that's all i can think of. shall go back to my nap. todae= nother off day burnt. seriously, sigh.
chao people.
Sunday, September 27, 2009
POP POP POP YOUR EYES
SHAWT CUTT AGAIM:
FINALLY wkend is here. slept for the whole of saturday, til at night went b's hse to wait for his soccer match to end b4 gg eat dinner. NAH BEH. DAMN OBVIOUS he thinks i donno about soccer HOR.
Me: Oi you support which team
He: the BLACK COLOUR one
TSK. just say MAN U LARH. I KNOW ONE HOR. small look me.
After the soccer match ended (like FINALL
Y SIOL) b drove us to POPEYES for dinner ^^ OMG!!!!! damn happi can. worth the wait. like totally :DD
FINALLY wkend is here. slept for the whole of saturday, til at night went b's hse to wait for his soccer match to end b4 gg eat dinner. NAH BEH. DAMN OBVIOUS he thinks i donno about soccer HOR.
Me: Oi you support which team
He: the BLACK COLOUR one
TSK. just say MAN U LARH. I KNOW ONE HOR. small look me.
After the soccer match ended (like FINALL
Y SIOL) b drove us to POPEYES for dinner ^^ OMG!!!!! damn happi can. worth the wait. like totally :DD
eat eat, talk talk, den went Mount Faber to enjoy breeze ^^ not bad not bad, just nvr buy hoon ki -___-
OK tats it !
chao popele! i mean PEOPLE. too much popeyes liao :))
OK tats it !
chao popele! i mean PEOPLE. too much popeyes liao :))
Sunday, September 20, 2009
SUM SUM SUM summary :))
18 Sep: Was temp-ing receptionist at Mastercard int. when after lunch time saw ASP's david chew !!!! lol. ( last time pub customer) damn shocked la. LOL. was kinda bored the whole day, and the hurting lungs doesnt made it better man. luckily was meeting zhenren for dinner after work. MOTIVATION baby :)))
meet her at town ard 7.30pm, went cine for dinner...den walk ard.. chat... when she suggested going esplanade -..- hahaha it was fun though, she bought candy floss (purple = very zhenren), and i bought popcorn (sugar-ed ones T_T) and had ourselves sat on the steps by the river and talk. btw realli hope she's ok, with regards to her family ting. god bless my fren ok :)
after that b and zac came find us after their gym/golf/tennis session -___-. stooopid sia. can even find car park. actually wanted to go Lau Ba Sa eat one, but zac not feeling well so headed home. heng he nvr fainted on the way home !!!!! den b sent zhenren home, den went home to bath. (By now i tink shud be 19 Sep liao.)
19 Sep
b drove us to East Cpast Park at 3AM for CARL's JR!!!!!!!! OMFOMFOMF. damn happi can :DD aft tat show me his old houses. trust me, its FARKING HUGE. and his old shop KIMZARA. hahaha. donno y the name just made me laugh sia. btw we return back home was ard 6plus. jiktao headed to bed :DDDD
meet her at town ard 7.30pm, went cine for dinner...den walk ard.. chat... when she suggested going esplanade -..- hahaha it was fun though, she bought candy floss (purple = very zhenren), and i bought popcorn (sugar-ed ones T_T) and had ourselves sat on the steps by the river and talk. btw realli hope she's ok, with regards to her family ting. god bless my fren ok :)
after that b and zac came find us after their gym/golf/tennis session -___-. stooopid sia. can even find car park. actually wanted to go Lau Ba Sa eat one, but zac not feeling well so headed home. heng he nvr fainted on the way home !!!!! den b sent zhenren home, den went home to bath. (By now i tink shud be 19 Sep liao.)
19 Sep
b drove us to East Cpast Park at 3AM for CARL's JR!!!!!!!! OMFOMFOMF. damn happi can :DD aft tat show me his old houses. trust me, its FARKING HUGE. and his old shop KIMZARA. hahaha. donno y the name just made me laugh sia. btw we return back home was ard 6plus. jiktao headed to bed :DDDD
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
2nd Month de celebration :DD
Woots!!!!
...went to meet b at 7pm for our 2nd month celebration :))
actually had POPEYES in mind, but.....
B : NO ! NO POPEYES !
me : WHYYYYYYY -_____- sian1/2
B : because the traffic noe is like sai, and i oready made reservations at a jap restaurant ^^
me : WTF !? need to be so '' long zhong '' meh??
B : ^-^
and off we went to MINORI :DD
food was nice...especially the shishamo and soft shell crab handroll ! just that b kept forcing me to eat the yellow tail slices and others T_T. I KNOW he wants me to enjoy good and healthy food, BUT dey just tastes like -.- and the texture are ..... -.- BUT i will learn to eat dem sooner or later k B !!!
after that went to fetch Zac and Marcus to join us for karaoke at Katong :))) WALAOEH. the children ghost stories dey said were creeping me out la k ! WTF. Marcus said that time dey were playing hide-and-seek inside the mall, and two of dem were running, but CCTV onli showed one of dem running at high-speed. Like just zoomed past la. OMGGGGG. i was creeping out man.
den after karoke, went to play pool for awhile , den i suggested L4D :DDDD
AND dey chose SURVIVAL MODE -..- NO WONDER, the enemies like forever neverending one siol.
.......
.......
after we finish playing it was about 4am, den B asked me whether wanna beer anot.
me (of course) : v(^-^)v
....den b's hse to drink....LOL. not forgetting our 2nd month's toast :)))
and here i am, at home blogging about the day's event ^^
OK shall end it here 1st. gtg eat dessert liao :))))
CHAO PPL :))
god bless.
Monday, September 14, 2009
黑皮2nd MONTH B ~~~~
lolololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololol becuz......
黑皮2nd MONTH B ~~~~
lol. ytd went to serangoon for supper wif b, his bro, and yifeng. donno y but just keep thinking of tis:
when crossing road.....
B: got car got car, walk faster la (pushing me)
B: Oi i save your life hor, you must yi shen xiang xu
me: -..- zebra-crossing there onli ma (pointing towards 3 steps away from us)
B: oi you don like that leh
me: L O L
lol. mayb im starting to take note of the minor things that happen. u know. lol. ok. gonna stop here liao. gg eat green bean soup.
CHAOOO PPL :DDD
loving him more as each day passes by
黑皮2nd MONTH B ~~~~
lol. ytd went to serangoon for supper wif b, his bro, and yifeng. donno y but just keep thinking of tis:
when crossing road.....
B: got car got car, walk faster la (pushing me)
B: Oi i save your life hor, you must yi shen xiang xu
me: -..- zebra-crossing there onli ma (pointing towards 3 steps away from us)
B: oi you don like that leh
me: L O L
lol. mayb im starting to take note of the minor things that happen. u know. lol. ok. gonna stop here liao. gg eat green bean soup.
CHAOOO PPL :DDD
loving him more as each day passes by
Friday, September 11, 2009
TGFE (Thank God For Everything)
im so glad i've frens who were dere when i needed dem the most.
im so glad that i've someone loving me so much too :))
im so glad that i've someone loving me so much too :))
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Sunday, September 6, 2009
unbearable
short-cut:
b brought me to Timbre. lol. 1st time dere. DON SAY IM SUA GU HOR. love the band ! (think dere're called goodfellas). seriously realli njoyed it n thanks b for bringing me dere. luvman.
working...suntec n moshi2...
and now im feeling like one fuck. bleeding worsened over the evening. tmr or tues ZR accompanying me for scan. dint want to tell him lest he thinks im being so drama. n the tot of it just saddens me. but guess i just need someone by my side. god bless. right now im feeling so ironic. On one hand im afraid he might leave me for whatever shit's going, but on the other i wanna persuade him to find someone else. i realli don deserve him. don wana drag him down . and im not saying this because i wan to seem oh-so-great or what. it's because i love this guy. simple as that.
sometimes deep down i agree with him whenever he joked that im a piece of shit. i am, indeed.
something's very wrong.
the pain's getting unbearable.
feels as if dey're pulling themselves out from my body.
omfg.
mayb i shud just disappear
to shorten the pain
b brought me to Timbre. lol. 1st time dere. DON SAY IM SUA GU HOR. love the band ! (think dere're called goodfellas). seriously realli njoyed it n thanks b for bringing me dere. luvman.
working...suntec n moshi2...
and now im feeling like one fuck. bleeding worsened over the evening. tmr or tues ZR accompanying me for scan. dint want to tell him lest he thinks im being so drama. n the tot of it just saddens me. but guess i just need someone by my side. god bless. right now im feeling so ironic. On one hand im afraid he might leave me for whatever shit's going, but on the other i wanna persuade him to find someone else. i realli don deserve him. don wana drag him down . and im not saying this because i wan to seem oh-so-great or what. it's because i love this guy. simple as that.
sometimes deep down i agree with him whenever he joked that im a piece of shit. i am, indeed.
something's very wrong.
the pain's getting unbearable.
feels as if dey're pulling themselves out from my body.
omfg.
mayb i shud just disappear
to shorten the pain
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
IS THERE ANY BAR NEARBY? its lunchtime -.-
LOL PAISEH SHORT-CUT AGAIN :
went to do roadshow in morning. LOL. tat stupid ang mo. ask me '' is there any BAR nearby? '' he asked me at 12PM. WTFWTFWTF. aft tat rushed to lavender (kallang) to sign my agreement, aft which rushed to wisma for ma interview again ^^ hired on the spot for MoshiMoshi Jewellery ^^ tmr's gonna be a tiring day again mna. After roadshow gonna rush to wisma for my job. But at least wat Jieying said was correct la: working DO helps to get my mind off b's absence :))) but still, i miss him loads.its like, i'll think of what is he doing, will he think of me, and is he thinking of me at the point of time im thinking of him :))) sigh. MA SI BO BIAN. hav to wait til weekend no matter wat -..-
OOOKIE DOKEY. gonna stop here. feet pain like sai la. stood all day. gtg rest liao.
Chao peeps !
god bless :DD
went to do roadshow in morning. LOL. tat stupid ang mo. ask me '' is there any BAR nearby? '' he asked me at 12PM. WTFWTFWTF. aft tat rushed to lavender (kallang) to sign my agreement, aft which rushed to wisma for ma interview again ^^ hired on the spot for MoshiMoshi Jewellery ^^ tmr's gonna be a tiring day again mna. After roadshow gonna rush to wisma for my job. But at least wat Jieying said was correct la: working DO helps to get my mind off b's absence :))) but still, i miss him loads.its like, i'll think of what is he doing, will he think of me, and is he thinking of me at the point of time im thinking of him :))) sigh. MA SI BO BIAN. hav to wait til weekend no matter wat -..-
OOOKIE DOKEY. gonna stop here. feet pain like sai la. stood all day. gtg rest liao.
Chao peeps !
god bless :DD
Monday, August 31, 2009
two weeks, as in REALLI two weeks
short-cut :DD
30 August:
When b's place...showed me his childhood pictures (OMFGGGGG) and told me his childhood stories (LOL). The most vivid one in my mind was the crayon one. he was still young den one day b took crayon and drew a line on the wall. LOL and then he used his body to cover it and kepy crying when his mum walked pass. LOL. seriously damn cute can! hahaha we lay on bed and chatted til about 6am when i fell aslp and b talked to himself for a further 10 mins as he dint know i was aslp UNTIL he heard my snoring. ^^
31 august:
initally wanted to go back to queensway to celebrate teacher's day, but cant make it in time as stayed over at b's the night before. rushed home for interview in aftnoon, but manager wasnt in, so was told to go back ard 7pm. Hav an hour of allowance, so went cineleisure to find ng min, valencia, audrey, zhenren for dinner at hong kong cafe ^^ den went back for interview, and then went raffles city to find zhenren and her bf to chill at starbucks :D waited for b to come...an while i was at toilet tat dumb b went market place to buy ingredients (minced beef and pasta sauces) to cook FOR ME. lol. silly b. was damn touched la. den went his hse and TADANG~ WE COOKED ONE HOR: (k la i did the stirring and stuff ^^ most of it thanks to b)
01 september:
woke up liao, b rushing for his on-board time. he took off first, while i waited for rain to stop. LOL. took buz from his hse the bustop, alighted at BM interchange, den took nother bus to stop at MY SIDE of the road -..- after tat waited for rain to stop at blk 96, den a malay guy offer to shelter me to my block. SERIOUSLY. im damn thankful la. god bless him man :DD den home liao, blog, Facebook, msg b. tried to upload pics on blog, but tink cuz of connection problems couldnt do so at the moment -_____-
OK. tats it for now ! gtg for dinner liao.
Chao ppl ^^
30 August:
When b's place...showed me his childhood pictures (OMFGGGGG) and told me his childhood stories (LOL). The most vivid one in my mind was the crayon one. he was still young den one day b took crayon and drew a line on the wall. LOL and then he used his body to cover it and kepy crying when his mum walked pass. LOL. seriously damn cute can! hahaha we lay on bed and chatted til about 6am when i fell aslp and b talked to himself for a further 10 mins as he dint know i was aslp UNTIL he heard my snoring. ^^
31 august:
initally wanted to go back to queensway to celebrate teacher's day, but cant make it in time as stayed over at b's the night before. rushed home for interview in aftnoon, but manager wasnt in, so was told to go back ard 7pm. Hav an hour of allowance, so went cineleisure to find ng min, valencia, audrey, zhenren for dinner at hong kong cafe ^^ den went back for interview, and then went raffles city to find zhenren and her bf to chill at starbucks :D waited for b to come...an while i was at toilet tat dumb b went market place to buy ingredients (minced beef and pasta sauces) to cook FOR ME. lol. silly b. was damn touched la. den went his hse and TADANG~ WE COOKED ONE HOR: (k la i did the stirring and stuff ^^ most of it thanks to b)
01 september:
woke up liao, b rushing for his on-board time. he took off first, while i waited for rain to stop. LOL. took buz from his hse the bustop, alighted at BM interchange, den took nother bus to stop at MY SIDE of the road -..- after tat waited for rain to stop at blk 96, den a malay guy offer to shelter me to my block. SERIOUSLY. im damn thankful la. god bless him man :DD den home liao, blog, Facebook, msg b. tried to upload pics on blog, but tink cuz of connection problems couldnt do so at the moment -_____-
OK. tats it for now ! gtg for dinner liao.
Chao ppl ^^
Saturday, August 29, 2009
SUNDAE=RAIN=OFFICE=BURP
YAWNS.
its a rainy sunday morning. i SHUD be at home lying on ma bed til evening (OMFG damn tempting sial). BUT, im here in office typing tis stupid entry. just had mee and bee hoon (mum packed for me ^^). she damn cute sia. it initially was from the market, u know the packet kind, the mee and bee hoon below and ingredients on top. Den she help me put into the lunch box and open it for me to see like : 'TADANG! SEE! EASIER TO BRING!' LOGICALLY SPEAKING, when u switched the food from the packet to the box, shud be mee and bee hoon on top of the ingredients right? BUT NO. its was nicely placed in the box ( ingredients on top, mee and bee hoon below). den i asked her: ' shudnt be the other way round meh??' den she: ' LOL, i jitao slide the whole packet of food into the box :DDD'
-________- SLIDE. she even added the sound effect: '' SHUUU the food down the packet into the box''
LOLOLOLOLOL. buey tahan her la. just now in the morning( still quite sunny tat time) she went to do the laundry. 4mins later, i saw her taking the laundry back. LOL. cuz it started to rain. she even commented: ' jiak ba bo sai bang. i take the laundry in the sun for 5 mins and take back in again. -..-' LOL. i was utterly speechless (almost choked on my bread).
AND EVIDENTLY, im was bored now. i can spent 2/3 of the entry talking about a packet of mee cham bee hoon breakfast. HENCE, shall stop here. cont when i get home later ba ^^
its a rainy sunday morning. i SHUD be at home lying on ma bed til evening (OMFG damn tempting sial). BUT, im here in office typing tis stupid entry. just had mee and bee hoon (mum packed for me ^^). she damn cute sia. it initially was from the market, u know the packet kind, the mee and bee hoon below and ingredients on top. Den she help me put into the lunch box and open it for me to see like : 'TADANG! SEE! EASIER TO BRING!' LOGICALLY SPEAKING, when u switched the food from the packet to the box, shud be mee and bee hoon on top of the ingredients right? BUT NO. its was nicely placed in the box ( ingredients on top, mee and bee hoon below). den i asked her: ' shudnt be the other way round meh??' den she: ' LOL, i jitao slide the whole packet of food into the box :DDD'
-________- SLIDE. she even added the sound effect: '' SHUUU the food down the packet into the box''
LOLOLOLOLOL. buey tahan her la. just now in the morning( still quite sunny tat time) she went to do the laundry. 4mins later, i saw her taking the laundry back. LOL. cuz it started to rain. she even commented: ' jiak ba bo sai bang. i take the laundry in the sun for 5 mins and take back in again. -..-' LOL. i was utterly speechless (almost choked on my bread).
AND EVIDENTLY, im was bored now. i can spent 2/3 of the entry talking about a packet of mee cham bee hoon breakfast. HENCE, shall stop here. cont when i get home later ba ^^
Friday, August 28, 2009
LOL penguuuuuuuuin
YAY!!!!!
b nv went on board today as his muscles aching ^^
TOOK HIS PASSPORT PIC LOL:
...tat idiot saw me takin it and asked: '' got wat diff? the hair right? which hair betta?''
before i cn reply he piak me on the face -..-
aft which i said: '' u look fatter now lor''
LOL him: '' I KNEW u going to say tat ! tats y slap u 1st!''
hahaha kk short post again...gonna hit my food again liao. Chao ppl !
god bless :DDD
b nv went on board today as his muscles aching ^^
TOOK HIS PASSPORT PIC LOL:
...tat idiot saw me takin it and asked: '' got wat diff? the hair right? which hair betta?''
before i cn reply he piak me on the face -..-
aft which i said: '' u look fatter now lor''
LOL him: '' I KNEW u going to say tat ! tats y slap u 1st!''
hahaha kk short post again...gonna hit my food again liao. Chao ppl !
god bless :DDD
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Saying
nothing much todae.
nuahed. swollen eyes. right side gastric hurts lyke big fuck.
he said to have the thinking, that even if he's not by my side, his heart will always be with me, and tat he'll always be mine. yea i know that. but it just seemed so hard to work it out when it comes to the real situation. my god. cant believe tat i realli broke down infront of him. im just so sad. Though i know he'll onli be gone sailing for 2wks, it still makes me so, well sad. mayb im just too used to have him by my side i guess. My onli hope, or can onli hope for, is :
FASTER LET THE TWO WEEKS PASSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
Jy came to talk to me online. told her the situation. she said:
i understand tt kind of feeling
juz see how long it can last lor... i noe it sounds very -ve but ...... reali lyk theres no choice now
=[
even the person whu brought us tgt said so. omg. seems lyke im not the onli one tat's so. fucked.
Mayb the company of his frens is much more den being wif me after all.
aiyo. im so lorso until i myself oso cant tahan sia. k la. shall end here. nites peeps.
P.S: B ar,
you've no idea how much i love you.
its more than ' head over heels' can even describe.
nuahed. swollen eyes. right side gastric hurts lyke big fuck.
he said to have the thinking, that even if he's not by my side, his heart will always be with me, and tat he'll always be mine. yea i know that. but it just seemed so hard to work it out when it comes to the real situation. my god. cant believe tat i realli broke down infront of him. im just so sad. Though i know he'll onli be gone sailing for 2wks, it still makes me so, well sad. mayb im just too used to have him by my side i guess. My onli hope, or can onli hope for, is :
FASTER LET THE TWO WEEKS PASSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
Jy came to talk to me online. told her the situation. she said:
i understand tt kind of feeling
juz see how long it can last lor... i noe it sounds very -ve but ...... reali lyk theres no choice now
=[
even the person whu brought us tgt said so. omg. seems lyke im not the onli one tat's so. fucked.
Mayb the company of his frens is much more den being wif me after all.
aiyo. im so lorso until i myself oso cant tahan sia. k la. shall end here. nites peeps.
P.S: B ar,
you've no idea how much i love you.
its more than ' head over heels' can even describe.
And and , just came across these words lol:
Im gonna write ''I MISS YOU'' on the all bricks and hope one of them falls on your head so you know how it hurts to miss someone like you. LOL. ( imagine the scene LOL)
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
2 wks
sometimes
i realli wish i wasnt such a whinny bitch after all.
it irritates ppl, n well i am.
ma life officially went into a new low
i realli wish i wasnt such a whinny bitch after all.
it irritates ppl, n well i am.
ma life officially went into a new low
Monday, August 24, 2009
金
如果你问我, 最幸福的事是什么
我也许会回答:
是当有某人默默地在旁照顾你, 守护你. 没有任何条件, 或要求任何者利益地去爱你,
去疼你.
这就我最幸福的事.
这一次,
我想我应该是真的爱上他le (cant find the fucking chinese word in the online dictionary).
:))))
我也许会回答:
是当有某人默默地在旁照顾你, 守护你. 没有任何条件, 或要求任何者利益地去爱你,
去疼你.
这就我最幸福的事.
这一次,
我想我应该是真的爱上他le (cant find the fucking chinese word in the online dictionary).
:))))
Sunday, August 23, 2009
AH~
short-cut again :
went to work in morning...freezing all the way -..-
..met b for dinner. passed me his thumb-drive for Bruno LOL. gonna watch it tmr i tink. had LJS. den headed home as we both (sick cats) need to rest.
sudden inspiration :D (veri short onli la)
without you by my side, i cant feel.
neither can i talk, think, or breathe.
luv ya b :))
Okie gotta end here. gtg rest soon.
nites peeps!
god bless :))
went to work in morning...freezing all the way -..-
..met b for dinner. passed me his thumb-drive for Bruno LOL. gonna watch it tmr i tink. had LJS. den headed home as we both (sick cats) need to rest.
sudden inspiration :D (veri short onli la)
without you by my side, i cant feel.
neither can i talk, think, or breathe.
luv ya b :))
Okie gotta end here. gtg rest soon.
nites peeps!
god bless :))
Saturday, August 22, 2009
More of an OMFG, a little of LOL
OMFGGGGG.
short-cut to ytd nite's event:
went to moon bar wif yong xing. LOL. got KINDA tired dere. the boss saw me and asked his fren to ask me whether im interested in working dere. 12 BUCKS per hour holyshit. tempting sia. b came to find me from his fren's 21st bd. WAT DO I KEEP DESTROYING PEOPLE'S 21ST BIRTHDAYS??? fk.
anywae said alot things tat i shudnt hav said to b. IM SORRY. as in seriously. omg. i dint want him to think that im limiting his freedom or watever shit, but what i've portrayed seemed as though i AM tat way. wtf. and i don understand y b can put up wif me for all these. frankly if i hav a gf lyke me, i'll vomit blood/ kill her den vomit blood.
.........
.........
.........
.........
fast-forward~~
....back to b's place. b changed n put me to bed while i smelt lyke a rotten piece of cuttlefish. OYA i broke my sandals once again. GRREEAATT. woke up...ask b to cook mee for me. OKAY, gonna be a lil drama here: the noodle tasted like the best food in the world. nothing can beat it, not even buddha-jump-over-the-wall or abalone or watever delicacies u name. hahaha. lyke wat he always said, perhaps its cooked ''showered with love'' :DDDD
OK. gonna make myself promise him something:
I WILL NVR GET SO DRUNK EVER AGAIN (AT LEAST I TRY MA BEST) AND DISRUPT HIS GATHERINGs WIF HIS FRENS. LUVS B :))
hav been askin myself or even god. wat did i do to deserve this ? it sounds lyke a tragedy here, but pls read on OK. i mean, did i realli done alot of good deeds and in return karma sent me an (LOL) angel? SERIOUSLY LA i dont tink so leh. i throw cigarette butts outta the window after smoking, pretend to be sleeping on trains (SOMETIMES ONLI HOR) so i don ever hav to let my seat out, often laugh at people's misfortune, etc LOLOLOLOLOL. just afraid god might, one day, find out that i've been awarded wif good karma instead of the bad ones, and decided to take it all away. i will definitely be very sad. devastated. no. no words can describe then.
alrighty, dumoed my loads liao. gtg jiak dor (7th month) wif family liao.
chao peeps !!!
god bless yow :))
short-cut to ytd nite's event:
went to moon bar wif yong xing. LOL. got KINDA tired dere. the boss saw me and asked his fren to ask me whether im interested in working dere. 12 BUCKS per hour holyshit. tempting sia. b came to find me from his fren's 21st bd. WAT DO I KEEP DESTROYING PEOPLE'S 21ST BIRTHDAYS??? fk.
anywae said alot things tat i shudnt hav said to b. IM SORRY. as in seriously. omg. i dint want him to think that im limiting his freedom or watever shit, but what i've portrayed seemed as though i AM tat way. wtf. and i don understand y b can put up wif me for all these. frankly if i hav a gf lyke me, i'll vomit blood/ kill her den vomit blood.
.........
.........
.........
.........
fast-forward~~
....back to b's place. b changed n put me to bed while i smelt lyke a rotten piece of cuttlefish. OYA i broke my sandals once again. GRREEAATT. woke up...ask b to cook mee for me. OKAY, gonna be a lil drama here: the noodle tasted like the best food in the world. nothing can beat it, not even buddha-jump-over-the-wall or abalone or watever delicacies u name. hahaha. lyke wat he always said, perhaps its cooked ''showered with love'' :DDDD
OK. gonna make myself promise him something:
I WILL NVR GET SO DRUNK EVER AGAIN (AT LEAST I TRY MA BEST) AND DISRUPT HIS GATHERINGs WIF HIS FRENS. LUVS B :))
hav been askin myself or even god. wat did i do to deserve this ? it sounds lyke a tragedy here, but pls read on OK. i mean, did i realli done alot of good deeds and in return karma sent me an (LOL) angel? SERIOUSLY LA i dont tink so leh. i throw cigarette butts outta the window after smoking, pretend to be sleeping on trains (SOMETIMES ONLI HOR) so i don ever hav to let my seat out, often laugh at people's misfortune, etc LOLOLOLOLOL. just afraid god might, one day, find out that i've been awarded wif good karma instead of the bad ones, and decided to take it all away. i will definitely be very sad. devastated. no. no words can describe then.
alrighty, dumoed my loads liao. gtg jiak dor (7th month) wif family liao.
chao peeps !!!
god bless yow :))
Thursday, August 20, 2009
FOOD REPUBLIC: KILLER
LOL just back from movie with b...went for interview at NY skin solutions. (ryan's cousin intro one) :DD TI GONG POR BI.
den once again, dua-ed ryan and kelvin for dinner. LOL. meet b for movie LAST HOUSE ON THE LEFT. nice ! sorta reminded me of WRONG TURN. think cause of the landscape n settings. lots of gore too.
den b sent me home as he needed to go sch early in morning + its 7th month -.- ...njoyed the ride back home more than the movie siaaa. lol. n he said MAYB he's gg to cook SPAG GA TII tmr :DDDDD omg. damn swt can. as the saying goes: in order for the woman to grab the heart of a man, you'll need to grab his stomach 1st. it works the same for women too i guess :)))) (though he kinda failed on his maggie mee tat time T_____T).
...just had tau huey/huay.. nice cuz im hungry i tink. OYA. talking about food now. DON EVER EAT AT FOOD REPUBLIC AGAIN SIAAA. damn ex la dey. my nasi lemak onli got dish cake, hotdog, fried sotong thingy, set me back 4.6 DOLLAAAAAAA. AI SI SIA. (make mental note to onli eat dere when 1. im damn hungry or 2. im feeling damn rich )
DISCUSSION OF FOOD REPUBLIC WIF FREDRIK:
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
prawn noodle lol
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
u leh?
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
4.6 nasi lemak
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
DAMN EX
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
onli got fish cake, hotdog, sotong
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
haha walao
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
can die sia
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
where u go find this kinda of nasi lemak sia
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
so excuisite
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
hahaha!
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
NICE PHRASING
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
FOOD REPUBLIC
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
KANNNN EX ar
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
hahaha no wonder lah
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
food republic the thing CANNOT eat one!
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
hahaha super ex sia
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
lol and its like normal food only
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
i REALISED TAT
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
EX AR
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
wahahahha
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
tmr go burn them down
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
lol
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
drive one limosine full of cooking oil into their stalls
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
hahaha and go rub 2 sticks until got sparks
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
then throw the spark inside hahaha!
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
1) i don hav car
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
2) the food republic is located at level 3
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
3) i got lighter LEH
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
hahahaha
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
1) can rent one mah
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
2) hahaha drive up the carpark and ram it over the roof to wisma
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
3)hahaha like that then got the excietment mah!
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
lol rub as fast as u can light and run
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
first one to do it will get a free propangn bomb for ur next mission
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
L O LLL
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
bt i like the reward!!
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
no laaa
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
we went the vivo one
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
lata we happi happi burn the place 4got abt the car
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
drive inside water
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
wahahaha
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
oooh vivo ah that one tricky ah
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
lol use airplane i guess lol
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
ka ka ram only
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
lol dont need the car lah
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
borrow from friend
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
then tell him the car he nvr pay road tax kana taken and destroyed liao
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
l o lllllll
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
ALL ThIS!!
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
just cause of a plate of
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
NASI LEMAK
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
hahaha THEY MUST PAY!
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
lol
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
FOR THE EXPENSIVE FOOD!
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
hahaaha the rest of the stall holders there will be like "wtf did i do to deserve this?!?"
LOLOLOLOLOL was practically LMFAO man ~
OKEY DOKEY. gonna stop here. neck pain + left toe cramp + sleepiness.
nites everyboooooooooooooooody ~
:D
god bless.
den once again, dua-ed ryan and kelvin for dinner. LOL. meet b for movie LAST HOUSE ON THE LEFT. nice ! sorta reminded me of WRONG TURN. think cause of the landscape n settings. lots of gore too.
den b sent me home as he needed to go sch early in morning + its 7th month -.- ...njoyed the ride back home more than the movie siaaa. lol. n he said MAYB he's gg to cook SPAG GA TII tmr :DDDDD omg. damn swt can. as the saying goes: in order for the woman to grab the heart of a man, you'll need to grab his stomach 1st. it works the same for women too i guess :)))) (though he kinda failed on his maggie mee tat time T_____T).
...just had tau huey/huay.. nice cuz im hungry i tink. OYA. talking about food now. DON EVER EAT AT FOOD REPUBLIC AGAIN SIAAA. damn ex la dey. my nasi lemak onli got dish cake, hotdog, fried sotong thingy, set me back 4.6 DOLLAAAAAAA. AI SI SIA. (make mental note to onli eat dere when 1. im damn hungry or 2. im feeling damn rich )
DISCUSSION OF FOOD REPUBLIC WIF FREDRIK:
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
prawn noodle lol
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
u leh?
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
4.6 nasi lemak
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
DAMN EX
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
onli got fish cake, hotdog, sotong
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
haha walao
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
can die sia
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
where u go find this kinda of nasi lemak sia
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
so excuisite
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
hahaha!
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
NICE PHRASING
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
FOOD REPUBLIC
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
KANNNN EX ar
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
hahaha no wonder lah
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
food republic the thing CANNOT eat one!
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
hahaha super ex sia
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
lol and its like normal food only
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
i REALISED TAT
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
EX AR
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
wahahahha
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
tmr go burn them down
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
lol
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
drive one limosine full of cooking oil into their stalls
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
hahaha and go rub 2 sticks until got sparks
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
then throw the spark inside hahaha!
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
1) i don hav car
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
2) the food republic is located at level 3
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
3) i got lighter LEH
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
hahahaha
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
1) can rent one mah
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
2) hahaha drive up the carpark and ram it over the roof to wisma
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
3)hahaha like that then got the excietment mah!
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
lol rub as fast as u can light and run
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
first one to do it will get a free propangn bomb for ur next mission
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
L O LLL
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
bt i like the reward!!
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
no laaa
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
we went the vivo one
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
lata we happi happi burn the place 4got abt the car
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
drive inside water
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
wahahaha
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
oooh vivo ah that one tricky ah
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
lol use airplane i guess lol
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
ka ka ram only
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
lol dont need the car lah
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
borrow from friend
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
then tell him the car he nvr pay road tax kana taken and destroyed liao
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
l o lllllll
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
ALL ThIS!!
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
just cause of a plate of
ileum--... im still breathing. says:
NASI LEMAK
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
hahaha THEY MUST PAY!
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
lol
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
FOR THE EXPENSIVE FOOD!
[c=32]- freDICK -[/c] /// says:
hahaaha the rest of the stall holders there will be like "wtf did i do to deserve this?!?"
LOLOLOLOLOL was practically LMFAO man ~
OKEY DOKEY. gonna stop here. neck pain + left toe cramp + sleepiness.
nites everyboooooooooooooooody ~
:D
god bless.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
OOOPPPSSS
just back from dinner wif mum at bugis.... the ''you tiao'' veh nice :DD
..after tat went to have dessert. sis ordered egg pudding and i had almond paste. NOT BAD LA. tink cuz i had it after two bowls of rice -.-. kan full siaaaaa.
LOL. after tat went to meet b for a short while as he needs to study for his test tmr. LOL.
secret: after tat went home n propaganded mum to drink. den went down kopitiam to get 4 bottles :DDDD ( by the time b reads this it'll be too late liao) FINE LA I BROKE MA PROMISE BUT IM REALLI BORED AT HOME OK.
...kwang wei asked me to volunteer for his blood taking thing tmr. I SAID YES. shit. WTF DID I DO TAT FOR?! ._____. gtg SP at 6pm den. OMFG.
OKIE. shall stop here. cont wif my thang :)))
nites in advance peeps !
..after tat went to have dessert. sis ordered egg pudding and i had almond paste. NOT BAD LA. tink cuz i had it after two bowls of rice -.-. kan full siaaaaa.
LOL. after tat went to meet b for a short while as he needs to study for his test tmr. LOL.
secret: after tat went home n propaganded mum to drink. den went down kopitiam to get 4 bottles :DDDD ( by the time b reads this it'll be too late liao) FINE LA I BROKE MA PROMISE BUT IM REALLI BORED AT HOME OK.
...kwang wei asked me to volunteer for his blood taking thing tmr. I SAID YES. shit. WTF DID I DO TAT FOR?! ._____. gtg SP at 6pm den. OMFG.
OKIE. shall stop here. cont wif my thang :)))
nites in advance peeps !
Monday, August 17, 2009
C.S (chua sai)
yo peeps~~~
FIRST OF ALL
SI BF. mailto:%5E&*Y&@Y#&$(#**#$. FK. came to find me for awhile after his company dinner. scare me from my hse staircase. result? C.S.
now as im posting this entry, a series of events are going on:
im asking fredrik about his excused-BMT .
AND he's telling me about his plan to draw pokemons EVERYDAY as a symbol of ranks -.- I CHOOSE U ! LMAO. tat gila guy lol.
my stomach is 'gruuuuu-ing'.
my right leg is veri itchy and im scratching it.
im dozin' off.
im missing AHEM.
SIGH. must wait til thurs b4 he's OFFICIALLY MINE (muahahahahahahahaha) (for the holiday la). KANSIAN
ITS OK! MOTIVATION MOTIVATION MOTIVATION WENCUI !
omfg i mangaged to type out 3 motivation ( now its the 4th) without any spelling error. my eyes realli closing siaaaaaa. AN ACHIEVEMENT! watever. lol. omg. im realli going bonkers. yawns.
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OK FINE. I CANT TAKE IT LIAO. gtg slp. HENG AR. brushed ma teeth just now liao. if not will be damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn lazy to move my ass now.
am even lazy to blog. by 'copy-and-paste' so many 'DAMN', i assume my post will seem longer ya? LOL.
OK. gg slp liao. neck stil hurts a lil.
nites peeeeeeeeeeeeeps!
god bless la.
FIRST OF ALL
SI BF. mailto:%5E&*Y&@Y#&$(#**#$. FK. came to find me for awhile after his company dinner. scare me from my hse staircase. result? C.S.
now as im posting this entry, a series of events are going on:
im asking fredrik about his excused-BMT .
AND he's telling me about his plan to draw pokemons EVERYDAY as a symbol of ranks -.- I CHOOSE U ! LMAO. tat gila guy lol.
my stomach is 'gruuuuu-ing'.
my right leg is veri itchy and im scratching it.
im dozin' off.
im missing AHEM.
SIGH. must wait til thurs b4 he's OFFICIALLY MINE (muahahahahahahahaha) (for the holiday la). KANSIAN
ITS OK! MOTIVATION MOTIVATION MOTIVATION WENCUI !
omfg i mangaged to type out 3 motivation ( now its the 4th) without any spelling error. my eyes realli closing siaaaaaa. AN ACHIEVEMENT! watever. lol. omg. im realli going bonkers. yawns.
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OK FINE. I CANT TAKE IT LIAO. gtg slp. HENG AR. brushed ma teeth just now liao. if not will be damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn lazy to move my ass now.
am even lazy to blog. by 'copy-and-paste' so many 'DAMN', i assume my post will seem longer ya? LOL.
OK. gg slp liao. neck stil hurts a lil.
nites peeeeeeeeeeeeeps!
god bless la.
Saturday, August 15, 2009
MAN YUE celebration :)))
WOOOOOTS~!
...kk summarise summarise :
went to Sunset Grill to see people eat buffalo wings cuz i don take spicy food -___-
dey ranges from level 1 to 30, and jieying onli ordered level 4 eat til damn gang kor liao LOL. b gav me a 1cm x 1cm piece of chicken SKIN nia i oso eat until T____T lol. joke mannn. den after eating went to yishun dam for a while. before tat onli heard of tat place nia...nvr been dere. conclusion: BUEY PAI EH~ lol. can go dere picnic next time :DD somemore got uncle selling ice-cream :DDD
aft tat lobang-ed jieying n her bf back to our area to collect their bike as dey parked it dere and b chiong-ed to furama for his fren's bd celebration ^^ after tat had our '' one month toast '' at b's place .____. the maggie he cooked was, ERM, one of those 'emergency' kinda food in which you'll eat onli when in bo bian situations LOLOLOLOLOL. den went home n TADANG ~ here i am blogging. tmr still need wake up for work -.- KANSIAN KANSIAN KANSIAN. jieying gg genting tmr... GOOD SIAAA.
SIGH like wat dey say: same people, different lives la.
gtg slp liao. neck veri pain -_-
nites peeps!!!
...kk summarise summarise :
went to Sunset Grill to see people eat buffalo wings cuz i don take spicy food -___-
dey ranges from level 1 to 30, and jieying onli ordered level 4 eat til damn gang kor liao LOL. b gav me a 1cm x 1cm piece of chicken SKIN nia i oso eat until T____T lol. joke mannn. den after eating went to yishun dam for a while. before tat onli heard of tat place nia...nvr been dere. conclusion: BUEY PAI EH~ lol. can go dere picnic next time :DD somemore got uncle selling ice-cream :DDD
aft tat lobang-ed jieying n her bf back to our area to collect their bike as dey parked it dere and b chiong-ed to furama for his fren's bd celebration ^^ after tat had our '' one month toast '' at b's place .____. the maggie he cooked was, ERM, one of those 'emergency' kinda food in which you'll eat onli when in bo bian situations LOLOLOLOLOL. den went home n TADANG ~ here i am blogging. tmr still need wake up for work -.- KANSIAN KANSIAN KANSIAN. jieying gg genting tmr... GOOD SIAAA.
SIGH like wat dey say: same people, different lives la.
gtg slp liao. neck veri pain -_-
nites peeps!!!
Thursday, August 13, 2009
MAN YUE LIAO
first of all.......
HAPPI ONE MONTH B~!! :DDD
so damn erm, happy la!
lol now its 5.04am..b just came online...lol tot he haven slp. he just woke up ._.. HENG ARRRR...nvr send him msg just now. wanted to bluff him tat im off to bed at 3am...scardy he go online see me realli hong kan liao sia. LOL.
ANYWAES,
just finish doin *ahem* :))))) sat dere for almost 4 hours just doing it. neck's gonna break in 10 mins tyme man. wonder wat will be his reaction when he sees it tmr. BUT disclaimer: its HUNDRED PERCENT HAND-MADE. so imperfections must be tolerated okie ^^
.. but frankly, time span of a month passes real fast man. lol. didnt know im together wif a idiotic bitch for a month liao :) if it wasnt for jieying, i wonder....................................
OYA
HAPPI BIRTHDAEE BABE !!!
...dint get anything for her though. she asked for ang bao tat tyme and warned me not to get her any prezzie. WTF. as if im an auntie la. lol. LAI LAI GIV U ANGBAO ! MUST GROW UP LIAO HOR...BIG GAL LIAO~ :D
shit my eyes are shutting down man. gonna catch up on ma slp. so damn looking forward to tmr:)) even if deres no celebration. cuz cn get to see him wat duh :)) YAWNS.
K NITES/MORNING PEEPS!
chaooooooooooooo *in a super good mood kinda tone*
god bless ^________^
HAPPI ONE MONTH B~!! :DDD
so damn erm, happy la!
lol now its 5.04am..b just came online...lol tot he haven slp. he just woke up ._.. HENG ARRRR...nvr send him msg just now. wanted to bluff him tat im off to bed at 3am...scardy he go online see me realli hong kan liao sia. LOL.
ANYWAES,
just finish doin *ahem* :))))) sat dere for almost 4 hours just doing it. neck's gonna break in 10 mins tyme man. wonder wat will be his reaction when he sees it tmr. BUT disclaimer: its HUNDRED PERCENT HAND-MADE. so imperfections must be tolerated okie ^^
.. but frankly, time span of a month passes real fast man. lol. didnt know im together wif a idiotic bitch for a month liao :) if it wasnt for jieying, i wonder....................................
OYA
HAPPI BIRTHDAEE BABE !!!
...dint get anything for her though. she asked for ang bao tat tyme and warned me not to get her any prezzie. WTF. as if im an auntie la. lol. LAI LAI GIV U ANGBAO ! MUST GROW UP LIAO HOR...BIG GAL LIAO~ :D
shit my eyes are shutting down man. gonna catch up on ma slp. so damn looking forward to tmr:)) even if deres no celebration. cuz cn get to see him wat duh :)) YAWNS.
K NITES/MORNING PEEPS!
chaooooooooooooo *in a super good mood kinda tone*
god bless ^________^
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
WALAUEH
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D-I-S-C-O-V-E-R-E-D!!!!!
shit u gf. lol
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D-I-S-C-O-V-E-R-E-D!!!!!
shit u gf. lol
Saturday, August 8, 2009
Friday, August 7, 2009
<3
just back from lil (REALLI LITTLE) beer-ing session at de jiu mui kopitiam wif b and his bro. LOL his brother damn cute la ! was talkin abt dragon boat, canoe-ing, sailing, basketball, well you name it -_____- dint know b was 2nd national in sailing sia. WTF.
AND i found out smth: the gal tat FARKING FLIRT wif him tat time at opp parklane likes him -.- NAHBEH I KNEW IT. lol. den zac tried to console me by saying: '' AIYAAAAA you shud be proud tat so many gals lyke ur bf MAHHHHH. '' lol SIMI SAI AH.
...but all in all, realli thnks b for meeting me after his fren's bd celebration :DDD tot he'll be shagged after sending his frens home.
was feeling so ''abandoned' all evening la. luvs man :))))
feeling kinda tired now...gg brush teeth n slp liao.
nites peeps!
god bless, especially him :)
believe it anot
im tink its for real tis time.
:))
AND i found out smth: the gal tat FARKING FLIRT wif him tat time at opp parklane likes him -.- NAHBEH I KNEW IT. lol. den zac tried to console me by saying: '' AIYAAAAA you shud be proud tat so many gals lyke ur bf MAHHHHH. '' lol SIMI SAI AH.
...but all in all, realli thnks b for meeting me after his fren's bd celebration :DDD tot he'll be shagged after sending his frens home.
was feeling so ''abandoned' all evening la. luvs man :))))
feeling kinda tired now...gg brush teeth n slp liao.
nites peeps!
god bless, especially him :)
believe it anot
im tink its for real tis time.
:))
Thursday, August 6, 2009
maaaaaarina barrage :)))
YO people~~
...YAWNS. skipping to the topics:
..b challenged me to waka-waka in FB -.- he say if cn beat his score i can extend slping time. i tried ma best n im 47th. him? all time best 5TH. KNN. scam his own gf.
..went to meet him after work...drove to marina barrage...walk...the view buey pai sia!..den went home cuz he got test tmr...LOL. but its sounds kinda strange sia. i mean, should i say he sent me home, or we both went home? LOL. TATS the thing with having bf living opp u nia ^^
...den now here i am...watching the video fredrik sent me..LOLOLOLOLOLOL. TRUIMP. WTF WTF WTF...! and eating ''random stuffs'' as fred always says -_____-
OK gonna end here..brush teeth n slp..if nt b kpkb liao.
nites peeps!
god bless :)))
...YAWNS. skipping to the topics:
..b challenged me to waka-waka in FB -.- he say if cn beat his score i can extend slping time. i tried ma best n im 47th. him? all time best 5TH. KNN. scam his own gf.
..went to meet him after work...drove to marina barrage...walk...the view buey pai sia!..den went home cuz he got test tmr...LOL. but its sounds kinda strange sia. i mean, should i say he sent me home, or we both went home? LOL. TATS the thing with having bf living opp u nia ^^
...den now here i am...watching the video fredrik sent me..LOLOLOLOLOLOL. TRUIMP. WTF WTF WTF...! and eating ''random stuffs'' as fred always says -_____-
OK gonna end here..brush teeth n slp..if nt b kpkb liao.
nites peeps!
god bless :)))
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
im stil breathing
i leave the gas on,
walk the alleys in the dark.
sleep with candles burning,
i leave the door unlocked.
im weaving a rope and,
running all the red lights.
did i get your attention?
cause im sending all the signs that
the clock is ticking,
i'll be giving my two weeks
pick your favourite shade of black,
and best prepare a speech
say something funny, say something sweet,
but don't say that you loved me.
Cause im still breathing
though we've been dead for a while
this sickness has no cure,
we're going donw for sure
already lost the grip,
best abandon ship, ooh
mayb i was too pale,
mayb i was too fat.
mayb you'd betta,
better luck in the sack.
no formal education,
i swore way too much
i swear you didnt care,
cause oh we're were in love
so as i write this letter,
and shed my last tear
its all for the betta,
that we end it here.
lets close this chapter,
say one last prayer,
but don't say that you loved me.
walk the alleys in the dark.
sleep with candles burning,
i leave the door unlocked.
im weaving a rope and,
running all the red lights.
did i get your attention?
cause im sending all the signs that
the clock is ticking,
i'll be giving my two weeks
pick your favourite shade of black,
and best prepare a speech
say something funny, say something sweet,
but don't say that you loved me.
Cause im still breathing
though we've been dead for a while
this sickness has no cure,
we're going donw for sure
already lost the grip,
best abandon ship, ooh
mayb i was too pale,
mayb i was too fat.
mayb you'd betta,
better luck in the sack.
no formal education,
i swore way too much
i swear you didnt care,
cause oh we're were in love
so as i write this letter,
and shed my last tear
its all for the betta,
that we end it here.
lets close this chapter,
say one last prayer,
but don't say that you loved me.
Saturday, August 1, 2009
B ah...
OMGGGGGGGGGG
hahaha nth. just bored. havin couple of beer alone. well trust me, it isnt the funniest thing to do. asking ur mum to open the beer for u while u're painting ur nails? NOT EITHER.
BIG NEWS (at least for me la) : B IS COMING BACK TMR!!!!!!!!!!
omg omg omg omg im realli damn damn damn happi siaaa....been realli a good gal n stayed home while he's away okie :DDDD
Gonna ask for my bubble gum when he's back :))) BUT on the other hand, expected him to be damn dark la. i mean he's going for diving training leh. Unless dere's lyke INDOOR SEA -___-'''
OMGGG....missed him lots mannn.... WOOTS!
its been a wkend of practically nothing except for beer-ing, slping, eating, and most of all, waiting
Suddenly tot of wat jieying said the other tyme: HE'S JUST A SELF-PROCLAIMED PLAYBOY LOR. HE DON EVEN HAV THE LOOKS LOR. LOOK AT HIS TEETH LA. IF I WERE U SURELY SLAP UNTIL DEY FROM CROOKED TO STRAIGHT ONE.CONFIRM HOR. LOLOLOLOLOLOL.
she always nvr fail to cheer me up man :)) but realli sry to PS her on fri to go DBL O cuz i was realli damn sad tat B's not in town T____T''''''. realli realli sry babe ! but i promise dere'll be no nxt tyme okie? :D
BUT ANWAES, HE'LL B BACK TMR!!!! am counting down the hours :))
sry for being lorso laaa..but realli missed him lyke sai la. lol. if u know wat i mean :P
OKIE, shall stop here, continue beer-ing, brush teeth, den head to bed!
nites peeps :)) god bless him n u people :)
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